EDITING

TRACK 1,871 here

I remember with my male cousin at the grocery store and I got in the shopping cart, when we went to pay for the food there two sisters was paying for their food and their mother was with them, rap it's others and I mean down south, teflon hi are you and your friend doing, do I miss y'all the answer is yes because you showed me love when I was out of town, lemon when we were in class you looked at me like you wanted me to talk to you, when school was out you walked passed me and I asked you for your number and you said give me yours, I had a beeper and I gave you my contact.

Sitting right there with your sexy ass body, baby you listening to my brother because you thinking about his little brother right, I know all of your life you never saw me and the only way is by pictures and that is the way I see you, think about if your mines you never had sex before but you have two kids, this is how you know Jesus was born from the Holy Spirit, her man never had sex with her until after I was born, that's why kiss said my kids was born out of sin because I went under murder and came back to life for our children.

TRACK 1,872

I know you put your all into me, this is the gift you get when you let me lead, I'm not going to let y'all down, this shit is hard but I'm fighting for our family can't you see that, I want someone special, this is not going to get easier feel me, the fight was hard and now the battle begins, so put your all into me, at the end of the road you will see that I'm the prefect one for y'all, how do you come to a man at this age he do not know what you been through, so his guard is up for a reason, how can I trust you when I left the other side was popping.

Aaliyah said letters better be taking care of, and for show said it today and it's taken cared of, what's the next move we are going to make the numbers go up, I want your body on mines, thank you for hitting me this morning you are well aware that I'm looking at you, one day lets get side by side and you riding on me, tell me do you like it from the back or do you prefer me looking in your eyes, you should know I will never hold anything over your head, unless I'm releasing all over your face it you are mines.

TRACK 1,874

Seeing you today as I wait for the bus, you getting off the train baby you are one in a million, this is how you show me that you love me, I can't man handle you because a women need to be treated like a lady, times may get hard baby that was in the past even then you never missed out on a meal, I kept you dressed right a roof over your head right and food in your tummy, you have my full attention baby all I ask for is for you to have my back because it's wolves out here and I'm trying to maintain out here for us baby. 

This goes to show how strong y'all are as a women, I'm so sorry for making y'all cry this is held over my head everyday, this is why I got out there and handled the business that's at hand, please don't get it missed construed, the faith is in us as a couple right, so we shouldn't let ourself down, the plan I had goes this way are you willing to ride with me, God made it hard for me to get back in your life, I'm old and I still can't just throw our life together, he said if ghetto stay in the studio long enough things will go right and that's what I did.

TRACK 1,877

Don't get picked off blanking with this old head, yeah it feels good to make it to this age, I need young chicks to keep me young, I need the older females to keep my mind on the right path, guns do pop but who will get hit not me and if that do happen God bless the cross, the dot will play out of the baby nine, the Bible in my hand so what you want to do, God bless the child that can hold his own, follow nobody in this life of mines, the game shit yeah it's hard but you can't tell because that's the street code but I guess it don't apply.

When you play hard things may play a big part of your life, creep ninjas want the kid hit up and I'm not talking about gang gang, what I mean you can be a friend and still want the kid hit up, when shit came out that people close to me was aiming for me to get hit, when you know you can't trust ninjas and females out and about with ninjas that you don't trust blank them, let's get this money CO always told me to hold my head, this is the conversation we talked about in the car, never let a ninja or a hitch take you off your grind for real.

TRACK 1,878

Look me in my eyes and tell me you didn't cross me, not many can do that and if you can do it, you been around people that wanted the kid alive right, what's wrong with the world a man that want to help people and over and over again people turned their backs on me, why because people couldn't let me lead the pack but was willing to let others lead the pack, when people say why you not clubbing with us or smoking with us or staying out late with us, if you want your business to succeed you have to work even when you don't want to work, the grind don't stop.

When I was slipping people laughed at me, now me getting back on my feet people look at me like why me because I put the hard work in it, from the first time I started I knew if I put my all into this game the game will put it's all into me, the tears I cry is from my uncle not being here, when I was the last one to see him, he know I will never give up, the streets ain't what it use to be because a'lot people is telling this shit been going on, people praise the ninjas that die but not the shooter, y'all ninjas will never know how a real ninja feel.

TRACK 1,879

Good seeing you today baby girl, the way I miss you without ever being with you, that's love and I hold you close to my heart, when you first saw me you was looking at my green beads right, from that point on you had your eyes open for me, let me say this I had my eyes open for you too baby, if you think I'm going to cheat change your mind because that's not going to happen, you never know what you are going to get until you get it, we can sit here and play the blame game and who did what, you know I never crossed you because you are the ones that this grown man want.

You want to ask me a question but that ponytail is crazy long but it looks good on you, you are so cute and your body looks wonderful, I can't wait until you let me get next to you, thank you for being here if not I'm not saying that to say this I will promise to love you, this game we played back in the days, guess what them days are over only eight days out of 28years, if that ain't faithful baby I don't know what is, I said ante up and you dress in beige, so I know that's a go from here on, I will respect you I'm trying to keep you happy.

TRACK 1,881

The question you should ask yourself is how long we been faithful to one another, that there should hold a'lot of weight, when I can't be in the bed next to you, the only thing I have is talking in our mind, females is more emotional men is less emotional, so you can control your feelings more, when it comes to having sex, trust me I don't want to let you go, even when I have to work I always talk to you at this time of night, I do this because I want to fulfill whatever your heart desire.

Putting this life back together, the only thing you have to do is say you are ready and I'm ready when you are, you want me to take the hard way and finish owning everything about our company, I dam sure miss being next to you, think about it I never saw you but the love we have for one another, let know man take this from me and I promise not to let another women take me from you, I'm deep in thought because your love show me so much, this time I will love you hard with every breath in my body trust the process, your love is so sweet.

TRACK 1,882

You can't make me feel like this is my doing, okay yes this is by far the worst feeling in the world, let me say enlighten things, whoever with me thank you and didn't use me for money, I can not do this anymore, if y'all say that I'm the one y'all want, I have to man up and move on, yo this doesn't make me mad I'm working that is what's important to me, you will be mad when you know that I'm never coming back, if you helped me thank you if you didn't or went with other men blank you.

What if you see me what will you do, I might say hi to you because I think you are cute, we been talking in the mind for along time, if not that's on me for real, when I feel like laying down with someone trust me I will but for now I'm working to make my company the best company in the world, you shouldn't let me down and if I let you down my fault, who cares about your feelings, this goes out to females that use a man for what he can give you, you not a stand up females you get down different and I mean that.

Being here for this long feel so wonderful to me, my life has been the same for this long, I want you in my life, at night I’m holding my pillow tight wishing it was you, I can’t wait until we break one another body in, how much longer am I going to wait baby until you say you are ready to make love to me, you are my queen you know that right, I’m big on family so stick with me, I can’t express how much I love you.

I get it when you used the blow dryer to blow dry the bottom part of my body, yes I want to go down on you too, I can’t wait until that day come, I’m doing everything in my power to make that happen, you are the queen that I was talking about when I said you love me like I love you, she said yes sure baby that’s what I like to hear, I want to undress you and I promise to take care of you for the rest of your life, as long as I’m able baby, this is why I’m fighting for our family to be more better baby okay.

Past time by doing something that you like out here, trusting a female is hard for me, you like this and like that what more can I do for you, battling thoughts in my mind feel me, the grind don’t stop so keep pushing on, write this is what I like to do, remember when you had females but they went on about their business, so if I try to talk to another female it shouldn’t be a problem right, if you talk to a girl and she do not want to talk to you and then go out with other men dub her right or she dub you keep getting money.

You have made it this far without people, so keep grinding and making things happen for yourself, pay attention to what’s going on in life, if you do not want to look back to the ones that went on about their business, you do not have to understand, people will try to talk to your girl if you are hitting other ninjas girls don’t be mad if another ninja hit your girl, what if but you are worrying about another man girl your girl might be out here sexing another ninja so be careful.

 

The reason I’m upset is not because I’m mad It’s Just Because I did this shit without help, writing everyday and every night, I worked my Blank off To get where I’m at right now, you say these are my shooter as an og you sending your young men to jail, instead of helping them out and giving them the game, you are poisoning these young men, if you don’t respect that you don’t respect anything, teach them the game different from what you had to go through, they want money and want the girls you trying to live through them.

One Fourth you get in this game to make money and the game could be you handle handling business the right way, you do not all ways have to put yourself in bad situations out here, you stand y’all and fight for what you believe in, there’s so many ways to get money, when you are close to 40years old you do not want to get locked up, the devil is a lie you listen to God and Follow his son Jesus, you made your bed now you have to lay in it.

HERE

Time will only tell how you fight out here, you could be on the good side or the bad side of things, it’s up to you on which one you choose to fight for, I’m not saying you can’t have fun but you have to no your limit, just in case the Feds run in your spot you know who’s on your side and who won’t tell, aim for more in life just don’t settle for anything out here, people die everyday out here that could be you, so I think you should play it safe before something happens to you, the fight shouldn’t be us as black killing one another.

Who was doing the telling fam like you said, the bell rings and it’s shortly telling me that the boys were looking for me, that is one main reason I went out of town, if people close to you become friends with people that were hating on me, I can’t forget about the store so I guess you blaze both sisters right, ain’t know hard feelings yeah you was like my brother, when we was kids everyone out their was trying to sex everyone out there, let’s just say I’m more clean and have less bodies on me don’t take that out of context.

What’s the sense of gaining the world and losing your own soul in the process, you want money but what are you willing to do for it, tell these young kids gang bang when we should be banging for good and not evil, this is like my two personalities talking to me, the first one is satan on the left shoulder telling me do me and the second one is Jesus telling me to be smart, which one will I listen to a course the good one forever. 

When you live to do right righteousness will follow you, I do not need a female that’s in the club all of the time, I do not need one that’s showing her ass all of the time, if I like girls like that it will teach my daughters that it’s okay for her to do that, I’m a father and life is what I want to show my children that you can be smart and find a man that’s smart like you, the game teach us and I mean our children that it’s okay for our females to have partner after partner it’s gold so protect it okay children.

Yes I want to hold you love you care for you, U got it bad I remember when I gave you my hat after you did my hair and I also remember when I went to the store to get groceries for you and it was snowing outside and I took off my boots when I walked inside of your apartment, I remember you coming home from along day to do my hair, you said you need to open the curtain because it was dark inside of the house, you climbing all over me on the sofa, this sofa at my house is where I caught the triple five down my temple. 

I’m a man first and you are a woman second because God created man and then woman, guess what God had to have a mother so what do that make you, are you her if I came to earth after Aaliyah 4 leaf clover, I have nine lives and then she went back home to heaven so that mean she’s next to Jesus and that also mean, I have to find her did I find her again in this same life that she once lived, tell me do I go inside of you when I pass over and then we both go to heaven and I’m sleeping inside of her period.

If you ride the 5 and do not have a 1on1, you can’t deny 5 so why so many females think I’m going to lay up with them, if you did your thing when I was out of town, so be it yeah I was out of town getting money, I have to see to see who’s with me because I know if I rush and lay up with someone it better be a jelly roll oh no pigeon, you asked me how am I going to get around with you on my bus pass right, if you get the chance to lay up with me I can change your whole life trust me, I’m not touching my money right now so be patience. 

This shit ain’t for everyone so get out now, this is what my mind is saying to me, the growth with a woman and not someone always out and about, let me get off that I see everything trust me, lay this down like you know how feel me, the game don’t last forever and I know that, so while I’m here I’m going to get as much as I can get out of the streets, a lot of people don’t want to see you win.

So when I was out of town my guess every time she came into town. People were hanging out with people that had something to do with me getting set up. When she was out of town she was hanging out right I got you. This is just some more things that took place in my life. When chicks write on your wall he had some contact with her but why dwell on that. I put my life on the line for my family and I’m thankful y’all stayed by my side. I’m just getting this off of my chest and you don’t have to ever see me again and trust me I won’t be a metaphor replacement is a must to all.

Don’t be mad at the player, be mad at the game right. I remember walking past 148st in St Nick and someone was out there shooting a video and I walked up, gave him a pound and then left then he came out with the video saying something that happened when I first came back home. I’m just expressing my life in the right order with what he said but you know what I could see it was never love. I didn’t care if or what was going on when I wasn’t uptop. We all played around not so much me but you get my point. All of the saying what will happen to me why would I want to slip if it’s any beef see me in the light not behind me in the dark.

I can’t panic now because people are looking at me and what I am doing. Just by telling the way things should go now means what’s out and about but I’m home working on my company. So when people say why I am not outside this is why. The power of words runs through my mind everyday. I just don’t want people like the connection looking at me in a different way. People that work with or for my company thank you a lot. Yes I miss my family if I could be there right now I will drop everything I am doing and leave to be with them. God first Family second I’m third on a scale of 1to10. Before anything got out of hand, damaged goods were never for me to understand.

Where this started at I put a post saying I was going to use my hair getting done to speak to her right. So I called and got her number and we texted and she said that she will do my hair in braids. The first time we actually spoke to one another in a sense meaning she’s face to face meeting. She, a smart woman trust me I know by the way she speaks. She speaks educated and that is great because with someone that’s educated you can bounce ideas off of one another. So fast forward to now seeing if she still does hair waiting on a response from her it will be nice to see her again. I think if I get my hair done three times a month by her and once washed and blown out I will be great.

Growing up looking back at whatever I did or who helped me that’s not here anymore. People will use what they did for you but forget about what you did for them. When I came back home y’all knew the rest right. I’m not saying that everyone doesn't like me, some do and some don’t. Why you mad because when I came back home. I was broke and people were friends with me and then when the spot opened up people had words to say about me. People didn't shake my hand. The more money the more people don’t like you but will run to the spot for money. What’s the before and after now people running to my company to get signed.

I remember calling this female so I can send her daughter a gift for Christmas. She took too long to answer and when I texted her again to tell her never mind she responded and said she was on the plane. Lying ass female see I’m writing this without calling you a Pigeon oh no I just said it and what are you going to do. She thinks I’m supposed to keep sending pizza downsouth. This bird got the nerve but I’ll tell you what if you get married everything stops. You got ma on the phone saying something about bushes. You should have said blank, feel me don’t get on my bad side and tell my sisters we love them. Oh yes girl we are talking to you. Remember that MD trick you said.

You want me but who needs you. If two people connected to her and it was Jesus Christ. Take the name and body, soul, spirit and flesh. I’m so into you because she gave me the okay by saying zoom the picture in close. Am I right that you want to be my lover. When you had your son you came down stairs so I could see your son. Now I’m wondering if he’s mine for real. Yeah you see far into me until I stop you from looking inside of my soul. You the dot drops from your cat and it drops from the dot that I have on my hand and as soon it touches air it disappears. Can you handle never sleeping inside of the eternal light life. 

Let me break down how me and her minds connect. So on this day if I’m not mistaken. I’m riding home and in my mind I heard her say she wanted me to text her and ask her if she had clothes for Easter. So I texted her and asked her if there was anything she needed for Easter and she replied yes some jordan’s and I said how much they cost and she said $150 and I said text me when you wake up tomorrow and she said okay. Bleek said in around here the boss came through at 8:00 o'clock and she texted me exactly at 8:00 o’clock. So I got up and made a trip to her and gave her $150 and she texted me and said she got the jordan’s and a shirt and thankfully said thank you for your welcome. 

Another scenario I’m going to take her through is four of her birthdays. The first one I’m walking down the block and her mother said that day was her birthday and someone was selling a chain that had Jesus Christ on it and I gave her the money for that. The next one her birthday came and her mother said she wanted to buy some timberland slippers and I gave her the money for them. The next birthday she called me and she asked me if I can buy her a birthday cake and I said when I get down town. When I got down town she didn’t answer the phone I missed that birthday. So about three years after that her birthday came and I called and asked her if she had money she said no so I went to her house and gave her some money.

So let me clear this up if any female had children by me and feel she is going to put me on child support. She can’t claim child support after the checks come in. yeah so you better take care of that now. Please don’t say I didn’t tell you tru tru. You understand what I just said so don’t come for me after this is done. I’m dodging a lot of people so bye bye to all you groupies and gold diggers. I’m getting to my cash money. Let's just say there's no limit on what I would do to keep you out of my pockets. I remember Miguel and I were on the stairs and she came up and asked him to buy her a pizza and he said Sporty brought me the pizza. I had a lot of money in my pocket so before she asked me I got up and left. What are you doing?

Shorty used to call me when she was going down hill. Ma said she woke up and said do she have $5 for something to eat. So her mother called me and asked me while I was at work and I said I’m walking downtown right now to bring you the money. When I got there she was walking from getting her food. She called me with that story a couple of times. Then I told her mother that I was writing a book and she said she wanted to read it. So finally when I gave it to her she said her daughter wanted to read it and then she gave me her number I texted her and asked her if she wanted to read it and she said yes. Bottom line she hit me for over a quarter of a million. She had the nerve to get mad about $20 but owe me $165. If I take you to court to get my money as soon as you get on the stand did you ask him for a loan, yes case close.

Let me test this out if I said girls were coming to my house to be with me. Now B it’s nice to know but let me ask you if your kids are mine because I think it might be. I remember someone coming to me at my house and said I know I don’t look like what. I said yes we can lay down and have sex and now I look at you I hope it was you. Why nobody knows who your baby's father is. If it was me I would’ve come out and said it’s my children. So yes that got me thinking what I am saying is true. Maybe the relationship that they said you were in was for your career right. You were only 15teen when you got pregnant and at that time I was having kids. So if this is true, thank you for your bravery for coming to my house and asking me to make love to you.

I remember riding down south on the passenger side of my cousin's car and we were riding fast and two girls were on the other side of the street and I told him to make a Uturn and he did. We pulled up to them and I got out of the car. You know what kept playing in my mind was TLC scrub so I was talking to them and I put my game on and got one of them numbers. I remember coming back home NYC and I’m in the park dressed messed up then this girl called poppy over to her and he came and told me she wanted me to come to talk to her and her name was Champagne. So I talked to her and got her number. Both of them looked good to me. Tell me how I’m not supposed to remember all of the ladies that enter my life. Whoever is still here for me. thank you.

Beauty I remember you were the one at skate key with your two friends. When I went to summer jam in Birmingham I kept walking around the stadium and I was dressed messed up and you stopped me in front of all of those people to see how I was doing thank you. Tiana I remember at the movie and I started talking to you and this other girl I remember when I first saw her and tried to talk to her. She said she has a boyfriend years later. I went to the movie and saw her and got her number and I had my Looney Tunes jean jacket on. Hi Tiffany, how can I forget you and your friend? Thank you for giving me a chance. I remember in one of the stores in Birmingham and your friend was there my cousin and I was yelling in the store to get her attention. Mr-Freeze!

Studying your body is all I want to do. I can make love to you. I just want to know how you feel about me next to you. You know how to present yourself. I can’t get over your body. I don’t know what to do here. I am telling you everything about me but what do I know about you. You sure know how to make me feel tonight I want to be your sex parnter shorty tell me if you will like that. A lot of thoughts run through my mind. So tell me if you’re into me. Sure I can tell you I’m the man for you but baby wait a minute let me show you why you’re here. The only thing on my mind is undressing you. I’m still faithful to you so don’t get know ideas about cheating on me.

If you are a grown man or woman. You should start planning for the next 40years of your life. How you still want to take a trip and pleasure a man. If he’s not claiming you this might be what she’s on. If so I have to stand strong like the Gee that I am and wait for that special lady. Damn I miss you but you said no more and this is what I am doing. Baby tell me who you want me to lay down with please give me a sign. Yes I can wait longer but make sure you send me someone that will love me like you loved me. These nights I get lonely but I’m working it out for the sake of our child. So don’t forget to bless me with someone just like you.

The more I take my time, the more things I can get done. You know you’re on my mind. This is the way I look at you. you and her are my mother add another one God, Jesus and Christ. Sea baby when I open the red sea that was me cum in inside of the three of y’all. What do you say about that I’m making it work please tell me you see me working everyday and every night for our family. I remember I’m at her house and she asked me if it was cold outside. I know what that means you have a crush on me right. My hand started moving. I can’t wait to get in between your legs. I can feel you from here so please don’t make me wait that long. Okay you should point me in the right direction. You grab my piece and place it inside of you that means you’re letting me enter your body.

She said she wants it more and more deeper and deeper. How far should I go? You know I never ate cat. The only thing I ate was panties with no face skin. Yeah so what female will make me go down on them. You have to be someone that I love. Baby you have to go down on me because the only thing I had was on and off one time. Can you believe it never happened to me and I never gave it out. I never passed seven times with one female; it was either seven seconds or seven times but never lasted more than 45minutes. You should know X said what these hitches want from me. You mind as well say I still have Similac milk on my breath and wet behind the ears.

No no ain’t no putting your cat on my mustache. I’m not showing off in whips but my company business is outstanding. If a girl like me showed me then she always has me on her mind I sure hope so. Something's left to be unsaid but I don’t want my family to think I’m holding anything back. One the pool once I also almost drowned there and bathed two times. How do I get out of this situation right now. Imagine me walking from 25 to 45 but a dark path and nothing but woods. Okay I’m bringing up woods I had to tie this up so she will know it was never a cross oh no I mean Status. What you know about being shot with a bebe rifle shotgun and pay them five dollars to drive you home. I hope that I can clear up the two incidents that happened to me.

I remember going to a ponyboy house and this young lady used to be there. I hope everything is okay with you because I’m thinking about you tonight. You used to come out of the room and I waited for you to come out of the room. You want that title baby you know I want you as my woman. I’m sorry for one night stand trust me it didn’t last over 45minutes. I’m talking to you the way you showed me you’re with me. You always showed me in many ways. I can’t control my feelings because your body looks so sexy. This is a man telling you how wonderful you are. I want to time when you release so I can release at the same time double time do you think we can handle this. She said if our connection is the same and I said yes it will be baby.

Get your mail so you cruising in seven forget the lies. Life does go on from being away from the seven but guess what you are able to exchange another seven inside of you for real yeah this is what I am talking about. You made your life right because you never did anything wrong. You showed signs when you were with a female whoever followed them there was still with you and who wasn't was gone. A woman will throw you signs. It's up to you to follow them and she has shown me signs. Two things for certain she named both of her children names after my family members. So yes I should take heat to that and show her that I care.

So I was on the road to the south. How can you say I told and when I returned I found myself on 161 in the Bronx at the courthouse. Luckily I got one year probation so that means no contact with 12. I remember I had the dice in my hand and was about to roll them but I remembered if I came in contact with 12 I had time. So I dropped the dice and walked away from the dice game. Plus a couple of girls on the block shit depended on me so going to black justice white grief couldn't happen. So I had to play it safe until I got off probation. I remember smoking in the park and 12 came up to me and cream searched me and then pulled me to the car and asked me my name blank what did I do you guessed it. That’s when the feds were looking for me.

So now you see it for yourself and in this life of mine. I went through a lot of ups and downs but I remained strong for the sake of my children. I will always fight for a better life for them. Please don’t play my downfall because the losses I took made me the man I am today. Some females stayed and some left look at me now damn I’m thinking how can you leave me here by myself to figure this life out. I wish you would’ve lived and you and I handled our business together. I guess what you thought and people you thought will be here but guess what they’re not and I'm happy cause this is the last chance to lock who comes inside of you and I. So I know you are saying for me to keep pressing on.

I know baby it’s better to have a man that’s here with you in time of need, I know a lot of females walked out on me because of what they thought they had but I’m faithful to the ones that stayed. Baby thank you for telling me that you love me and I’m telling you right now let’s look into the future. I’m holding you tight in my heart and mind now that we can’t see one another. I’m sure you love me and you are sure I love you. I can’t wait until we have sex with one another face to face body to body. This time take it to learn about yourself because if you can’t love yourself how can you love someone else. You should tap in with your inner self because that’s your reflection and I have no problem looking in the mirror while she's riding in the truck with someone else. I'm strong so I guess yes it’s over. 

The question is how many men ran inside of you because I want one without miles on her. If you are my age you can’t be used because I want that thing when I can get it. If you've been here with me from day one I know you're fresh baby. I’m not used so you have to match me. I don’t care how good you look. Women want the men that always play games but I’m a real man and if you can’t see that shame on you. I want to know if you played me for a fool because I think it might be true. So how are you going to prove to me that that’s not the case. I just know when I enter inside of you. You better hit me with that oh and it better be tight. I hope I am not going deep sea diving inside of you baby keep it right.

In trust and believe she said your middle name right. How are these songs hitting so close to my house? I remember when Blue Ivy was born the same day I called you and asked you to do my hair before I took off from getting my hair done like the beginning of December. You got locked up on the 16th. You and your sister walked in the room and mother said her name asking me if I knew her and I said hi. You got down on one knee and asked me the question and I looked at you and you sat down on the sofa and I eased between your legs and started getting my hair done. I remember after that one day you were doing my hair and I was between your legs again and you put that cat on my neck and placed your tits on my head.

I just want to touch her body again. You left me with this chip on my shoulders. I am trying to understand what the devil and Jesus is saying but let me tell you they’re fighting inside of me. You went out of your way to show me that you care. Please tell me when I was on the bus and you hit the corner on 145 and you were dressed up. I remember when I was on the stoop and you walked passed and said hi and I didn’t respond. Are you mad? I’m trying to make this work for the sake of our children believe me. I guess what a man wants he has to wait for it. You know what I’m willing to wait forever just don’t have me dying by myself. The light that she shines on me will never go out until we meet again for now.

I remember my friends and I. When we were in birmingham we were in the park and one of my friends had a pitbull and the dog-god started chasing one of my friends and had him cornered and he jumped on the gate. I also remember one night it was a late night and this van pulled up to the park and we got a little scared and we ran in the backyard. I remember this kid started shooting paintballs at us. We heard the clip but didn’t see any paint he could’ve played like he was shooting it out. I remember this dog-god I had ran into a red ant house and this female that I was with ran over there and grabbed the dog-god and sprayed him with water good looking. I remember this female was looking for her 25 that she let me use and I told her go to my house it’s in the closet it wasn't I left her a baby picture of me.

I remember one of my friends was going to a party and he told his mother to drive to the house I was staying at. So he can get the 25 snub nose, not the shoe size that shorty let me hold. The way I got the 25 snub nose I had the 38 long nose but couldn’t carry it around so I had to exchange it to fit in my pocket. When I got my hands on it I had it wherever I was going just in case I needed to use it for real. I was out there on some real shit yes I lost a couple of friends and family members. I remember shit like this because it’s embedded in my heart. You talking about guns hit double I did what else y’all want from me. I used to walk around with the OX in my mouth. My friends and I knew how to use the triple five.

Can you tell me if you love the way I handle business. What about me giving you what you want? Listen to me you can have all that I’m able to give you. Tell me if I have to watch you because there’s a lot of men out here. Please don’t take this out of context because I wish you would lay beside me cheating. There it is you always fighting me I don’t want to fight with you. She always wants it her way and you better change your ways. This man might walk out on you because you have shown your true colors. I’m so stressed out because you want the world. I know I told you that you can do it all but give me time. I’m one man making a way for you to be a spoiled bear with me. You are my baby and I love you.

You do things that the world wants you to do. You handle business as you should make your mark in this game. You have to accomplish what it is that you are set out to accomplish. Just stay head strong out here and stay focused on the task at hand. Life has its up and down right. The best part of life is waking up and having a chance to do good and right by others. Pace and follow the rules of the game always. They fight the battle and hard times and great times.

Sorting out problems can be hard. Why take shots at me is it because females wanted me no that can’t be it because you got them. Look at what I just said who gives a blank about you or them. It was never about what happened that night. The only thing was me using my fist and the triple five meant nothing to me again and whoever didn't like it. We are stronger now my ninja they can’t get me off my game plan so go ahead about what you and females got to go through in life. I’m focused on my company.

You are trying to put everything on your back and trust me it’s not easy to feel me. I thank God I can provide everyday for my family. Please this means the world to me. When I see people that’s in my life smile. Brace yourself fool I’m connecting what I said earlier listen and watch this is grown man bars. I’ll say this again I’m trying my best not to go behind another man and if I do it has to be someone that’s clean enough for me to enter her body because bodies are everything to me. So I have to control my body because that’s what Layla wants.

Close your ears if you do not want to hear the truth about this thing called life. People are in it. I'm working on my company so my company can be the best that it could be and live up to its potential. So grind hard and work for what you want out of life. Digging on you that change will happen because if it’s not locked. Oh yeah south shorty from East and if she has the same birthday as me and she has the same as her and she doesn't mean anything, the connection locks back to you two. You got to triple cross me baby.

Why is it that he’s dropping the album? I will tell you because it connects to me. When I saw her with the baby I was sleeping in the bed and she pulled up with her friend and her baby. I’m like in my mind is she mine because I wanted that. I got up and went to the radio and played you think it’s a game until the thangs pop out. She left and said she was coming back. I put on some shorts and I had a white beater on looking good for her. She told my sister to go with her to the store where she was driving her car. Am I on blood drop? I'm telling you this means the world to me.

Your faith is in my hands. We grow, we learn from one another. This is the way life is supposed to be. I’m holding her tight because she has helped me out so much. She’s telling me to keep grinding. You will only look for people that look out for you. You are supposed to be around people that want to see you elevated and people that support you. When this company opens, all of the ladies that’s in my life will be running it. I know how smart y’all are so when y’all are ready just let me know and we can open it up right now ESCE will always be there for our family.

If you mine, be mine what you know about the dice game. I’m all in it so don’t think I’m giving up on my company. I fell in love with the hustle. I don’t put my company or money over my family. My family knows they come first trust me. The drug game won’t get you nowhere but if you are moving $400 billion a year. So far I made $15 trillion and $200 billion. So why would I give up on my hustle. You play this until it’s over. You can be strong one day and weak the next day. This is how we roll. You want to see me flossing right but blank that gets the money and stays low.

Money won’t stop the company won’t stop but females in your life will leave. When you are trying to accomplish your goal. Trust me never look back is what one of the females that I used to deal with said to me. I respect that cause I’m not looking back. Anything that happened in my life happened for a reason. I remember pleading with her not to leave me. I remember I came back to New York City and called her when she came uptown. When I looked her in her eyes I can tell that she cheated on me. I also remember her telling me she had sex with her boyfriend three times. I remember the same conversation she asked me what was I doing and I said boxing move on by mya.

I remember passing my cousin the wire because I had nowhere to put it. Then I started putting it under the cushion in the sofa that I was sleeping on. I remember this girl drove to my block down south and told me to come to her house. This is what one of my cousins told me when she went to the girl car. So we went to her house. The girl's mother wasn’t there and she was with her Godbrother right and she asked did we have weed. We said yeah so we started rolling up in an optimo leaf. So we started getting high but the funny thing was that she didn’t hold a conversation with me. After we finished smoking we were leaving and her mother came home and said hi to us and we said hi to her.

The cushion is where the wire was under me. When I found out Aaliyah died in a plane crash. It took me seven days. On the seventh day I grabbed the wire and went in the room and put it to my left eye. I thought about Layla and I couldn’t pull the trigger and 8months after that left eye died both of them came inside of me and trusted me both of them are straight. I take care of both of them. The dot that I have in my hand can move the world and if it was in someone else hand it will probably be used for evil. So Jesus and God knew where to put the locator. That means they’re watching me and what I do. I’ve been on this path for 20years of straight grind mode and it will not stop me. You are supposed to support those who support you.

When I asked you were you alright with it meaning sexing you. When you came out of the room from getting out of the shower. You said yeah so make sure you keep your promise because every promise I made to you I kept. You and I used to talk on the phone from Christmas until your sister and I started seeing one another and just me taking care of her. I asked you if you were trying to have another baby and you said yeah. I remember you asking me if I stayed with my mother and I said yeah and I’m still here. The reason being my father did 32years in black justice. I couldn’t let another man probably hit my mother or mistreat her not on my watch and now that he’s out. I’m still building for our family okay. I don’t talk big money and like I’m all that. I just handle my business that I’ve set up.

So what happened at the hotel like 30 of my friends went with me there. We walked on the balcony and went to the room she was down in the pool with her friend and then she and her friend came up stairs. I was on the bed and her other friend was saying it’s too many of us there. So we said that we were going to leave. She came behind me and her and I was sitting on the stairs and it looked like she wanted to cry and then I left. I want to know before I say or touch anyone of y’all what happened when y’all went to the hotel with him and people that were down with the bad boy. Better yet I don’t want to know and if you say because of sex I was 10years old when you went you were 15teen. Can’t bury the hatchet.

When Jay Z said you can’t turn a bad girl good. Once she was bad she gone forever. I’m at this female house and her mother said Nelly is calling the house for her. So I guess you slept with him right why tell me something like that knowing I’m going to hold it over your head. One day her mother said one of the Jagged Edge members gave her a bracelet. So you were out and about this shit don’t hurt it’s just turned me into a beast feel me. This female that I want to be with her mother called me today and said she was going to call me back. I know what that means when it rain don’t cross her because she got my back. Thank you for checking back in. It means the world to me. I know how much y’all mean to me this life we live together sounding this out. 

I never touched her the only way I got close to touching her. When I brought those jordan’s I went to her house and asked her when she finished doing my hair can I see which ones she brought and she said okay. So when she finished doing my hair she went and got them passing me one of them then I said they’re nice and she said thank you. When I passed one back to her she walked down the hallway I said did you see the ones that just came out and she said yeah that’s the two in one I want them. So like two week after that I’m laying down she texted me and she needs a bill paid and she needs $165 for it. I said can you do my hair she said yes. I went to her house when she finished doing my hair. I gave her $165 then the next week she came to the park with another pair of jordan’s.

Why would she have the corner of her eyes on me. I think she was talking about when I just saw her and she was walking down the block and I was walking towards her crossing the street. You don’t have to worry about what I am doing. I’m asking you this with good intentions. What are you doing? Are you faithful to me? The mind must know and the body must feel what’s going on with you. Let me ask you something: did you cross me or are you on Status. I’ve been waiting 16years to find out and it is not the hard way. Put all of your cards on the table so I know what kind of hand you are playing with and what I have to deal with before things get out of hand. Your sexy body should only want me because my body only wants you and I’m talking to whoever’s in my life.

God has blessed me with this talent and I’m going to keep pushing for it to work. The grind people can’t see the hard times I went through. People outside partying while I’m in the house in the lab right. The gross of a company has to be leveled by the person that wants to own his business out here. Writing yes it’s hard but the time you take getting to where you want to be is a blessing. Please maintain the company and continue to work the best you can work. Things are not going unnoticed. You’re supposed to plan and strive for the better in life. We as a people have to look at our brothers and sisters to see where we went wrong for the win. Control your faith and there's nothing wrong with listening to an old head.  

Hasn’t seen my sisters children in how long. That’s like a father not seeing his children for months. I bet her older sister is having a ball down south. You find things out by engaging in conversation. Being smart is something that I had to learn on my own but I did it on my own. Knowledge is power and you should always want to excel in life because that’s the best way to live your life. High standard and understand that your livelihood should mean everything to me. Watch what is said because I can take heat to it. So let me guess when I sent it down there it’s for everybody even if what you’re saying isn’t true why keep saying it. I’m about to knock both of y’all out keep playing with me. Trying to find Ellison's fiance keeps pushing my mother blanking buttons.

When you apply pressure things come out good. When you lack understanding you’ll never find yourself. This shit that I write comes from the heart and things that I've been through in my life. This life of mine people has died close friends people I called my brothers and people ask me why am I so cautious. I dread light but I’m powerful out here words that I say reach far. I have to build a nation for my children. If you don’t see what I am doing is right then keep doing what you are doing. I can’t be going on 40 and still doing things that I did when I was a teen. It’s called growth staying out all night when I have a family to go home to and talk to whether it’s in mind maybe true or on the phone but together we can overcome this.

Teardrop and closed caskets so shorty came to see me and he was like she looks good. The next month her friend came to the block with the same kid that was trying to talk to my girl right. She had a gold Lexus I used to sleep with her but when the money was up she was good with me but when money stopped coming in she left. She and her friends are the seven sisters they couldn't see pass the grind but I did. The mind of a man that wants to accomplish his goal will do whatever it is to make his company work. Check it. I don’t want any of them because it’s like when I was out of town handling the business that my wife wanted me to handle. Aaliyah do you trust them? I don’t know that’s like 40% yeah it’s hard to decide let me make this easy for you to move on to the next level.

Building out of a company not spending company money. People may say where’s the money in my business and if I want to touch it I can. I haven’t touched my company money since 94 that’s a long time. I respect the grind that I’m on. The only thing I have to do is stack the money I have. If I wanted to but I’m more on spending my money for my company that I’m building. I have to pay for everything myself, no handouts. When I ask people let’s get money together it’s because I'm doing this. If we all save money cutting out some of the habits we have we can open up businesses but we can’t see pass what we need right now. Just cut back on the everyday wants and save for a year about ten people we will have enough to open up something big.

Working can stress you out at times. It’s what you do with your time. You are there for your children. I’m giving you a heads up that your mother said she is going to send me pictures of the three of them together and I shall post it. Playing house why when you want to live with me right why all of the numbers add up to you. Being that I took my time and raised you will she or will she not turn her back on me. When you came to her house and I was getting my hair done you sat down and then said you have to use the bathroom. I'm saying that to say this what Trey Songz said, she will require squat down now.  

This chick head asked me to buy her sneakers like I’m a trick. I didn’t hit but with the dot on my hand the babies are test tube babies. If you have children by me you had to go to the hospital so they can dump my cum inside of you. So if another ninja hit I won’t be mad just no the family support will stop. I’m not making this out to be about money. I see when you had your first baby you brought a couple of cars. You had to spend about $200,000 on all three of them. Just a minute ago you had nothing come here is a goldmine right. You better be lucky because this tricking shit is about to stop. Y’all think y’all can have any and everything that y’all want I should take my powers back and you know what that means right me sleeping with someone else.

So who invited them y’all had fun right but trust me. I’m going to keep pushing looking at everything now y’all had connection with them right. I’m not mad, let's just say I’m finding my way. Partying with people I know it was going on right. You see why I want nothing to do with them, don't be mad at the playa be mad at the game. Let me say this: I was a playa back in my days move on from that now looking at taking care of my family. I know if I wanted to have sex I can because I won’t do that make me different no. It makes me aware of what’s going on in this world. I’m building a business and I need the right woman. Guys get with females and cheat then wonder why things like child support happens. I’m controlling the narrative.

Not upset and pick up a gun but open our minds. When you have that gangster shit mentality. You will have to work harder than ever to get what you want, nothing will be handed to you. So why not fight for what it is out here people dying going to jail. Being the man in this family I want to do right by people outside in these streets telling me I should live like them why. What have people accomplished besides street life we have to want more for ourselves out here and if I don’t believe in me who will. This is why I do things differently; don’t follow the flow. I know y’all know where I got that from. The only way to go is up, people burn their bridges and you shouldn’t because the same people you see when you’re going up are the same people you see coming down.

Parting ways I think is the best thing for us, you don’t look back and I won’t look back. This brings me back a long time ago when she turned into salt. I better get a pep in my step. Ain’t know females worth this shit especially when she hangs with others. Trying to make me out to be the bad guy yeah right. I’m not so much on it like that just trying to document my life. The good and the bad so bear with me. Fighting is one of my stronger points in life. Shit I've been up against more. You should keep your head in this book and never mind what people say. If it ain’t nothing positive you can keep it to yourself because I’m trying to be a better man so my kids can look up to me and not mimic what I do. I need them to see me as someone uplifting in life. All that shit goes out of the window when you partake or indulge.

Being from the dirt you put up a fight with whatever it is you are doing. You should never believe in failure, think big and hope for the best. Trust me the best is yet to come but you have to work for it. Put time in it and work at it everyday of your life. This way you know you put everything you had in it and trust me it will happen. Learn from other people you should be around people that want to accomplish things in their life. If you hang around billionaires you will become a billionaire. Please never put your guard down and keep your head up at all times. People will change when you are not doing what they’re doing. Cause you don’t smoke or have sex with anyone that’s giving it up you diffferent no that makes you in control of your outcome.

Taking care of a family is hard but I will put up a fight trust me God. I’m so into you how can you show her that she is all you need. The woman of your life please continue to bless me. I’m in this business holding my head but people want me to fail because they’re not doing so good. I cried myself to sleep when I lost you. If you know then you know why do people try to act like I’m bugging what a dirty game. I guess I’m not asking the right questions, maybe God wanted me to see who is there for me. Some left and went their own way. I’m not looking back for nothing. People are dying in these streets. We need to use our minds out here we know the odds are stacked up against us as a people's lox.

She never keeps anything from me that’s why I love her. When females turned their backs on me she was there for me. You showed me what a relationship feels like. You cooked for me asking me baby am I hungry and I asked what did you make and you said chicken. It was the afternoon and I said yeah when I came back from the grocery store for you. I entered the house and walked in before I sat between your legs I asked you to get me something to drink. You came back with the food so that’s two times you cooked for me. You asked me one day for money so you can get your hair done. I sent it through western union when you went to get the money. You said you got the money and you said you brought some sugar, meaning kiss thank you.

Gathering my thoughts is hard. The easy part is writing them thoughts down on my laptop. So I can remember what I think you should write whenever something comes to your mind. I write in my phone on my note pad. Wherever I can think of, I'm writing there. A lot of thoughts come to any person's mind so he or she can express them. I haven’t reached writer's block yet thank God for that. I will always push my mind to the max trust me. I never said this rap wasn’t going to work everything up to now has been hot like fire. Information I live for I remember a long time ago you couldn’t get me to be into writing no I’m just playing I always like to write in fact my favorite class was communication arts. My teacher Ms Powell taught that class and I love going to that class too.

I'm fearful when it comes to dying but I don’t want to end up in a cage. Being smart having females that're here for me and not my money right you feel me right, growing with the team I came into this shit with you better get used to me. Just writing about my life taught me so much. I have to watch my back know matter what people in these cold hearted streets will set you up. It happened one time and I know the feeling when you have to pay the connection what people took. You know how I paid the connection to get that off my chest. The money that shorty saw what’s the point I.

Scruff I didn’t forget when you threw the cold bucket of freezing water on my face. What’s good here and I plan on keeping this going because that’s what Aaliyah would have wanted from me. Your place you have to keep me on the right path. I’m still in it until I can’t move again you should understand what that meant. The grind doesn't stop for me as long as y’all have to eat and I will bring the whole plate for us.

I remember one day she called and said she needed some groceries from the store. I told her I will come down the next day and go to the store. I told her to write a list down for all of the things she needed and she said okay. The next day came and I went to her house and her mother met me down stairs with the list and we walked to the store to get her stuff. As we were walking back to the house it was already snowing on the ground and I had Nike boots on the ACG. So as we get to the building and go up stairs. We got in the house. I took off my boots. You know what that means right? You Make Me Wanna and I put the groceries on the floor in the kitchen then she came and braided my hair.

When I look at things this way I see things for what they are. Looking up to who and for what these young kids need guidance in their life. Battling the odds when you see yourself fighting for what you want. People will not see your passion when you're down but when you're up want to be around you. You need to show me that you were there from the beginning. If you ask me, follow the rules and live by them. Passive aggressive never I’m in my own lane. If I can get to 45 without touching anyone that’s a blessing because females that're active will be used and I will have the opportunity to find one that’s fresh. What you bring to the table by working now is great you’ll see.

I remember me walking into capital one bank on 145 and she was inside getting some money. My guess she was cashing a check right great for her. I walked in and she had this look on her face like I’m good and the look I had on my face was I know. As I went to pay my credit card bill by time I finished and when I started walking out the bank the teller hurried up and gave her an envelope with the money in it. So I walked out of the door and she was walking right behind me and a course I held the door for her and she didn’t even say thank you. I went left and she went straight up the block you know I had to peep her out minds connection. 

So she’s pulling me back and I’m tight but if this is for us it will last. You know I love you but some things you just don’t do. When you have Jay z and Beyonce saying things about you to let you know that they’re with us. If you do not understand what’s going on right now it’s because I saw something that I shouldn't have seen. What am I supposed to think about that then you trying to cover it up telling me you are good but good can mean you left or are you on my good side. I keep trying to leave you alone before I get hurt. This is why I want to bring you know who back and not really give a blank about what a female feels. You better be holding me down.

I don’t get you running around town doing you blank that I’m going to get on some bullshit. If you know then why is Jay z talking about you and taking shots at you because if this is not true. You will get nothing from me if you think you are the baddest chick in the world. This is for the females that think I’m going to be with you again because you have to be clean before I lay up with you. The part of this plot is I’m trying my best not to have another man inside in side of me because I had sex with his girl not happening. You think you know it all if things get out of control I will be walking out if you have sex and have another child by another man that’s on you.

You know what a dog needs. If she ain’t that leave her alone cause Aaliyah holds me down. You say this and do what I am supposed to think. You try and try to fulfill her shoes but her shoes are hard to fill because she gets down no matter what. The streets miss you and for those who try to downplay what my company does to uplift their company and females get down with them you know what I’m saying. If they take out of my mouth so they’re taking out of your mouth right or wrong. Yeah I’m taking shots you come in yelling who is that and she said my name. When the pressure will be on, don't forget that because I won’t let you trust me. You live and you learn life is a lesson and I’m the teacher. This is how you succeed in life. You should prepare for the worst just in case it goes left.

Jay z what are you working on cause if you working on something it has to be big like B.I.G. The company has not ended so let’s plan this out and take heat to the streets about the black men getting murdered in these streets. Please don’t use my company to boost yours up. They know who and what I’m talking about. Yeah you say one thing and do another. This is business in the lab why not tell your people talking about it and stop handling their business oh yeah money don’t stop. This is for people that really don’t know what's going on with me and my friends meaning you stop and watch what the outcome will be in these streets. If your friends ain’t on the same page that you are, you have to move on and if chicks with other people do you and take care of the money because when you have money chicks will come.

Being that I’ve made mistakes you have seen passed that and I love you for that. When I say I want another child and hopefully it’s a son. You called and said trust me I will try to make that happen thank you from the heart. This is why I love you because you not only follow what Aaliyah left but you act the same way when she was here. You do things just like her never let her leave you because you know it will hurt all of us. You are telling me you have three kids by me right and trying to make a fourth one in time better yet when you are ready I’m ready. You called and checked up on me to make sure I’m great and this is one of the main reasons I do what I can do for your whole family.

The closer I want to get to you. The way I saw you when I came back home from that long trip out of town walking across the street to where you were. Walking up on you kissing your cheek to tell you I didn’t cheat and I’m here to answer all of the questions you may have inside of your mind, heart and body. You said never miss my lips and I said okay you make up one half of my mother inside of Jesus Christ. Looking in your eyes for the first time in a long time you washed my hair meaning crying for me with all of the water on my face. You know I’m here until death does us apart never cross me let’s keep it in Status forever. You do so much for me and all I want to do is love you.

Hi and you know who I am talking too. I saw a lot of females today and all of them looked like they have a beautiful mind and the heart of gold and talk with a little fierceness. Creating the words I have in my mind being that our life is lived together as one. The love I have for this young lady you make me feel so into life. I’m thinking how life would be if I didn’t come home and y’all had to deal with this world as it is right now. So think about how I am dealing with this life without Aaliyah for those that don’t believe where is the trust in my hand. You deal with things one day at a time so you can handle everything that comes your way. I know that you love me. You show me by doing things that’s on my mind.

Karma came back to me because I use to tell the older females that they’re not getting any sex from me. I used to tell them over my dying body and now the younger ladies telling me I can’t get no pussy for real. I got something for all of y’all you think y’all going to get back at me with that but I got a trick for y’all asses. All y’all want is the money I have but what if I take that off the table I bet then y’all will hop on this meat. I’m tight that I’m in the middle of this relationship. I have girls older and younger than me. So I have to be more careful. You know I’m going to start hanging money over y’all head until I get some sex or brains which one you want to do and y’all better swallow. 

Ma as far as I remember you was the best to me. You did everything for me I remember when I was going to Disneyland with my Godmother and I was at her sister place and you lived one building away and I noticed and asked her was you going with us and she said no, I think she caught an attitude with me because while we were there I asked her to cut my steak and she said mad you can’t cut it. 

Skip taking them to great adventures. I also remember when I was at the house with you and all of your friends and one of your friends walked by and got some water and the tears were rolling down my cheeks and she asked what was wrong with me guess what. Then she went in the room with you and told you and you must have said go get him she came and got me and then you said you might have to let me go. I’m at convent ave and my mother told me you had a baby son and in wanksta he’s in the video and my son looks just like me and one day you put both of my girls by you on the phone thank you.

This goes to show how God works baby girl and I call you baby girl cause that’s what everyone called your mother and now that she is in another person's body bear with us. Life will have its ups and downs when I saw you two weeks after that I went to Heaven and Hell if your mother cheated on me it wouldn’t have happen trust me. Being that your mother birth me without having sex with any man I dropped from the sky and landing inside of her. So if she had sex it wouldn’t of happened okay. It automatically went inside of the young lady before me. Showing you a better life and for me to remain faithful to my family is something that I am doing because I love y’all for real.

I’m dumb tight. This bird kept asking me to buy pizza for her and her children. This chicken head ain’t give me nothing yet but I sent it all the way to Atlanta and I’m in New York City. This shit is getting me fed up cause she thinks she's slick. All I know she bet not cause I’m going to cut all ties for real. I know I said I wasn’t going to be tricking players blank up too. This better be an investment for that cat or if not you can go to hell and I’m going to heaven. That’s the switch up or we can meet half way and we are now on earth. If the cat whack you’re going to be on your way to the next person. That cat better be on freeze right until I get my mojo back.

I remember when we had that conversation about parting ways. I called you and you said you were going to a party I know in Usher U Got It Bad Chill said the part about listening and trusting you is alright. I told you things that we both understand and you told me things that I also understand. You make up the other half of me and I will respect you until you show me otherwise baby. In the coming of seven days you became this woman that I can rely on. You know the way I say things you get it just as well as I get when you say things that we are supposed to read more into right. If you love me I love you right back. 

What about her walking out of your life? This is the shit I’m talking about. She always has the bad in her heart. I do not want a woman that has been with other men. Why am I like this because I know the type of man I am and I want the best out of that woman. The game I.ve played the game down to a tee so I’m not letting my guard down. Any females that get me should be happy because I’m clean. I'm saying this to say this come clean cause I’m giving you the best of me. It’s like everyone’s in the matrix because everyone is sleeping with everyone and I have to stay away from that. It's 1am.

If I was born threw a woman and no man had sex with her this is why I know so much about a women. So just let me handle the love that I share with you. You can try to act like you don’t know what it is. I’m holding you tight so one day I can have sex with you oh I mean make love to you. So act like you care for me and I’m not just saying that hypothetically. She may call me daddy and this is the way she greets me. I’m thinking to myself how am I going to have sex with all of the females that’s in my life. I’m going to first go inside of each one of them in and out until I put my love inside of all of them. Next thing start from number one and bust their ass baby are you down with it? say hey.

I can’t take this anymore you say I’m the love of your life but I don’t see it or feel it. Yeah I’m in the streets handling business out here for us so we can have everything that you and I want. When she says she wants to buy this and that she just charges it to my account with no questions asked. This is all I wanted to do for us. I know one thing: her body better be loyal because I was loyal to you. If she got the strength to leave me for no reason at all she always wanted to walk out. This is the sign of a woman that doesn't know what she wants so maybe I should go.

I’m not asking anyone to believe me but if you see the plays they’re setting up with my company money, when I was down and out I couldn’t depend on no one, when I couldn’t eat talking about when I was out of town, when things hit the fan shit people turned their backs on me, When I post this amount of money the counter connect with an amount of money saying I should pay this, what about the people that claim they’re getting money but the world want to depend on me, Like is it just about what my company can do for people, where’s the support for what I do but people sure do take handouts no pun intended, we traded care for care when ma open up the door.

She says she loves me, yeah right you do your best to get me upset. This fighting shit is getting out of control. You throwing things all around the house thinking I was out there cheating on you, I said I never cheated why can’t you believe me baby. You’re all I want to be with you’re my wife understand that do I have to say it some more so you could understand. Come here let me undress you right now and go downtown for the first time because my mouth never did cat to mouth so that means I’ve never tasted a female love but she has to be clean.

You’re all I think about I know my friends tells me she can’t be trusted, I think if she is not here than I’m not taking care of her, The females in my life has my money and have to take a lie detector test the first of the year and the middle of the year just to make sure she is not cheating and if so my money will stop, that’s why I’m not worrying about who doing what with who, My work is on my mind and for the children that mothers are here thank you so much because you could’ve been anywhere but you choose to be here with me, I know things were hard but look at us now I’m never leaving again just so y’all know I got my wings and I know y’all know that.

She loves me or she loves me not, let’s get down to the bottom of this, you can’t have it both ways you have to pick one, I’m not talking about who life you’re going to be in, let’s talk about when a woman hit the wall because in her younger age she was picking the wrong men, now she will do whatever for a good man, meanwhile a man that’s getting older that’s a good man money is getting bigger so he have options, being a great man females that he wanted back than didn’t look at him, saying he’s not gangster why do women want those problems, when she need to be a God fearing woman.

The plan wasn’t to cheat but to do what God and Jesus put on my hand. I’m sorry for the way I treated you. You know you mean the world to me. I’m not looking for another woman because of the things you did for me. How can I explain this to you. When I was out of town I’m glad you sent my daughter down there the whole time she was watching over me. 

I left my house on the aspen trails in Birmingham and I was supposed to walk to where I used to hang out at but the detour took over and I walked to the end of the road. It was like a football field and then walked back but from a deep spot in my heart. When I got to my destination at the barber shop and beauty salon Layla walked in and went to the back to get her hair done. That made me stand by what her mother and I said about two weeks later I slashed her. I will never leave your side trust me.

Looking at you from across the street. You wanna know why I’m in conversation with you. You know, the look on your face. Make me want to slide up on you. Yes I want to hold you at night and never let you go because you made me this man. You want to know what keeps running through my mind. I got up early one day and you were dressed with short clothes on and yes I was going to work. When I got home you were home and then you walked out of the door and walked to some guy car looking like that could’ve been your man at that time and that’s why.

What if what God set up for me to lose the females that used to be in my life. When I was younger I guess he showed me the new way to walk and I’m glad I watched and learned from the best of him. You know I learned so much from you as you led me on this path. I don’t feel any emotions from back in the days cause I have moved on and it’s so wonderful. This new beginning for me and for the new ladies in my life thank you for showing me love and I haven’t felt in a long time and trust me I know Aaliyah is watching over me. They say you used to be the man back in high school. That’s the wrong statement cause I was a little boy opening up businesses makes me the man I am today.

She said make love enough and I said how she said you must be a shame and I said for what I never cross you she said please use status and I said okay. Yeah I’m looking and doing my homework on who to be with because a lot of females play games. If you claim to be grown do grown things and stop beating around the bush. Oh so you don’t want people to see us together or let them know we're in the bed together. This must be the reason you’re not giving me any love. How long am I supposed to wait for you. I’m a man and trust me I have feelings so you better put a pep in your step. You see that little curveball I pitched at you.

This person said something about me telling yeah right people that're in the streets listen. If something goes down and the female's sister comes to your house and says they are looking for you. That means 12 right so I got up and moved down south so they can not ask me any questions right and I’m going to say that I knew nothing was okay. Please don’t be a sucker and try to turn Harlem against me oh that’s what he’s doing. Let’s say this when y’all got y’all first pack where did y’all get it from. So let’s be clear about that. I’m not here to say that like I’m like that but let’s be honest not from you fam. I have no problem but ninja salty because people's business stopped when I got back home. 

It’s so hard to trust females because what other men can offer them. I know my money is in my company but I’m thinking into the future because it will be needed than. I’m not rushing anyone to be with me and for the females that were with me back in the days and stayed with me thank you. Some not all you know the saying out with the old and in with new both parties probably saying that meaning I and them. If I keep my head in these books it will pay off in time. I have to go to school because when we were together young I stopped to take care of y’all so bear with me ladies.

She said you trying to prove something to me, I’m trying to get this money if you can’t see that be humble with this shit, I’m trying to take care of my women I saw you today and you look great, I guess that curveball came threw you know how I feel shorty, I’m trying to keep my cool before this young man that’s trapped in my body come out and start making money moves, the game won’t change if you let the money get to you, you can lose everything you have if you don’t be careful, my timeline see into the future.

Why you can’t see that I’ve giving you everything I have, you walked away from me ready to fight over damn near nothing the way you give me the cold shoulder, the hold time you’re doing your things hiding but I see you, how should I take this I wanna lift this weight off of me, you tell me I’m the only one you want but I can’t stand here and think you’re only for me, the women that’s in my life hold me down and want for nothing, climbing to the top of the mountain so I can see everyone for what they’re worth keep friends close.

Baby tell me if my heart is closed into your life. I want nothing but the best for you. You only see what you want to see. A man can be faithful to you and you know it but you refuse to trust me. I’m so lonely I’m praying for better days. I’m getting a call from my friends telling me let’s hang out and party but I’m like I have work on the line. I’m doing other things like getting ready to go to school and continue to work at the job that pays me. You look at people and they know that the females in my life love me right, it better be yes. I want to believe you, you keep me going in circles thinking if you’re by my side.

I’m not biased when shorty went out and people saw that they were hanging with other people when that happened right. Yeah she went to a hotel party with a bad boy right because big up pistol Pete thank you for holding me down like a real brother supposed to do. Even after that uncle clyde had a video shoot and people from my hood came she had to tell her and she told them right. I’m just writing my books whatever went on in my life. More or less when the slashes happened my mother got slashed too. This is what drove me over the top. People wonder why I’m like this 50 cent the same way people did you they did me.

You make me so horny you make this man want to get in between those legs, if I say have my blood drop why are you playing, I can make you feel good tonight, hold on to me for the rest of your life, I want to show you how much I care about you, do you feel me like I feel you, we can get in the shower together or you just let me run you a warm bubble bath, listen I can’t control my mind when I think about you, I think this is going to be the night she give her cookie to me, the question be am I going downtown the answer be yeah as long as you’re clean.

Tell me how to handle you because you’re a woman that every man wants. I want you to be with me cause you showed me so much love, you should show me how you feel inside of you, I’m so happy you chose me to be your man, I can’t wait until your body is touching my body. So get off of that bull shit, you play me I’ll will play you, how many times I have to tell you be my queen, you shouldn’t let another man inside of you, you blamed me for all of the things that you go through.

The way these girls act I’m going to get caught up with one of them. Listen this one girl told me she will not have me out here looking bad. I said females can’t be trusted because all of them want one thing and that’s money. I want one that is willing to build with me. You have your way all of the time and I just want it my way one time. Do I think I’m going to get set up soon yeah the way I’m at home at night all alone hurts but I know Aaliyah lost her life to help my life out. If this comes out I will be ready all I know is I have been clean for 21years with known woman contact.

When I see you with that look on your face that I’m doing you wrong, please jump the gun because I have a cheater mind so deal with it, you know what will make me be faithful to you, you need to give your body to me right now, you seem so tense can I rub your body she said yeah and I started rubbing on her skin, you want me to be your one and only, I can see that right now cause you been that stand up woman for me, you look like something is on your mind go ahead and let it out so we can fix the problem at hand.

Yo I played this shit out great but this chick that I helped out a lot. I guess the money was what she wanted and as I think about it she probably moved on to the next guy. I’m on the run again and can't help to think the feds are watching me and she is not even saying shit to me. She better be planning for her future. I'm glad she is good now no thanks to me. When she needed me I was there for her but I don’t know if she’s with me. I’m going to tell y'all all of the dates add up to her so I might be over thinking on this one if so I’m glad she is with me. I can’t settrip because that might get me caught. Yeah I’m playing rock the boat blanking for me is what Aaliyah said.

You make me wanna change my life and be at home with you and feel on your body. You should feel me getting up in the morning, you fixing me something to eat in bond & beautiful. I can’t help but to look at you. You should wear that two piece with the robe on. I want to get you out of that. You have your toes and fingers done. Looking as good as you look I want to go downtown and please you. You have color lipstick on and your hair is long and beautiful. I just made up my mind I hope you’re bringing a lot of females in my life for me to have. You’re always with other ladies and y’all be spending the night with one another. I just need to be there with y’all for real so can you make that happen.

Matilda the house goes when you are with someone you have to respect them. I just don’t know what to believe about you. You think I’m bad but I’m getting money and you talk about being a baby mother if you’re my baby mother. You will be taking care of me pulling out the magnum. One verse dead them all you pushing this music and I respect your style you got flow I will pull the dough out. Please listen to these bars. I will be waiting for the next bars you recite. Keeping up the great work being in these streets is hard because if I get locked up will you stay down or move on to the next one. I respect you so much I’m going to give you the utmost respect from me.

Magnum, two choices right, good thing your auntie Dj Jazzy Joyce came to see me on the bridge telling me that you on the show was just for the show. I could name 101 reasons you should be the mother of my baby. I’m a good man to get to know and when you get here I will let you pick my brain. So you can find out how I think out here. Rule number one never let your guard down stay fighting. It’s always business, never personal. If he or she cheats or uses you for money take the game for what it is and move on. I had to learn that the hard way but I never stop pushing my dream because in the future a lot of this is going to change and you need a man that can adapt.

You need to know that I’m on this paper chasing so in the future my family will have money, this is the beginning of the end game I can’t stand this hitch did what she did but I know how the game goes anything for her daughter to get money when her chips was down, I’m not going to dwell on that for so long I’m switching over, when the game seem like it can’t get any better I told B her friends and her be sleeping with one another, she hit me last night in the bed with friends, I hope this is good for me but bring the ones that you’re with in a sexual way.

I’m saying note to myself watch your back while you're out here. You can’t trust the streets females will cross you over money and you have to live the terms of the game. Maybe it’s the get back come on Sin take the game how it’s supposed to go. You know your mind is moving on, look at the way the future is going. So don’t get upset about nothing, keep grinding before you find yourself losing behind a chick. You dig deep in your mind and handle business out here you should live your life to the fullest but I can’t because 12 is following me all day long.

If you live by the gun you die by the gun that’s my model. I know it’s a lot of money out here first you have to learn how to bag up then you get money. If you believe that then you’re a fool trap in this game just in case people try to get rid of me. I don’t sleep too much. I did that street shit nowadays. I just want to fall back and take care of my company and live the right way. So if you are following this path that I’m on watch us grow as one. If you ain’t out this kiddle my bloodline is something else. So if you have children by me think about their future and if you don’t but you’re faithful to me. You will still have if not the person that holds me down be Aaliyah.

Watch how I take hold of this shit. If I let you on my page what will come from it. Yeah you look good and sexy but one thing keeps running through my mind. You dance around theory on top of me. Comedy is funny. I want you now. Your body looks like you can take me inside of you. One more thing girls always play games and I’m a grown man with a lot to offer you. So play your cards right is it the ace of spade oh you’re a jokester mean while I’m gangster. Let me make this short. You show me how you move on top of this joystick. You can have whatever I have but you have to prove to me that you’re faithful.

I’m not here for my name to ring bells but it does so deal with it. You make up one half of me, the game get it right, you can die from this game. That’s why you have to watch everyone that brings harm to you. If you ain’t with me then you're against me. I have been there before when people ask for handouts and then change up on me it’s nothing new to me. God protect me for real you’re all I need. We just touch down. It's all around the world. I don’t own the copyright to this song, I’m going to talk to your girl like an itchy man. It’s blanked up and my blood starts to flame up when it gets cold outside 99 problems and a blank ain’t one.

Lay Lay I know that you are saying in your mind don’t be with anyone until I see you first. I know that we are willing to go to Heaven with your mother with this dot on my hand means so much to me. I’m here listening to one in a million right now. This is for all the ones that believe him and I’m telling y’all you have to have kids by me or been here all of your life without sexual contact with anyone. This is something that Aaliyah and I talked about it when we had that conversation. So why would I let her down trust me she is the love of my life. So do y’all cause if it’s up to me I will stay a virgin for the rest of my life.

You share so much information with your family. I’m writing to let them know how I feel if one should leave then so be it. My money is on my mind, anything other than that has to play the back and I get it. So I shouldn’t have to worry about people taking from me. I know when I lay up with someone she will love me. I’m trying to reach the thinkers. So keep playing hard and when time makes up for all the work you have done it will pay off one day. I will have this company to recite when it’s time so for now I will continue to work on my books and dropping music because I know when I’m not here my children will have generational wealth.

How am I supposed to trust females when they’re always playing this way and it isn’t right. You know I have to put on my playa gear and move the way I’m moving. I think the money won’t bring the ladies and I hope it doesn't because I want to finish my studies by myself. You can say that thang is the best but you have to understand when I went inside of Aaliyah it didn't get any better than that trust me. She made females yes I’m saying she’s mother nature of this earth. The woman first born she had to birth Jesus just think about if I have this dot on my hand and it fell from the sky and landed inside of her and she never had sex yes a virgin and birth me. 

You have to get down and dirty when playing in the streets. I just want to make a way for me to eat and for me to get older in life. Knowledge is power and I understand that now trust me. If people can’t see where you’re going they need to get off the ship right now before they bring you to the bottom of the ocean. I stand corrected on this one: people say you grind with your friends then all of a sudden money comes into play and people act like you weren't the one. Yeah people change and I respect that but why change when money gets into play. You look for people to support you and they don’t not in my feelings just remember this.

As I gather my thoughts you just have to understand everyone ain’t with you. I bet my life on it when people that set the spot up get out people will fuck with them. Shit are you willing to die for yours? Yes, I am my brother's keeper. This ninja got a big ego and that’s why shit doesn't happen for him just putting it out into the universal. Yeah I have to wait my time this shit ain’t about these chick they said it was over money I never got money with ninjas so I guess it was about these chicks. I got an army ready to go to war for me. This blood shit ain’t for everyone some people get in it for the wrong reasons meanwhile it’s heartache and pain.

When I was in the streets you had my back and now I feel so alone. I have to up my game but check it. I'm not looking for some chick to use me for money. This is what they look for when we should be building together but I guess you out with other guys. I’m so strong because you have given me the strength to move ahead. This time matters no time. I can’t wait until I get to heaven with you. This is why I’m handling this business because you wanted this. I know you’re looking down on me and I’m saying one day I will hug you again and I can’t wait to hold you in my arms. You all I need.

Yo hey you know who I’m talking about. In IS90 this one latin chick looked good and dressed her ass off. She always looked at me like she wanted me. I'm over here in my mind saying wait until we get older. She had a crew and all of them looked great. They used to call my name and tell your brother I said what’s good. The money is on for life she used to ROC a ponytail always had every pair of jordan’s on I can tell her family had money. I just hope she has children by me. You know she went to the hospital to have kids for yours truly. 

This is the best part of my life. I’m holding this here down with no questions asked, you super real if you play with Gangsters. You learn a lot of shit that really matters. You have to cope with being real cause real ninjas are outnumbered by fake ninjas. You say this is why you want to get out of the streets and I will tell whoever wants to get in this game fall back because it’s not like it used to be. You have to read the game and read it well.

When shit gets hot you get the burner and handle business, ride around looking for who you got beef with, fuck what ninjas think get this money, you better be willing to go all out in this game, the only way to go is to the top, you better get your shit together out here, when the money low rob and steal become a part of your everyday living, you will do anything to put food on your plate right, mask on with the baby nine full clip and one in the chamber, this is how real ninjas get down when their back is to the wall never forget that, everything looks easy from the man that has nothing point of view, he’s always down when it comes to doing anything for the money.

What do it takes for a street ninja to get out of the streets, you have to plan yeah first it was the drug game, dealing 24/7 1ave to 7ave, you know when your name is popping when the streets and jails talk about you, tell me what the fuck ninjas want from a ninja like me, yeah I walk around with that dot on my hand, damu’s get this money and stop worrying about what ninjas think about you, keep your head on getting this money, I was never the type that talk about all of the cars and clothes and jewels I got because I don’t have that, I’m from the mug where when it rains ninjas get wet, so never cross me when you speak to me about crossing me use status.

When you’re in a gang they expect you to be down for whatever, there’s some gang members that get money, as for me I put in work when I was a young solider and now I’m calling shots, there a lot of sex money murder that do positive things, take me for example I’m giving back the knowledge that was giving to me, nobody want to die at a young age, the game can and I’m going to say this again you can die from the game, you have to be head strong with two bullets one on each arm in the form of a cross, the left arm in and the right arm out and people wonder why I don’t give a fuck, play with God and Jesus if you want, in the coming of seven days.

The dark man X we did business in these streets, whoever say it’s not true ask kiss why he said the dog can’t beat it sin, who the one that put all of your favorite rappers in this game, I ain’t playing my money was put into all of these black record labels, what I has bless myself with let know man take that from us, shit get hot yeah I’m rolling with the punches that the world has thrown at me, the game don’t change it’s the same shit just a different day, getting down at any cost out here you have to pay attention to what’s going on, if one of your friends die you are supposed to strike back right, if ninjas tell that’s what they call telling and I couldn’t go out like that.

The moves ninjas make can get you in trouble, you have to grind until the day you die, looking in my eyes you see a person that will do anything to stay on top, what are you doing in these streets and selling drugs hustling everyday and everynight, trying your best to play strong if you’re trying to stay in this game, when the last days come you will know it, you never let yourself down, try to keep yourself happy maintain everything that goes on in your life, buying clothes and cars and houses yeah it’s fun but when those people come you better have bell money or else you’ll be going to black justice and nobody wants to be there, so stay positive and handle yours to the max.

When everybody comes together to get this money everybody can eat, it's good to see people putting their differences aside to grow together, everybody needs help in this game, do your thing bro can't knock the hustle, build and plan help people become wiser in this game, it helps the people in need to become more faithful to the code that anyone get money together, you take what you see and help others see what you see, HW TO BK is a good look that's what I been saying all the time, ninjas gotta put their pride to the side and learn from one another it's enough money out here for everyone you just have to be willing to get it.

Murder put your hard hat on before you step to me, yeah we running the streets don't get put in the body bag for real, ninjas think I'm playing this that gangster call right, fuck the money it's about who's real in these streets, you made your bed now lay in it, I'm laying down with no remorse feel me, take care of all that gangster shit you talk about, we got young ninjas ready to ride. Sex money murder continue to get this money, that's all I see and trust me when I get on or should I say when I open up my company a lot of people is going to be good, ghost what it hit for peeping eyesight, laid it down and the baby nine let loose anytime.

The older kids from the block was about 15teen years old and older, the younger kids from the block was 13teen years old and younger, so it started out with us going to house parties, that led to the skate key, it was about 15teen older kids and like 12 younger kids, so the first time I went was with day day and we had so much fun there, when Easter came around the year was 1996, a couple of my friends went to skate key, skate key had a lot of girls there, so as we walked in a lot of girls was looking at us, like we were the new kids there, about 8’clock the dance floor open up and me and my friends started dancing, we spread it out. You know that first day we were popping.

So everything was going good, until this one girl came up to me on the dance floor, yeah I dance with her and we exchanged phone numbers, going back to the block we went to my friend house and fell asleep, the next day we got up, we use to play up the block versus down the block in basketball, so we did that, ninjas just be hanging out, fighting with the young kids that lived on the block, the young kids was growing up real fast, half of us went to the school IS90, having beef with different race up there but you know we hold ours down.

Shit got hot for us, we going everywhere not giving a fuck about what ninjas think, my guess ninjas single me out because I was getting girls for a reason that I undressed in all of my stories, my friends and I was leaving school early to go to my other friends school to pick them up and we was cutting school to hang out with girls, some of us started smoking weed at a young age, than the bloods came to New York City in full effect in 97 everybody was turning blood, bloods was all over the city, meanwhile back on the block I had a couple of girls there but the girls was hanging out to going to parties and skate key, the girls was dancing with ninjas to girls was messing with my friends also.

In the back of my mind I had a family that I was handling business for, it’s been about 24years since I slept with anyone from New York City it’s been 21years since I slept with anyone in this whole wide world, ninjas was in their feelings was it about a girl no it was about money, we got to stay friends blood in blood out, people rolling up on me and my friends wanting to fight us, we not scared but where did the hate come from, so something happened to one of the girls and a close friend I thought a friend did it, than we got to run up on some young kid and knock him out, I told him tell your friends to come holler at us.

Later on that day they came uptown with like 75 people we in the park and they wanted to fight, so me and my friends walked out of the park and walked down the block and told 151 everybody ran up the block, we caught up to them cops came and everybody went home now we is hot as fish grease, the kid moved down south, fast forward to 2005, I came back home got on the phone with my bro and told him 142 he said he can handle that okay, it’s a lot of work that’s going to be coming in, so we started up light couple of O’s everybody started knowing we had it, money started coming in, we moved from O’s to pounds quick.

My ninjas started rapping Mobvill and Baz Set, what’s better than handling drug business and rapping, we had everybody coping from us, I was doing my thing to writing stories, soon we will have the market fucked up, our crew got next, money coming in fast drugs going out fast, every week like 30thousand, ninjas couldn’t tell my ninjas nothing, meanwhile I’m at home coming out in the day time, my ninjas handling the night side of things, we had shit locked down, block was lit at that time, everybody like brothers ninjas fight but we get right back together, up and down the block people running in and out of the block to cop work.

The person that I’m willing to spend the rest of my life with have to be a woman, that knows what she want out of life, listen do not cross me because in the long run you will need me again, karma didn’t come back to me because I did nothing wrong when I left my home, my kids was on my mind all of the time and you know that because I’m always saying my kids mean everything to me, I hope my kids understand why daddy isn’t there, trust me it’s not because I didn’t want to be there for you, it’s because God and Jesus gave me this locator on my hand and I had to follow what they had in store for me and I’m thankful for our life together.

Things don’t make to much sense when I think about it, yeah I’m in the mood for you to come see me, showing is believing that’s what people say, I’m doing everything that I can do for you, yes it’s hard taking care of you, she do not want me in these streets anymore and I’m not going to be in these streets anymore, opening up a company is what she want, how are our children going to eat in the future, can’t you see I’m trying my best baby, the work gets me tired sometimes and I’m up for now handling business for us until the day I die, I’m making up for all the wrong that I did so trust me and I’m going to trust you.

How can you pace back and forth, please tell me what you want, I’m only one man and this man has the world on his shoulders, I hope I’m touching the people that I need to touch, I need you to tell me if this is something that you want, baby what do this mean that you’re trying to find yourself, didn’t I do everything to keep this relationship on point and focus, tell me what did I do and don’t tell me, it’s because cheating is okay, I know that wasn’t right, you asked me to put souls together and that’s what I did, baby do you know how hard that was, shedding all of this blood off of my body.

Retard, Unison, Pivotal, Intently, Indignation, Excruciating, Trepidation, Vigor, Chop, Crucifixion, Attributes, Longevity, Devious, Abnormally, Intentionality, Struff, Monetization, Saturation, Toxicity, Regenerate, Despicable, Adequate, Captivated, Rudimentary, Animosity, Congested, Exonerate, Perjury, Chemical, Stem, Deja vu, Progressing, Commercialism, Treason, Mobilizing, Atrocity, Amnesia, Fricassee, Fiddle.

Statistical, Babylon, Cyrus, Features, Unique, Scorching, Ventilating, Braggadocious, Utilize, Heroic, Hieroglyphs, Symmetry, Subordinate, Synapse, Neurons, Sensei, Pelvis, Esophagus, Communicate, Infinity, Flagellate, Reference, Fortunate, Spasm, Cranium, Prim, Wheezing, Squealing, Threshold, Insinuate, Surrogate, Mediator, Vital, Infrastructure, Jeopardize, Coincidental, Fathom, Flirted. 

Novices, Broaden, Uninhibited, Recessive, Formable, Mandatory, Bamboozle, Devastate, Punctual, Indestructible, Estrangement, Condescending, Accentuate, Resuscitate, Significant, Frantically, Taunt, Paralyzed, Narrator, Descriptive, Anxiety, Disinterested, Inadvertently, Fondest, Chronological.

Stunning, Clever, Plaintiff, Inappropriate, Huge, Paramedics, Sodium, Custodian, Depository, Sketch, Fascinated, Duplex, Peppermint, Indecisive, Social, Isolation, Miscellaneous, Fetor, predominantly, Prevalent, Customary, Predicate, Pattern, Patten, Regular, Irregular, Captivated, Deputizing, Nitpick, Liberal, Index, Plunder, Monopoly, Copulation, Trickle, Trickling, Torment, Munchies, Integration, Slander, Geographic, Psychological.

Alibis, Synergy, Antiquated, Dogma, Perpetuity, Arrogate, Schism, Cynicism, Cynics, Multitask, Vicious, Dismantle, Recite, Delicious, Parliament, Abdomen, Scatter, Panic, Cojones, Presence, Gauntlet, Recognition, Energetic, Conduit, Radius, Sporty, Contemplating, Joshua, Capsule, Exceptional, Impediments, Blemish, Decrepit, Lingering, Logistics, Correspond, Blest, Bio, Diocese.

Patriarchal, Spigot, Resentment, Sequence, Opportunist, Discernment, Sensuous, Glistening, Wary, Impeccable, Denominator, Components, Voluntary, Apologize, Astronomical, Fluorescent, Bilingual, Conjunction, Unsanitary, Stingy, Criterion, Belligerent, Perimeter, Scurry, Prevail, Assessment, Xylophone, Renaissance, Reiterated, Hysterical, Distinctive, Explicit, Substitute.

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Nonchalant, Fabricate, Criticism, Anniversary, Diversion, Renage, Jeopardize, Derogatory, Validate, Dumbfounded, Disguise, Guarantee, Itinerary, Accumulate, Concurrence, Element, Awkward, Monitor, Forbidded, Declamation, Declaration, Promiscuous, Courtesy, Ceremony, Brilliant, Curiosity, Commotion, Conservative, Belligerent, Brash, Humor, Radical, Sustain, Explanatory, Conception, Accolade, Prolong, Exaggeration. 

Willowy, Elevation, mind, Flourishing, Incompletent, Devise, freeland, tallying, Interject, Abruptly, Procreating, Synchronize, Naive, Innovator, Sporadically, Mantra, Antagonizing, Antics, Pathology, Grotesque, prissy, Sensitive, Embellishing, Tilt, Solemnly, Prone, Disarray, Fortitude, Allocate, Bravado, Reciprocity, Pterodactyl, Gestation, Limit, Laminate, Alignment, Severely.

Alluded, Ponder, Platonic, Botanic, Regimes, Annihilate, Apprentice, Arithmetic, Syncopated, Ingredients, Agriculture, Turquoise, Comical, Flabbergasted, Lore, Feisty, Repertoire, Fondle, Faze, Phase, leech, Virtual, Loneliest, Caper, Loneliness, Charismatic, Clumsy, Derision, Jest, Facilitate, Tallies, Specimen, Vectorize, Differentiating, Imposture, Heckle, Turmoil, Imagery, Providence, Icicles.

09/29/2020

Monopolist, Semicolon, Clarification, Refinement, Reframing, Alpine, Rockeries, Mockery, Monogram, Seniority, Emblematic, Heritage, Transient, Portion, Caption, Derange, Prominent, Glistening, Alternative, Dividends, Sorrow, Stoop, Relic, Vindictive, Organic, Cadet, Proper, Habitual, General, Repo, Trajectory, Lever, Livery, Constipating, Constipation, Impala, Pallor, Caprice, Impulse, Hovering.

Orchestrate. Advisable, Equivalence, Constrictor, Companionship, Proximity, Clad, Posh, Coliseum, Cartagena, Asteroid, Confidant, Contemplating, Countess, Ostensibly, Namaste, Ultimatum, Exit, Exist, Misogynist, Agony, Ramification, Bland, Neptune, Reservoir, Rascal, Codependent, Imperative, Oxford, Hindsight, Feasible, Adjustable, Regiment, Assemblage, Galvanizing, Brocode, Botanist, Vehement, mammoth.

Nov 4 2020

 

Remember, Matters, Through, Connections, Understand, Hustle, Heard, Closet, Reason, Emotions, Notice, Thought, Supposed, Protect, Another, Problem, Females, Chicago, Illinois, Already, Fellow, Carolina, California, Nephew, Plane, Station, Delay, Speaker, Showers, Piece, Expedition, Invitation, Crazy, Dollars, Minute, Breathe, Liquor, Window, Cocaine, Billions, Investment, Gangster.

Exchange, Member, Promises, Around, Brother, Birmingham, Grandson, Type, Computer, Daughter, Convent, Hundred, Building, Flies, Sentient, Investigating, Hospital, Curse, Ambulance, Appears, Weapons, Differences, Control, Gather, Razor, Blade, Jersey, Attacking, Christ, Investigator, Believes, Grabs, Victims, Strength, Stronger, Trouble, Explain, Laugh, Reply, Highway, Caught, Hotel, Lunch, Afternoon, Blunt, Drunk, Together, Eight, Character, Cheated, Found, Pocket, Conversation, drive, Punishment, River, Ground, Apartment, Tonight, Saturday, Tomorrow, Business, Company.                                                                           

Compare, Promote, Single, Board, Thousand, Perform, Album, Ghetto, Brim, Knock, Battle, Grams, Status, Loud, Flap, Daily, Market, Uptown, Corporation, Level, complete, Grind, Guard, Sense, Usually, Marriages, Worrying Warm, Intense, Alright, Perhaps, Permit, Common, Message, Month, March, Channel, Should, Follow, Water, Mute, Contain, Apply, Agreed, Assignment, simple, Reach, Final, Date, Dozen, Sight, Tight, response, Spend, Point, Chevron, Object, Supply, Formula, Personal.                                                                           

Victory, Learn, Disappear, Nation, Storm, Campaign, Attack, Network, Special, Effect, Opinion, Suggestion, Available, Shoulders, Legend, Entertainment, Incredible, Mansion, Temptation, Melt, Accepted, Earn, Large, Amount, Create, Forecast, Insects, Steam, Subscribe, Excellent, Expose, Application, Bath, Summer, Gangster, Please, Reflection, Spirit, Heaven, Admission, Format, Desire, Respectable, testament, Decided, Police, Novel, Current, Mills, Electric, Warning, Assistance, Separate.

Microphone, Penetration, Regrets. Ghost, Whip, Gate, subject, Nasty, Injury, Worst, Enemies, Enter, Disrespect, Flash, Question, Flood, Strapped, Rush, Family, Hunting, Wrong, Protect, Color, Saint, Funny, Climbing, Accomplish, Jesus, Picture, Coast, Prepare, Cross, Bullets, explain, Wonder, Tack, Middle, Morning, Exchange, Underground, Seek, Benjamin, Stunt, Center, Thousand, Trust, Strip, Coffin, Brand, Puzzles, Million, Triggers, Flavor, Placement, Mission, Listen, Heart, Movement.

Children, Mickey, Gear, Barney, Settle, Concur, Ruin, Conversation, Awhile, Twist, Vacation, Objective, Spark, Attention, Effect,, Dream, Toast, Passion, Ramble, Rumble, Truth, Helen, Hail, Fold, Press, Blazing, Dress, Dirt, Breaking, continue, Replacement, Matching, Cheat, Talent, Attention, Pump, Packer, Achieve, Terms, Medical, Demand, Demeans, Bottom, Faith, Dark, Madness, Surprise, Floor, Discover, Solution, Serious, actually, Choose, Force, Uncover, Decision, Location, Essence, Flowers.                                                                              

Shatter, Increasing, Tomorrow, Effective, Toward, Effectible, Extermination, Provoke, Forsaken, Box, Prettily, Arrange, Profile, sunny, Holler, Mercy, Scratch, Debate, wizard, Envision, Candle, Absolute, Shadow, Secret, Practice, Isolate, Doctors, Rhythm, Reunite, Description, series, Maintain, Lean, Treatment, Shakedowns, Dwelling, Mental, Master, equal, and Expanse.

Christian, Sixteenth, Inheritance, British, Titanic, Ice Berg, Maiden, Voyage, Considered, Unsinkable, Masterpiece, Drowned, Emergency, Jackets, Merely, Adventure, Contradict, Against, Kingdom, Tiny, Amazing, Sesame, Insignificant, Constantly, Declares, Prosper, Harm, Destiny, Exist, Explore, Pray, Dwells, Empty, Worship, Boogey, Spooked, Bushes, Nearness.                                                                                    

Dissolve, Tune, Possible, Realize, Belongs, Presidents, quiz, Judge, Excuse, Condemning, Criticizing, Committee, Criticism, Benefit, embrace, Snub, Cultivate, Worth, Prescription, Supernatural, Gossip, Chatter, Direction, Rocket, Reckless, Dangerous, Rewarding, Cheering, Necessary, Impress, Deeds, Approval, Condemnation, Innocent, Precious, rubies.                                                                                                   

Desirable, Acquire, Stupid, Straight, Particularly, Proverbs, Blind, Immediately, Manners, Rearranging, Permission, Request, Regained, Geezer, Rusty, Throne, Tense, Maze, Alongside, Wordless, Dive, Pity, Advice, Professional, Tough, Treat, Incredible, Mountains, Creatures, Universe, Broke, Thirsty, Wine, Crummy, Eternity, Moldy, Rules, Religious, Worse, Castle, Knights, Unfortunately, Drawbridge, Retreat, tower, Tempt, Offense, Defense, Procrastinators, Issues.

meditate, traumatize, adverse, literature, scholar, evaluation, simultaneously, Sarcastic, Liberation, Therapeutic, Meditate, Traumatize, Adverse, literature, scholar, Evaluation, Simultaneously, Rationalize, Retaliation, Embrace, embarrass, Calculate, reckon, dialect, Impeccable, libel, liable, Legendary, legacy, legally, predecessor, Surrogate, Assignment, assistance, Resource, Appellation, Capitalize, Perception, interpretation, Shenanigans, Victory, Entities, Titanium, corrosion-resistant, Pertaining, Implement, Liberation.

Manual, squeeze, cordial, ethical, sensual, combination, monetize, portfolio, discreet, validation, orientation, familiarization, discrete, categorize, monopolize, perverse, obstinate, neurophysiological, biblical, neutral, fluent, scorch, fertile, Penelope, trickle, disturbance, escalate, catastrophe, democracy, population, honesty, larceny, composure, Arboreal, arcane, archetypal, arrogate, ascetic, aspersion, assiduous, atrophy, Bane, bashful, beguile, bereft, blandishment, bilk, bombastic, cajole, calumny, camaraderie, candor, capitulate, carouse, carp, caucus, cavort, circumlocution.

Dynamic, carpenter, blatantly, precipitate, repercussion, masculine, integrate, recollect, sublet, striation, techno marine, reconstruction, re-enactment, constitution, vocabulary, cogent, enquiry, reassure, gesture, component, correspondence, occupation, emphasis, Ambivalent, amenable, amorphous, anachronistic, anathema, annex, antediluvian, antiseptic, antithesis, apocryphal, approbation, arbitrary.

Combustion, beneficial, dabble, increment, critical, quest, dysfunctional, metropolis, sanction, fluctuate, infatuated, administration, admiration, financial, stagnated, obligated, repent, penitence, perpetual, bribery, precise, accuracy, clarification, comprehensible, notification, aluminum, aluminate, proxy, abject, aberration, abjure, abnegation, abrogate, abscond, abstruse, accede, accretion, Acumen, adamant, admonish, adumbrate, adverse, advocate, affluent, aggrandize, alacrity, alias.

Indolent, ken, levity, lexicon, limit liability companies, logomachy, loquacious, metaphor, milieu, myopic, nb, nefarious, obviate, patrician, pecuniary, pedantic, Pejorative, pernicious, plenary, prevaricate, probity, proclivity, puerile, pusillanimous, Renege, res lpsa loquitur, reticent, salient, sardonic, scintilla, simile, sine qua non, sojourn, specious,succinct, supercilious, syllogism, symbiotic, syntax, tautological, ubiquitous, unilateral, verve, vilify, visceral, vitiate, vociferous.

Discrepancy, spontaneous, inclination, stimulus, Angel, ant, apple, arch, arm, baby, bag, ball, band, basin, basket, bath, bed, Account, act, addition, adjustment, agreement, air, amount, amusement, animal, answer, apparatus, approval, argument, art, attack, attempt, attention, attraction, authority, Back, balance, base, behavior, belief, birth, bit, bite, blood, blow, body, brass, bread, breath, brother, building, burn, burst, business, butter, Canvas, care, cause, chalk, chance, change, cloth, coal, color, comfort, committee, company, Bee, bell, berry, bird, blade, board, boat, bone.

Able, acid, angry, automatic, awake, bad, beautiful, bent, bitter, black, blue, boiling, bright, broken, brown, certain, cheap, chemical, chief, clean, clear, cold, common, complete, complex, conscious, cruel, cut, dark, dead, delicate, dependent, different, dirty, dry, early, elastic, electric, equal, false, fat, feeble, female, fertile, first, fixed, flat, foolish, free, frequent, full, future, general, good, grey, great, green, hanging, happy, hard, healthy, high, hollow, Ill, important, kind, last, late, left, like, living, long, loose, loud, low, male, married, material, medical, military mixed, narrow, natural, necessary, new, normal, old, open, opposite.

Parallel, past, physical, political, poor, possible, present, private, probable, public, quick, quiet, ready, red, regular, responsible, right, rough, round, Sad, safe, same, second, secret, separate, serious, sharp, short, shut, simple, slow, small, soft, solid, special, sticky, stiff, straight, strange, strong, sudden, sweet,Tall, thick, thin, tired, true, violent, waiting, warm, wet, white, wide, wise, wrong, yellow, young.

Interfere, inescapable, i.e. inane, inchoate, resources, apparent, causal, ionizing, simultaneously, surmount, apparent, distortion, moron, desultory, perfunctory, sketchy, constituents, exempt, skim, interruption, confrontation, mechanism, conceptual, deception, paucity, scarcity, celebrity, illiterate, synchronization, discrimination, movie, fascinate, detrimental, psychoanalysis, jevity, courageous, promiscuous, economic, consumption, graphic, scratch, multiple, subtraction, leap day, thrust, apologetic, exist, misery, laboratory, cultivate, sentiment.

Cooperation, turbulence, spectacle, thorough, pathological, seduction, emphasize, empathize, prominence, abrogate, acerbic, acrimony, acumen, adumbrate, ameliorate, aphorism, apocryphal, allegory, arcane, avarice, bifurcate, binary, bi-polar, cadre, capricious, carpe diem, caveat, chicanery, chortle, virtuous, codicil, collegial, concatenation, tambourine, xylophone, maracas, rekindle.

Consanguineous, demagogue, diction, didactic, dilatory, disingenuous, eclectic, e.g., egalitarian, pronounce, ellipsis, ephemeral, equivocate, favoritism, erudite, ethereal, euphemism, anticipating, premeditated, mannerisms, contemplate, traditional, consensual, commodification, exiguous, facetious, fait accompli, chastise, isolation, ignition, scenario, moral, ethics, trivia, denomination, cumulative, radiation, moderation, mathematical, incorporate, vindicate, suspicious, Equalizer, Generosity, Reminisce, Finite, forbearance, Fortuitous.

Metropolis, italic, superficial, antics, halcyon, hyperbole, iconoclast, automatic, ammunition, legalization, warrior, telepathy, retaliate, curriculum, compliant, acquisition, acquiescent, extortion, solidify, gradually, reconcile, dramatic, pillar, cylindrical, entablature, monument, vertical, horizontal, latitude, celestial, longitude, accelerate, assessable, assessment, ballistic, philanthropy, incomparable, journalist, neglect, epidemic, relentless, particular, instinct, accolade, dialogue, charisma, vibrant.

Firmament, abundantly, dominion, replenish, sanctified, nostrils, bdellium, serpent, inserted, conference, dialogue, protege, magnitude, adolescent, extradite, prosody, analysis, fragment, fabricated, semester, inquire, demonstrate, censor, sensor, censer, obvious, dictation, sensitivity, corresponding, synchronize, gravitated, perception, Irrevocable, prophecy, manifestation, variation, neglect, prophets, apostles, administration, minister, discipline, observation.

Population, extraordinary, accordingly, apparently, appropriate, prolific, Tijuana, task, risen, conclusion, accurate, constantly, tension, commotion, technically, duplicate, stigma, exhausted, disclose, clerical, reparation, lecture, civilization, certificate, attest, democracy, modify, describe, immediately, Cognitive, behavioral, skills, towards, educational, concrete, specific, contraction, conjunction, conjugate, indicate, concept, infinitive, possessive, compulsory, mandatory.

1 - Enthusiastic, Prophesies, cordial, immortalize, resurrection, mediocre, monumental, solitary, figurative, metaphorical, category, ethic, Fascination, Frequency, Notoriety, Courtesy, institutionalized, minorities, magnify, magnificent, theme, advance, acquisition, revenue, mimicking, repercussion, reverberation, facade, diversity, operation, chainsaw, mechanical, spontaneous, retribution, vengeance, corresponding, philosophy, academic, evaluate.

Integrity, intervenes, toxic, sympathy, attended, persuasion, inclusive, derogatory, impetuous, impeccable, anticipated, stability, precisely, immaculate, figurative, analysis, persevere, passive aggressive, cohesive, inquire, renege, recollect, circumstance, deliverance, encore, legendary, reinvent, panic, enhance, terminology, resentment. 

Equilibrium, insinuate, sovereignty, jurisdiction, supremacy, ascendancy, hegemony, influence, domination, authority, independence, discrepancy, possess, contemplating, cuatro, manipulate, unscrupulous, scrutiny, statistic, amnesia, treachery, allusion, illusion, paranoid, Traumatize, generate, cooperation, catastrophe, denouement, tragedy, fatigue, exertion, fragile, exploit, gravitate, gravity, turbulence.

Insanity, Traumatize, Contrary, Prosperity, Solidified, Copacetic, Consistency, Accusation, Pioneer, Evolve, Coincidence, Spectacle, Manipulate, Suggestions, Alternate, Gratification, Proceed, Hazardous, Positive Identification, Obsolete, Awesome, Instrument, Terrific, Synthetic, Convention, Register, Encapsulation, Advising, Identify, Implement, Resistance, Frustration, Innovate.

Official, Reverse Psychology, Deliberately, Execution, Slob, Innocent, Opposition, Determined, Enthusiastic, Strategy, Terminology, Oxymoron, Increment, Ultimate, Purposely, Extraordinary, Insinuate, examine, Conceptual, Permeate, Conference, Accolade, Deficit, Equip, immortal, Default, Comply, Superior, Consensual, Rehearsal, Accusation, Discrimination, Elaborate, Perpetrate.

Contradict, multitask, Ideally, Legendary, Communication, Intriguing, Scenario, Interpretation, Rejuvenate, genius, Existence, Divine intelligence, Eliminate, element, Essence, intensify, Catalog, gratitude, prerogative, obvious, constructive, mystery, Personified, Drastically, Suspense Distinctive, contexts, Consequence, absorbing, courage, Stimulation, Gangstafied, Infamous, Conclusion, Conspiracy, Compensation, 

persevere, Accommodate, Distraction.

Demonstrators, Theme, Identification, Calculate, Performance, Concrete, Intimidate, Abstract, Realistic, Scripture, Society, Tragedy, Eloquently, Swahili, Inspiration, Opponent, Coward, Privacy, Pride, agreement, Potential, Telekinesis, Equity, Digital, Modifying, Aggressive, Hostility, Substantial.

Vocabulary, upscale, Methods, Revitalize, Procedure, Naivete, Persistence, Grift, Militia, Indulgence, Crater, Suffice, Interdiction, Slinking, Sturdy, PterodactYl, Sane, Wedlock, Conceive, Maneuver, Pinnacle, Obstacle, Kamikaze, Sketcher, Transition, Far-fetched, Asphalt, Apathy, Midgard, Yggdrasil, Cosmos, Predecessor, Continuity, Heir, Devotion, Paragraph, Impersonating, Discombobulated.

Issa, Premonition, Sniff, Delicacy, Reciprocally, Interact, Entity, Detrimental, Sorcerer, Warlock, Eccentric, Dignify, Impressive, Ovum, Identical, Plague, Calypso, Telepathy, Discernment, Interpret, Rhetorical, Sanguine, Debacle, Bungalow, Confined, Evacuate, Circuitry, Period, Facilitate, Fibbing, Nympho, Shucks, Versatile, Scrape, Pinpoint, Slither, Ticklish, Chastise, Charade.

Deception, More, Interior, Evident, Informal, Plateau, Excessively, Indecency, Nightcap, Substantially, Presbyterian, Pescatarian, Pacifying, Solemnly, Narcissistic, Sufficiency, Notion, Calibrate, Selective, Animosity, Sculpted, Leto, Ignominious, Encrypted, Nucleotides, Sterilize, Sudden, Confined, Sodden, Distinction, Disposable, Untouchable, Elixir, Sleet, Equate.

Secretary, Guillotine, Ostentatiously, Inflammation, Insolation, Economically, Hectic, Tijuana, Essentials, Jam, Cynical, Pebbles, Combined, Methodically, Absorb, Suspire, Theoretically, Tabernacle, Transducer, Oscillator, Molecules, Crystal, Semiconductor, Dimensional, Agitated, Bureaucracy, Objective, Geometrically, Homogeneously, Symmetrically, Spontaneity, Mechanical. 

Equate, Sleet, Elixir, Untouchable, Disposable, Distinction, Sodden, Confined, Sudden, Sterilize, Nucleotides, Encrypted, Ignominious, Leto, Sculpted, Animosity, Selective, Calibrate, Notion, Sufficiency, Narcissistic, Solemnly, Pacifying, polygyny, Pescatarian, Presbyterrian, Substantially, Nightcap, Indecency, Excessively, Plateau, Informal, Evident, Interior, More, Deception, Charade, Chastise, Ticklish, Slither.

Pinpoint, Scrape, Versatile, Shucks, Nympho, Fibbing, Facilitate, Period, Circuitry, Evacuate, Bungalow, Debacle, Sanguine, Rhetorical, Interpret, Discernment, telepathy, Calypso, Plague, Identical, Ovum, Conceive, maneuver, Pinnacle, Obstacle, kamikaze, Impressive, Dignify, Eccentric, Warlock, Sorcerer, Wedlock, detrimental, Yamaha, Entity, Interact, Reciprocally, delicacy, Sniff, Premonition, issa, Impersonating.

Discombobulated, Paragraph, Devotion, Heir, Continuity, Predecessor, Cosmos, Yggdrasil, Midgard, Alfheimr, Apathy, Asphalt, Correlation, Far-fetched, Transition, Sketcher, Sane, Pterodactyl, Sturdy, Slinking, Initiative, Interdiction, Suffice, Crater, Indulgence, Militia, Grift, Persistence, Naivete, Methods, Procedure, Upscale, Vocabulary, Revitalize, Amenities, Decipher, Coincide, Due diligence, Solicit.

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1 - This is the game of death who ready for whatever comes with the game, you find people that will ride or die with you, the mic don’t stop you just get better at what you do in this game, you see what you want to see and accomplish what you want to accomplish, this game has winners and losers it’s all how you play this game, the money won’t stop you have to plan your moves carefully and stay on your grind for real, this is the beginning so stand out and motivate others to do the same as you.

2 - Let’s talk business for the rest of the year and make sure you don’t get out of your bag so keep getting money, people overcome many things in this gang, gangsters live by one rule never talk to 12 and stand tall, I want to shower you with gifts, you live and you learn from your mistakes, so keep your head up never get caught without it, you know how Harlem get down please move to the left irreplaceable you share your talent with people on the same moves you make from here get money.

3 - She want what she can get but fall back, that’s the way the ball bounces and you just have to live with it, excuse me lady I hope you don’t cross me, you wrote a book about me right that mean you were studying my life story right, you’re into a lot of things right and I’m proud of you, this goes out to everyone that’s getting this money with me, let’s keep getting this money we will finish this together and never let anyone move us from our lives that we share, when you grow together good things will happen for us trust me and make sure we stay faithful to us.

4 - Sincere what’s up baby, if I was with all of the girls I think I’m with how, I know money in my pockets full right, she telling me she got my back who you know get down like sincere, you heard what I said right, so you better respect me before all he’ll start to freeze over you think you can’t get fucked up that’s me going inside of you right, this the case of a man that want more from his females is that wrong I don’t think so, do something or fall back it’s like y’all on that Beyoncé shit girls rule the world I ain’t mad at y’all women was I first or Mother Nature.

5 - When I write something in my book I feed off who I want to talk about lady, you might change up right but if you don’t that’s whats up, you think you can’t see now wait until you see me balling and you not with me, my bad you know I’m just playing right, hang on I’m on the move because you and my bills not going to pay themselves right, I know you got your own money put that up and let me handle this money, everything going inside of your account, spare me for now my mind was just reading can’t control that feel that.

6 - Oh now she get with a man and she think she can get everything she want, what if I fall off will you hit the books for me and put money on my books, when I came to the belief that she’s riding with me, I can’t shake this it might be a set up for real, you know I have to watch what I say down and dirty by myself right so the feds has no case, this is just raps as a matter a fact don’t get wrapped up, she said if she get wrapped it’s on me damn I haven’t thrown the excuse me on you yet, what’s taking so long she said wait I’m like damn wait how long.

7 - Let me get to the real, this is the last time people can claim who they’re in my life, the next life I be in claim new females never forget that, so just back here waiting my time to claim people, if you don’t have the slashes so be it, if all she was looking for was me thank you for her miss lady, this damu shit is the best, I’m not saying I’m banging it just feel great to lived apart of this nation, my nation has my tongue and my dogs has my back, I’m only looking for a female pit bull you know a red nose.

8 - You never know what the streets have for you, so keep a close mouth before you get hit up, the last time you got in beef with people you holds your head up, you should respect the gangsters and murderers, so play your part while being in this game, I can hold mines down until this shit is over and the company is open, just imagine when it goes public and people will be able to invest in the stock, you know it’s going to shoot straight up right, this is why I’m not talking speaking in codes.

9 - So Tokyo I played this song and you put on your red dress for your birthday, tell me is that a sign that you want me, I’m sitting here listening to my, my, my and lady you went today to get some perfume the connection y’all give me thank you, she know who I am talking about showing her legs I can’t wait baby by the way beautiful performance, what about you just today buying a new car and she said it’s the big one so that mean it’s the top- shelf, what about you Jaz are you down tell me if it’s a go because I want all that I can get from my ladies.

10 - You will find away from this world and anything she want she can get, I have a question am I your man, this shit keep beating me in the head with the bull shit, I can’t get these feeling outta of my head, she said she want to be my super woman and I responded yes you can, the way the game goes you need a woman to lead you to victory, I can help you out and make life easier so hold me tight, she said she want a man to love her, I will do my deeds and show you how we handle this business, so let’s work and stay true to one another.

11 - You look so beautiful and I know you’re bold and ass fat and face pretty and long hair, so I posted super woman and lady posted super natural book that she is reading, I told you the connection was coming can I get an amen, what if they turn their back’s on me, no complaints she said she will never walk out, I hear you but do I really hear you she said and I said I do, the way you rap talking about what a man want from you, plan for the future if you have a man that has a plan wait for him to get things right, that mean you can plan with him on sight we sex again in the night.

12 - People may ask me why am I writing slow sexy songs, when you find a path you stick with it, if my heart on being in a relationship with whoever she may be, I peep shit out just know, you reap what you saw, this time I have for myself I’m learning how to be a better man to y’all, so when it’s our time to get in a relationship we have all parts covered, you know you’re doing the right thing, if y’all want me keep that cat close cause I’m a man on a mission to be great, I don’t know how long this is going to be but if we wait I promise we will have everything that we need in this world.

13 - With so much problem in nyc yeah this is going to rattle a little bones, I see y’all on a flight have fun, I can’t smoke cause my mind be bugging but I can get drunk fall back and get money, she said I can get high oh yeah you can get faded so I can throw that thang on her, I asked her do she swallow she said yeah and than asked me do I eat I said eat food yeah she said no I mean cat, I said it have to be clean I can’t be putting my mouth where another man put his meat at and nut it in you that’s just nasty biggie smalls said 16 check it Aaliyah.

14 - When I say I’m sorry for all that I put y’all through even the new females in my life, both mean the world to me I did y’all wrong but look out of 39 years I only had sexual relationship 5 days in my entire life, you know I will make sure you have all of the accessories you need, I don’t want you to walk out of my life and I don’t want me to walk out of y’all life, just think about it I have written so much and not one bad thought in my writings, so there should lies trustworthy on my part what about y’all part I’m not counting y’all out yeah some left but they have to deal with the streets just say it they’re for the streets I need a home.

15 - She’s taking pics in her night fit in all of that red look great on you, cool-aid my favorite color and I know that’s your favorite color, I’m trying to find out if you’re here for all eternity baby be mines, can’t you tell I’m trying my best to provide for us, I’m one man with a lot of ladies she let me lead not you following me but on the side of me, I’m your king so be my queen I just want to hold you in my arms right now, I can’t wait I’m just working so one day I can buy a $500 million house with like 1,000 rooms in it just imagine all y’all walking around in spandex shorts and a top like you had on this night on damu.

16 - What’s the plan that you made you have all of this time to plan for your future, I will put the money behind you so anything you dream about accomplishing you can go head and do it, this is the time we get us right what we eat don’t make anyone shit, so let’s understand that we are in this together, you show your true feelings when you’re up and life has blessed you, I feel like you know what I want and I know what you want, hold my hand and put your hand on my heart watch how one another heartbeats.

17 - Show out and make sure you show up when your game is tight, you have to look out for them hoes we don’t love them hoes, soon I will have one female get in my bed and let’s just say have fun with me, I can see it now skin to skin but look at this better yet read this in the winter I might have to tell Bb to make me a bold and beautiful suit because that’s when my skin catch hot spots, you know the easy access in the front what if the gun is cocked, how will she feel only in the summer we can do body to body naked right so read what I write and follow instructions.

18 - How will a man if she is playing games, my focus is down town tell me what about me and you getting down to business, yeah I’m calling all of the females that one day I can see myself laying up with or should I say laying down with, let’s say oh blank use to be the oh one that helped this shit, the move on is better to find out now that it was about paper, you know the boy that cried wolf, tell shorty that you hang with I’m down for whatever as long as they’re clean, I’m thinking about back shots damn than you suck these N.U .T. S.

19 - First off I never asked anyone in my past that’s supposed to be there for me for nothing, shit y’all never gave me nothing, so how can y’all think this was for us or I think I’m all that because I’ve worked my ass off for my company, far as my friends the only ones that gave me anything was Cutz and link since I’ve been back in New York City, so I don’t have to do nothing for people, you can’t possibly think I’m not the man that I used to be, you think I did this to stay the same and it’s usually the people that were in your life that changed because of your success.

 

1 - Sincere I'm the one that wants all the smoke, I’m getting all this money and I’m tired of the bull shit I’m ready to slide upon a chick and get her number and do what man and woman do you got me, feel like going back to my player ways feel me, stop thinking about her, tell Jay z this company is a pain in the ass for real I’m getting tired of reading and writing these stories, I’m good but not that good I can get my money that my company has, this shit makes no sense I am the Red Cross.

2 - Yeah you forgot that I’m in here you talking all that bull shit you run behind one bitch out here and my daughter watching what you’re doing out here, you bet not take out her mouth you feel me, I’ll tear this shit down do not play with me, I came inside of you for building for us not some chick you in your feelings about what, who gives a fuck if they fuck whoever whichever chick, what they don’t make me shit you better respect me you no my name is Aaliyah don’t get it fucked up.

3 - Look inside of my soul she holds all the weight for real, that is what I been telling you don’t worry about no female, I’m not tired of playing you no stroking as you said, I walk with you and you walk with me, I don’t want one of these females have a baby by you and then want child support or have sex then leave you and that means you hurt me, I’m sorry for saying what I was saying you know I’m never leaving and I will continue to watch over Layla, okay, no problem baby keep your head in this book.

4 - I’m trying to let you know how much I love you, you are my lady I’m head over heels for you, I don’t want to cheat on you because if we grow together we will have the world at the palms of our hands, please tell me that this is something you want, the Red Robin Hood you make me look at life differently because yes I want a family by you, you say you want a family that’s black love we’ll give me a chance, I will show you how much I care for you, just think about what we can do in this lifetime, I never did anything for you to put me in that box and if you see past beyond life baby be mine.

5 - Sister my twin Beyoncé it’s like I’m ready to start a family soon how will you and Jay like to be an auntie and uncle because y’all made me an uncle, in the movie you made for lion king you had a dot spot flying from heaven going down to earth if you remember when we were coming to earth together and said let me guide this dot to the right woman and that woman was Aaliyah this is why we have one another and mother is looking down on us for real, the plan I know we have to continue it but damn I need to find me a wife not need but would like one to take care of me and bear my children.

6 - You hear me now I had many pieces on the chessboard In Birmingham feel me, all of them is standing still this one, my cousin came to my house and I needed her to drive me across town with this gun on me, so I can get rid of it and she did driving the right way, when I got out of the car touching down walked to my cousin house and saw my friends and little cousin and had the burner on me, he was jumping up on me and I’m like chill then I walked to this yard and laid the gun in it. This is great cause after that 12 came to my house I’m locked up, my mother had to move without the burner being in the house.

7 - Yo let's just call it for what it is, yall had since I was 12 until 24 to get y'all shit together I had nothing, moving you know what bringing a lot of money in, they thought I ran come on with my ninjas from the hill looking at me like let's get this money, just letting y'all no I got this dot on my hand you think the rain that came down was bad if God grant me the eternal life the rain might fall and never stop. My slash goes down the person temple whoever takes me out of the game, so shorties listen it's either I'm going to sleep with someone or the dog is barking, and trust me you don't want that because the world might end.

8 - Yo, my number in my contacts if you were for real, I want to get you, wet baby, you know I will just be playing with you, I'm not giving up on our love, you talking all that when I throw it on you, you going to be climbing wall to wall yelling sporty stop hitting me like that while we sweat, you say you need to keep your hair tight don't start me you know I'm that ninja my third leg at the bottom of your clitoris, you know me rubbing that G Spot you play your cards right I might go downtown on you make sure you cum clean so my mouth is in a good condition feel me you nuttin in my mouth baby I'm nasty and crazy about you, you wanna know something back shots!

9 - One thing the birds chirping looking at me like I'm supposed to do everything for y'all, I told you once before you about to be out of a good guy, the lady with all that fake hair and fake ass let's see how long it take this female to get it, I wouldn't have sex with a Johnson that's the nastiest person in the world, talking about having a baby hitch go find a man who's willing to trick cause I had it up to here with this shit, one thing about me if y'all ain't clean and I mean never had anybody Johnson, this hitch wants money cars clothes and houses this shit has taken a toll on me, this the last time I'm going to tell y'all suck and swallow.

10 - I can’t wait for you to touch me and hold my body to body with you, you haven’t touched me in over 28 years come on this is what we are doing yes I get it trust, I had to build up the trust so that way I can have all of y’all without y’all thinking I’m not a right baby but why does it feel so good, I’m just thinking about when I get their home yes children, yes and especially the mother’s of my children I love y’all, you put up this wall and I understand where it came from I told y’all that my children will take over this company one day what I am doing to build it up so that way my children just have to close deals.

11 - So one night I and friends down south wanted to go joyriding, so we blank this car and we were riding around and the car start smoking we couldn’t get out of the car cause the smoke then we found a way to unlock the door thank God cause we could’ve died, 

then this kid we knew said we need some oil and we started driving to the gas station and got some oil and went riding all the way to blank and then the cops came flying behind us and the person that was driving made them chase us, 

12 - So me and my friend hanging out of the roof I had the ox in my mouth I spit it out and jump out of the car and was trying to find my way home pulled up to this store this man saw me I told him my cousin name he gave me to change I called Shante and she came and got me.

13 - Yo so I'm with my friends we are on our way to this school could have been John jay, I have a water gun saw this girl and she was with her friends, I pulled it out and she said don't wet me, so I continue to walk down the block another group of girls passed I wet this one then we talked and she gave me her number and said you just passed my sister, later on, this day I went home had the number in my pocket, Aaliyah and scruff were home Aaliyah checked my pocket and found the number and then call the girl and told her she was my daughter and told her to come up to my house when she and scruff came back in the house scruff poured cold water on me sex my man.

14 - Loyalty starts with a man and woman trusting one another, nowadays females will use a man for money and a man will use a woman for sex right okay, why do I have to pay child support if our relationship doesn’t work, I think when the child is with me I should be responsible for her or him when they’re with me, shorty want money because she gave me sex not loving because if it was the love she wouldn’t use me for money shorty you wait and see, the game is fucked up this is why I need that test to make sure you’ve been faithful to me or else your ass is gone.

15 - I’m trying to let you know how much I love you, you are my lady I’m head over heels for you, I don’t want to cheat on you because if we grow together we will have the world at the palms of our hands, please tell me that this is something you want, the Red Robin Hood you make me look at life differently because yes I want a family by you, you say you want a family that’s black love we’ll give me a chance, I will show you how much I care for you, just think about what we can do in this lifetime, I never did anything for you to put me in that box and if you see past beyond life baby be mine.

16 - Sporty line 1 when my uncle told me to let’s go out of town and handle business out there so I said yes, you heard what Jay said red or blue a course I was wearing that red, I was the seed that planted the whole I95 🩸 until they connected to me in Bama what you know about carrying that burning on me, remember when Jay shot his brother look I can relate because I had a baby 25 one that you can fit in your shoe playing Russia roulette aimed at my cousin pulled the trigger it didn’t go off FYI point it in the other direction and pulled the trigger it went off, he stuck by my side through every night walking home with him letting him carry the snub nose 25 gangsters Brooklyn is where he from.

17 - Let’s take it back to skate key that night when kiss said replay it, we went in and ninjas crowding around me so my man and I was holding it down remember when you tried to tell someone from 33 33 on me and he said who L’S not him, yeah my reach was long, the night of the shooting my friends and I was walking I remember we had the burner in a crack in the wall, so I went and got it shots rings off and I’m about to run but I had a clear shot soon as I reach for the burner 12 sirens in a cop car was going off they were driving by, so I couldn’t pull out we ran up the block when we go up the block I let one go off in the air.

18 - I remember going to Rucker park and mase was there this time the lox and he started rapping that shit was hot had ninjas tight in the crowd, I remember coming up top from down bottom mean down south he was on the court at Rucker park playing with this basketball I stood up looked at him dead in his eyes and was like mind to mind come down south cause it’s about to get messy phone time, this time I came back home had the ox in the mouth walked threw Sólo grounds spit the ox out caught it in my hand and put it in the garbage then walked to Rucker this game was going on I sat down to watch this kid came up to me and threw up 🩸.

19 - Look at this since I have the dot on my left hand if I would’ve grabbed the gun with the left hand it would’ve to spit meaning bust off and I could’ve died but since I grab it with the right hand it gripped the gun left-hand spit right hand gripped, this the shit that I was on but I know playa everyone up top thought they ran me out of town fam sex money murder never ran and never will this 🩸 shit is gold coded like da Vinci code or the book of Eli I can’t shake this shit, while you was watching Chucky I was living that life so for all of y’all who fell back because I was sick the last Chucky where was he at thanks but no thanks.

20 - Oh yeah mainly all of those so-called friends that were fucking with me back then is friends with those apps, my guess those ninjas apps to I’m just calling it as it is, I guess I was the one that was in the wrong, what you know about having a whole Harlem not liking me, I still deal with this shit why because I’m not out here sexing these hoes or smoking and drinking, my skin is thick whoever don’t like it just be a man about y’all ninjas talking like y’all got Harlem y’all see where Harlem at, y’all ninjas talk too much or trying to impress these females, my 🩸 drop need me her mother named Aaliyah came inside of me to take my pain away in I miss you she said no more.

21 - Be and not Beyoncé how are you doing I hope everything’s ok with you, I’m not leaving so I hope you are staying with me, decisions we have to make on marriage I know y’all want that ring on y’all finger and I’m willing to do it, listen please it has to be trusted for right now let’s work hard on this company that we own, yes I speak French olie this the shit 🩸s go through, I’m trying not to be MR Freeze if you don’t know what that mean it mean in love this is why I need a 101 status no I can’t deny a 🩸 female if you’re thinking about trying to give me a son Be I’m all for it until the end of time trust.

22 - If I tell you I want to hold you tonight wrap my arms around your ass and kiss your lips baby damn I can’t wait, I see you I hope you see me, the great part is when that day comes we will be pure together, so when I go inside of you I don’t have to worry about no STD baby that’s what I’m talking about if you want me to go downtown on you it has to be pure because that’s where another man put his meat and he could’ve back door you and put it where I have to kiss your lips and if I eat come on that’s nasty to me baby, so please stay clean so I can explore your body if it’s mine keep it tight for me cause I’m keeping mines clean for you and you will have all of me test.

23 - This is to my children I want to guide y’all right don’t think because hitches play the club that y’all should do the same thing, if you want a man that will respect you get you a man with a business and work hard, don’t let a ninja trick you, trust me my children don’t need any man for anything because their father made sure while I’m here money is not a problem and when I leave this earth there will be over $500 trillion in the bank account for them, please don’t let a ninja hit you until he deserves it, you think life just as well as you giving up your goods, watch learn how I treat y’all, mothers, that’s what you should be looking for.

24 - Shit the things we talked about the last time we saw one another I know what you meant when you said no one else, talk your shit shorty the price just went up on being faithful to you, trust me I don’t want to leave here, just the thought of going to heaven and you pull out of my skin and stand side by side with me as we walk in, the love I have for you can’t be replaced trust me, love, holding you tight and I’m never letting you go anywhere, the bond that we have built over 20 years, I know you had your heart set out for this goal who am I to take it from you.

25 - I see you were able to control me and I know it took hard work because I was not a player you already knew that right, thank you for spending your life with me baby I appreciate that for real, you came inside of me when I was down and outright to pick me back up, I can’t say thank you enough, the growth that we have let know man or woman take that from us, all this talk about what she did she did nothing if she did this dot wouldn’t be rotating around my body and slashing my family trusts me, stand strong baby like you always have and never let me down when you say go home, going home it is.

26 - So this girl that came from queens NYC the first time I had her in sex contact, I hit her with the Tommy and Keisha when he had her on the bed right, we had a couple in counters after that one was at my cousins' house I did my thing that day but the day she spends the night at my house she came in the house and I was there and we smoked a couple of blunts, went inside of my room I knew I had to put it on her for sure it was an all-night thing I’m straight going to work on her after it was over she ran out the room and went in the living room and drop to the floor than I came out the room and laid down putting my hands in my shorts so she wouldn’t try to go downtown.

27 - Being that I cleanse myself in the Red Sea lady don’t get mad and I’m talking to all 🌲 of y’all, better respect my name cause it holds weight feel me, you wanna know why I’m mad cause I’m working and playtime stops going on 22 years ago, I’m not mad just getting money right now, like more said white one at skate key why was Cameron telling Mase to tell on who feel me, if it’s war then it’s war and for all of the people on the other side fuck em, loyalty is hard to come by you know but I been loyal to ninjas and if they say that's why I left you saw the 30 dirty right you know me but don’t know me.

28 - So wake and miss stick you know when we went out of state to get rid of that weight, when we got back I had to bag up 2,000 bottles you know I did that, all together I made $75,000 I know y’all was on some bull shit when I left the money at y’all house and I was calling the both of y’all phone and I got no answer for real, y’all left and brought a house and use the money to furnish y’all house and on top of that y’all came to the block after that and pulled up and I got in the car y’all brought both of my daughters to see me and then asked me did I have money I pulled out $3,000 y’all said to give it up the rest of the work I had on me I toss it then became broke.

29 - Jay z & Beyoncé made it look like her sister was mad for whatever reason then came out with on the run, you get it the plan was okay and I know how y’all put that together and made millions from it, just my thoughts if it ain’t right so be it, I know Jay z would’ve compromised our company and the company is ESCE E stand for Ellison and s stand for Shawn and c stand for Carter and e stand for Elijah, Beyoncé would’ve owned it all, so keep thinking what y’all want to be see sen staying here my thoughts that’s how Aaliyah connect to all four of us feel me.

30 - This Mr freeze shit means I’m in love only with Aaliyah how come every time it’s your birthday you know who say something new or when it’s your pass over he got something to say, whoever fuck with them fuck em, look stay off 801 mean stress and make sure you 212 with me whenever you want to talk to a female because Layla is here and if you start to rotate that dot that’s inside of you she will no right and I will be turning in my grave, so make sure when you lay down make sure it’s worth it, nowadays these hitches have hiding agenda they might want money get off that move on and get a money car park.

31 - Seeing tears coming down my baby eyes hurts me, this is why if it happens to make me feel a type of way, you know how much I love you because you have my heart, soul, brain, and flesh. After all, you came from me and your mother, I will never hurt you baby trust me, the pain I seen in your eyes, I’m just picturing the scene around you now this was a long time thing and I’m here for you, I wish I could’ve washed away your tears, my baby I know you are grown now holding you tight in my heart.

32 - So that locked down in Alabama went to this grocery store to get some wild Irish rose to steal but my friend open a box of condoms and I took some of them and I had my red flag on my pants so I was a target and had the ox in my mouth, undercover cops came after us when we left the store they grab me I spit the ox out my mouth and they cuffed me and picked up the ox, when they question me they said who open the box and I said me feel me, had to go to jail and spent two weeks their sometimes when passed October 31  2,000🩸 was in me when I got out no more sex.

33 - You hear me now I had many pieces on the chessboard In Birmingham feel me, all of them is standing still this one, my cousin came to my house and I needed her to drive me across town with this gun on me, so I can get rid of it and she did driving the right way, when I got out of the car touching down walked to my cousin house and saw my friends and little cousin and had the burner on me, he was jumping up on me and I’m like chill then I walked to this yard and laid the gun in it. This is great cause after that 12 came to my house I’m locked up, my mother had to move without the burner being in the house.

34 - Some say the ones in my life might want the sex but don’t know how to come out and say it, baby I’m tired of holding my tongue because these children are watching, this shit here stresses a man out oh my fault I should use 801 in 🩸 codes when I see y’all I don’t even know if you are ready to lay up with me baby, the temptation I have I would like to undress you, I know that I'm tight showing ass teasing a ninja, you know no more then two sucks been on my Johnson oh my bad Aaliyah caught one of my gangsters lean she drinking you know what I don’t drink anymore so have fun but you better respect me.

35 - Shorty what you want from me. She says she got a man go-ahead and be with him if you feel you can do better, should I put my player voice on, just get your ass over here, I don't say anything about you liking other men pictures. Yeah, I think I should be giving another girl my time, what have you done for me, so save the problems for someone who cares. You think you bad working with other men what if I start working with other females, what if I go on vacations with another woman lady wouldn't like that right, so stop wasting my time before this Virgin unvirgin himself.

36 - Yo let's just call it for what it is, yall had since I was 12 until 24 to get y'all shit together I had nothing, moving you know what bringing a lot of money in, they thought I ran come on with my ninjas from the hill looking at me like let's get this money, just letting y'all no I got this dot on my hand you think the rain that came down was bad if God grant me the eternal life the rain might fall and never stop. My slash goes down the person temple whoever takes me out of the game, so shorties listen it's either I'm going to sleep with someone or the dog is barking, and trust me you don't want that because the world might end.

37 - These bird brains ass hitches don’t want to give that cat up feel me listen I’m tired of tricking, this shit about to stop I rather trick at the strip club throwing single on dancers at least they’re half-naked, this chicken head doesn’t show any body parts, this shit is getting me upset to my children to listen y’all mother playing with the things that got y’all asses here oh my bad some of y’all hospital babies, so what that means, is if I leave I’m not responsible for y’all cause I didn’t co-sign y’all being here, all of that family support will stop and if I had y’all the other way y’all asses is grown so there are no more children support feel me plus when that stimulus hit they said if you owe back support you can’t get it and I got mine so what that mean more then likely you know what that means.

38 - Don't quote me cause I ain't say shit, fuck it I mine as well get rid of all these pucka ducks for real, these roosters don't want any good guy they love bad guys, I should start thinking with my Johnson and not give two shit about how a lady take it or should I say, ladies, children I know y’all saying father mean but if y'all moms give a blank how I feel they would handle sexual contact with me, but no they want things their way I got a trick for y'all when the money goes will the honey stay shit that's up in the air yeah breathe hitch, I'm tired of being Mr nice guy do you remember the good guy I'm your friend to the end right I'm about to get back on that shit.

39 - When you put this lady in a good space she will treat you like a king make sure you treat her like a queen, hold her hands when you walk with her, open the doors for her pull out the chair when you go out to eat, and let her sit down and push it in when she sits in it, tell her you to love her a lot so she can feel love, when she’s cold-warm her up with your body, lay in the bed at night with her and talk about business plans that you and she may have that is what you call brainstorming, when she cooks you do the dishes take out the garbage, you cut the grass while she makes a beautiful yard with flowers and be faithful to y’all trust me.

40 - Shorty said she wants me to pick her up some of the girl-girl things, you shorty you know I control that because when I went to heaven and hell I laid this dot on my hand the place that cleans your body, you know I’m not giving up on you so let’s play the game the right way, how about me undressing you lady which one I’m talking to both of them, whoever I sleep with and have a baby by resurrecting the God with birth, you think about me while I think about you, please don’t be stingy with the pussy you know I’m a dog and I can’t deny 🩸 so I’m yelling Damu where do we start and where is this going to end let me know now.

41 - So Nicki calls on God everything you said about Ramon taken his you know what thank you from the inside of my heart, listen if there’s one thing I know never to trust a hitch that will turn their back on you for money, don’t reach out now 5 minutes I’m not on their phone, my mind is focused on the ones that have been here from the door, I don’t mean to get into it but when I came to New York City to visit when I was out of town this girl on my block said they’re stripping come to find out one that I’m supposed to trust was a stripper so she was partying back in BMF days in Atlanta how ironic Suwoop!

42 - If I tell you there will never be another person to have my heart as you did, my children make the pain go away and their mother loving me knowing I'm hurting because I lost the person that I do this for, I'm not taking anything from my family, I'm just saying if Jesus was born with a boy and a girl inside of him, I want the love of my life to take me away from this place, I know my twin sister is good and she keeps doing things that let me know that she understands our mother loves us, the time we have on this earth we are growing up and it feels great to be here with someone like you inside of my soul.

43 - I’m here to make sure things go right with our family okay, never let anyone take from his man or woman, the fight that we put up has a lot to do with the grind and the hustle that we have, write your heart out but don’t the late night of us talking putting things together lady, I’m here now and forever or at least how long you let me be here, so don’t get sidetracked keep for your dreams if you want to write more do so, I know you have the writings from before you just proved it just lay the tracks down again, yes it will take time but to is on our side when we are doing something productive.

44 - Keep the faith you should always put them in your mind, this tacks that we are on have to continue you know what has to be done so let’s do it together I’m not looking back whoever stayed in my life thank you, this dog love that and respect you cause you could’ve felt bad and got you a new man but you didn’t and for those that did it never loved it was just lust, so carry on and do y’all cause I’m going to do me, Yo give my lady some room she bad right, please don’t let me down if we working together let’s work together alright, the pace we take we need we need to be grateful that we have a voice for the rap shit.

45 - When you see the outcome to this you will be happy, the growth that this man went through, people want you to stay in the streets no I have a home to go to and a family to provide for understanding me, I’m not giving up on this look how far this got me when the beat comes on I’m on my job so get out of my way when you put people on it’s only about what they can do for you, I been in this predicament before and kept a level head and overseen everything thank you, God, one thing about her she will push me to the max, how can move backward out here and look out for people that hang with people that crossed me ain’t no loyal people out here so the female in my life will be running this company when it opens up.

46 - Just to let people know I’m not mad at what took place, shit I knew it all along just could’ve seen it until it hit, a person like don’t like that shit but we in the streets and whatever a female have to do she will do, I’m just writing this to let know who’s in my life right now please don’t use me for money, being this way we can help one another out all the time East Side, I’m not letting these ninjas trick me out of my spot and they don’t have never but it’s like that use to be friends fuck with them and I respect that, just want people to know I do this for my family nothing more nothing less I need you.

When shit gets hot you get the burner and handle business, ride around looking for who you got beef with, fuck what ninjas think get this money, you better be willing to go all out in this game, the only way to go is to the top, you better get your shit together out here, when the money low rob and steal become a part of your everyday living, you will do anything to put food on your plate right, mask on with the baby nine full clip and one in the chamber, this is how real ninjas get down when their back is to the wall never forget that, everything looks easy from the man that has nothing point of view, he’s always down when it comes to doing anything for the money.

What do it takes for a street ninja to get out of the streets, you have to plan yeah first it was the drug game, dealing 24/7 1ave to 7ave, you know when your name is popping when the streets and jails talk about you, tell me what the fuck ninjas want from a ninja like me, yeah I walk around with that dot on my hand, damu’s get this money and stop worrying about what ninjas think about you, keep your head on getting this money, I was never the type that talk about all of the cars and clothes and jewels I got because I don’t have that, I’m from the mug where when it rains ninjas get wet, so never cross me when you speak to me about crossing me use status.

When you’re in a gang they expect you to be down for whatever, there’s some gang members that get money, as for me I put in work when I was a young solider and now I’m calling shots, there a lot of sex money murder that do positive things, take me for example I’m giving back the knowledge that was giving to me, nobody want to die at a young age, the game can and I’m going to say this again you can die from the game, you have to be head strong with two bullets one on each arm in the form of a cross, the left arm in and the right arm out and people wonder why I don’t give a fuck, play with God and Jesus if you want, in the coming of seven days.

The dark man X we did business in these streets, whoever say it’s not true ask kiss why he said the dog can’t beat it sin, who the one that put all of your favorite rappers in this game, I ain’t playing my money was put into all of these black record labels, what I has bless myself with let know man take that from us, shit get hot yeah I’m rolling with the punches that the world has thrown at me, the game don’t change it’s the same shit just a different day, getting down at any cost out here you have to pay attention to what’s going on, if one of your friends die you are supposed to strike back right, if ninjas tell that’s what they call telling and I couldn’t go out like that.

The moves ninjas make can get you in trouble, you have to grind until the day you die, looking in my eyes you see a person that will do anything to stay on top, what are you doing in these streets and selling drugs hustling everyday and everynight, trying your best to play strong if you’re trying to stay in this game, when the last days come you will know it, you never let yourself down, try to keep yourself happy maintain everything that goes on in your life, buying clothes and cars and houses yeah it’s fun but when those people come you better have bell money or else you’ll be going to black justice and nobody wants to be there, so stay positive and handle yours to the max.

When everybody comes together to get this money everybody can eat, it's good to see people putting their differences aside to grow together, everybody needs help in this game, do your thing bro can't knock the hustle, build and plan help people become wiser in this game, it helps the people in need to become more faithful to the code that anyone get money together, you take what you see and help others see what you see, HW TO BK is a good look that's what I been saying all the time, ninjas gotta put their pride to the side and learn from one another it's enough money out here for everyone you just have to be willing to get it.

Murder put your hard hat on before you step to me, yeah we running the streets don't get put in the body bag for real, ninjas think I'm playing this that gangster call right, fuck the money it's about who's real in these streets, you made your bed now lay in it, I'm laying down with no remorse feel me, take care of all that gangster shit you talk about, we got young ninjas ready to ride. Sex money murder continue to get this money, that's all I see and trust me when I get on or should I say when I open up my company a lot of people is going to be good, ghost what it hit for peeping eyesight, laid it down and the baby nine let loose anytime.

The older kids from the block was about 15teen years old and older, the younger kids from the block was 13teen years old and younger, so it started out with us going to house parties, that led to the skate key, it was about 15teen older kids and like 12 younger kids, so the first time I went was with day day and we had so much fun there, when Easter came around the year was 1996, a couple of my friends went to skate key, skate key had a lot of girls there, so as we walked in a lot of girls was looking at us, like we were the new kids there, about 8’clock the dance floor open up and me and my friends started dancing, we spread it out. You know that first day we were popping.

So everything was going good, until this one girl came up to me on the dance floor, yeah I dance with her and we exchanged phone numbers, going back to the block we went to my friend house and fell asleep, the next day we got up, we use to play up the block versus down the block in basketball, so we did that, ninjas just be hanging out, fighting with the young kids that lived on the block, the young kids was growing up real fast, half of us went to the school IS90, having beef with different race up there but you know we hold ours down.

Shit got hot for us, we going everywhere not giving a fuck about what ninjas think, my guess ninjas single me out because I was getting girls for a reason that I undressed in all of my stories, my friends and I was leaving school early to go to my other friends school to pick them up and we was cutting school to hang out with girls, some of us started smoking weed at a young age, than the bloods came to New York City in full effect in 97 everybody was turning blood, bloods was all over the city, meanwhile back on the block I had a couple of girls there but the girls was hanging out to going to parties and skate key, the girls was dancing with ninjas to girls was messing with my friends also.

In the back of my mind I had a family that I was handling business for, it’s been about 24years since I slept with anyone from New York City it’s been 21years since I slept with anyone in this whole wide world, ninjas was in their feelings was it about a girl no it was about money, we got to stay friends blood in blood out, people rolling up on me and my friends wanting to fight us, we not scared but where did the hate come from, so something happened to one of the girls and a close friend I thought a friend did it, than we got to run up on some young kid and knock him out, I told him tell your friends to come holler at us.

Later on that day they came uptown with like 75 people we in the park and they wanted to fight, so me and my friends walked out of the park and walked down the block and told 151 everybody ran up the block, we caught up to them cops came and everybody went home now we is hot as fish grease, the kid moved down south, fast forward to 2005, I came back home got on the phone with my bro and told him 142 he said he can handle that okay, it’s a lot of work that’s going to be coming in, so we started up light couple of O’s everybody started knowing we had it, money started coming in, we moved from O’s to pounds quick.

My ninjas started rapping Mobvill and Baz Set, what’s better than handling drug business and rapping, we had everybody coping from us, I was doing my thing to writing stories, soon we will have the market fucked up, our crew got next, money coming in fast drugs going out fast, every week like 30thousand, ninjas couldn’t tell my ninjas nothing, meanwhile I’m at home coming out in the day time, my ninjas handling the night side of things, we had shit locked down, block was lit at that time, everybody like brothers ninjas fight but we get right back together, up and down the block people running in and out of the block to cop work.

The person that I’m willing to spend the rest of my life with have to be a woman, that knows what she want out of life, listen do not cross me because in the long run you will need me again, karma didn’t come back to me because I did nothing wrong when I left my home, my kids was on my mind all of the time and you know that because I’m always saying my kids mean everything to me, I hope my kids understand why daddy isn’t there, trust me it’s not because I didn’t want to be there for you, it’s because God and Jesus gave me this locator on my hand and I had to follow what they had in store for me and I’m thankful for our life together.

Things don’t make to much sense when I think about it, yeah I’m in the mood for you to come see me, showing is believing that’s what people say, I’m doing everything that I can do for you, yes it’s hard taking care of you, she do not want me in these streets anymore and I’m not going to be in these streets anymore, opening up a company is what she want, how are our children going to eat in the future, can’t you see I’m trying my best baby, the work gets me tired sometimes and I’m up for now handling business for us until the day I die, I’m making up for all the wrong that I did so trust me and I’m going to trust you.

How can you pace back and forth, please tell me what you want, I’m only one man and this man has the world on his shoulders, I hope I’m touching the people that I need to touch, I need you to tell me if this is something that you want, baby what do this mean that you’re trying to find yourself, didn’t I do everything to keep this relationship on point and focus, tell me what did I do and don’t tell me, it’s because cheating is okay, I know that wasn’t right, you asked me to put souls together and that’s what I did, baby do you know how hard that was, shedding all of this blood off of my body.

I have this dark dot on my hand feels like I have a black cloud over my head and you have the light dot on your hand and you have this white cloud over your head, I know you are my angel and I’m your saint, in less then 3 more days it will be 22 years without having sex, you passed away when you were 22 years old connection, please don’t forget it will be 23 years and only 45 minutes and 23 plus 22 add up to 45 that’s 90 baby and our dot on each other as one hand come to 10, so that mean we are 100 percent in love, I never want to change up on you and have sex then she leave that starts our argument up.

So I got this call one day at my house and Aaliyah was there, the conversation went like this tomorrow we are signing the roc a fella deal are you going to be there and I said yes, I got off the phone she has this look on her face like you not opening up the company yet, so night time came and we both went to sleep and in the morning I got up she wasn’t there, so I went to get my underclothes and in my boxers draw was a letter saying meet me here at this time the same time I had the meeting which one do I choose, so a course I went to where Aaliyah told me to be at and that’s how much I loved her.

The time of my life was when she came to my school to pick me up in the car I brought her but her mother was driving it, Aaliyah mother said we are taking you home and then you’re coming with us for the weekend, remember when she said it was my car I mean your car or was she saying my call or her call either way the connection is real, who knew when times got out of hand she would report right back inside of me like I reported to her with Beyoncé if people don’t believe me then you haven’t been following the story or when the queen bee post the connection oh the connection mean so much to me.

This heart ship goes to you, the more I look listen and see things the more I’m in tune with you, the grass looks greener on the other side I bet but is it we will see, only time will tell how you move and how I’m moving, let me say this from this day forward and since you been gone I have only moved the right way trust me, my mind and body soul is for you, no I’m not comparing anyone to you but a female sure do have to come correct for me to look at them, with that being said keep covering me baby and make sure I’m comfortable outside and inside of my body double cross I’m rocking.

This isn’t a plead for you or anyone trust me, I’m on my mission and whoever not on this path with me so be it, I’m trying to leave my children a lot of investments and stocks and bonds and everything that have to do with the music I make so I have to own all of my work, the big time companies that I own please keep making powerful moves so my children will have access to it all, the plan is not to get money now and spend it but to get money now and never spend it, I haven’t touch my company money since 94 that’s 28 years without it and I found away to grind without it Aaliyah freeze my account.

You know what if I take the whole $500+ Trillion and put it in some female belly, I’m close but better off grinding for my children I can’t say this enough I love y’all, this is for the people that didn’t think I will make it, this is what you call consistency this feels great I’m able to prove for my family, this is for all of the women that went and had sex with other people nana this what Jay z said and about that foxy shit I’m glad y’all did y’all thing when y’all was in Atlanta cause knowing just made me think how can i trust a female that does not have children by me, Aaliyah knew the plan then left eye came in to close the deal, my guess strike 3 I’m out.

A man like me just have to realize that a so called good girl ain’t that bright cause they love Pookie and Ray Ray then complain about why they’re single mother with baggage trust me this is the mind state of a black women because other races look for men that is fathers and take care of their children but you can’t tell them that cause that’s what they love, this is why some black men goes to others cause y’all look for love from trash ninjas she said it herself, then when they’re old say there’s no good black men but looked over us the whole time, so do you and I wish you the best but don’t say I didn’t tell you, I don’t even want to be with a women with the train of thought.

What ninja you know that’s been in the streets but transformed into a business man like me, I’m not thinking about what other ninjas is doing because I’m stacking this company money and drug money feel me, watch how deep I get in these streets, I’m the one that send kits so beware hustling don’t stop this is New York City I don’t understand why ninjas on clubhouse talking about street shit and on IG giving up all the information 12 need to lock us up, grown as men if you like that move in silence that’s how gangster move them loud as ninjas ain’t getting that underground money, as for me I’m trying to stay in these streets.

There’s nothing I won’t do for the people that has my back out here, hitches will change up on you, they want the gangster guys that don’t take care of their children, I’m telling my family the street life isn’t for my family, we have to grow and come to the table with business, like I said it about what a female has she can miss me with that, why wait until you get 40 to look for a man but my guess y’all ain’t ready for that conversation yet, she want that fast and easy nut not a man that’s on a mission but so what I’m still in the lab writing my books, if she can’t handle that step aside feel me, ain’t no female throwing me off my square oh my bad I might be a square but I get money and a lot of black woman don’t want that.

So let’s get this out me and O and Warren was together when I went to heaven and hell, the park down south in the middle of the road is frozen so when you trying to take me to the other side, I’m going into that person that’s there feel me, when I slash him it might be hell on earth with rain so you better get your umbrellas cause it may never stop since I fell in a zone, listen children I’m not scared but trust and believe oh who care hitting the other Tonya from 152 this is ESCE so what you want baby, look at this whenever my time comes just no I’m going to be cold hearted to anyone that didn’t help me build and great to the ones that help this company or watch me in house while I was building this home.

If my love runs this deep please take care of He, I’m only here for the time being, listen the man above needed his wings and I needed mines to and my brothers needed theirs also, if we died on the cross, I’m telling my story so whoever listens to it and take heat, this is my life on paper, I’m at that age that I want to settle down look at this yes it’s been a minute since I had that connection, I’m not ashamed to say it, all that mean is I’m a man that promise his family come first in his life, I provide for mines and their mothers knows this right, I’m here thinking about all the good things that’s going to come in time, so while I’m holding on you better be holding on also.

Welcome to Harlemville I can explain I had a lot of ladies with me when I was younger,  I know when I left those people that I was at odds with were saying the ran me out of town, so the ladies that was with me thought to themselves they couldn’t be with a person that ran from beef, so guess what when I got back home I had the Harlem on lock, just growing getting this money I was waiting now that I explained what happened it was about how many blank he had, I wrote what I feel and I feel good to let people know that I was on the run, it’s crazy two of my old shorties that I thought I could trust slept with right there.

I want to see you naked in my bed, I want to release inside of you, the thought of you carrying my baby for nine months inside of your belly, you said to God you want this big plate and you got it and look at my plate it’s big also, we just have to work unconditionally for the long run, if we come together and work one day I know our minds, we will make a lot of big deal and a lot of money, I need a woman to upscale my life, like have me popping tags one that don’t mind spending on her man, one that knows we both make the money and we not letting the money make us.

Listen I’m holding you accountable for everything you do now, if she let me nut in her for show a child will be born, look at your fine ass and you cook and got businesses I look at that, please don’t rush me this cock is clean for real ain’t been touch in 22years straight day and night, imagine me with this clean one in and out of you, if I’m going down town it better be clean cause when you put your lips on this meat it’s all yours, so don’t let you wanting it now get in your way having a clean one inside of you, my 🩸 is different I can see it now I’m banging you from the back.

Get your mind right, I'm trying to ball until I can't ball anymore, how are you going to get to this money by getting deep in these streets, you can't talk that much that's what I learn, I seen a lot of shit in these streets, the Harlem streets ain't nothing to be fuck with, I seen a lot of bodies that just made me aware of my surroundings, control what happens in your life makes you a man feel me, when I came back home 3/9/06 biggie death and bow wow birthday, I left the count room with probation, yes back to the street for 2years I couldn't get in trouble.

Mother everything is going good, I'm keeping l's up working, what you need to do is keep l'status sleep, you see what status did when he had the mic, he is the point blank person that I remember more then ever, remember when he ran the streets, every pass off was more then 59thousand dollars every move, when he try to over power me, I turns into me in back in one piece and he's not stronger because I'm older, but his little self has strength, if we mix both of us or come to a understanding we ain't nothing to be fuck with feel me.

It's not what you do with your time, it's more like how are you spending your time, do you spend it with family members, do you spend it writing taking care of your businesses as for me I like to write a lot and I mean a lot, my mind stay on coming up with knew ideas on how to make my company successful, putting words together and making it into sentences feels so good, over coming what people thought I couldn't over come feels great to me, understanding work is the best feeling in the world that one can have, putting your all into what you are trying to accomplish.

Under going all of the ins and outs, this that call for all my ninjas stand up and handle things the right way feel me, you have to start somewhere in life and don't take your life for granted, drive people brazy for what because I can never drop my guard, mix hands with other people to get more money, if you and your team take time to brainstorm you and your team can come up with something important trust me, grind until you can't grind anymore, keep your head in this book at all time, reading and writing is fundamental.

Twenty one gun salute, getting back on my feet I'm not going to say people didn't help me, as long as the people say I helped them too, it was a two way streak, I'm only a human being the dot on my hand say it all for me, getting down people tell me if it wasn't for my father a lot of people wouldn't be who they are, I know longer miss him because he's in our life, if my brothers hear me one day all of us will come together, follow my path in these streets, yes I'm watching streets carefully I'm proud to say I learned a lot from these streets and I take what I have learn and apply it to my everyday life.

Playing with females can get you in trouble, I had to learn that way, I'm showing you that you are the only one for me, I'm making my way to a better life, life is hard for me where's shorty let's talk about life and what it mean to us as one, never cross me my fault let's use status, this the shit that ninjas is not ready for, how many people signed to my team yes I'm buying everything up, the boss folk life 410, that's for the gees that know what's popping, my ninjas in the south know what that mean, building a brand takes a lot out of you feel me.

 

As I sit here wondering what's my next move, I hope all of the females that's supposed to be in my life stay in my life, yes there's others out there but when you want the ones that's been down with you from day one, you will do anything to stay with that lady, if there's know trust the relationship is going to be hard on the both of you, taking care of children is the best feeling in the world, I'm not in my children life but I'm writing everyday to let them know how I feel and what I'm going through, hopefully my children understand why and that I love them with all of my heart to my unborn children.

What does a black man need a faithful women, you can't find that anywhere I'm going to take my time on who I love, you are suppose to be in this position for all of the good reasons, I want a stand up women that know how to take care of her black man, I need one that spend time with me, one that love me and care for me, one that I can hold all night and every morning, One that respect me one that know how to treat me, all of these drugs is killing us, that's what they want us to do so we don't have a clear vision.

I see what's going on in this world, the only thing I can do is make me and family life better, I know words don't mean nothing I have to show and tell what happened on my way getting to this bag, yes make moves as I should never forget it's a war outside ain't know man safe but when you are protected by the baby nine, things look different from everybody else, I can't let my family down times get hard so what work through it, I'm almost at my peek, when you put everything on the table and just take the good with the bad like Big meech said your team become stronger and winners.

Living happy with you is all I want, going out to eat or to see a movie with you, how hard it is to get back on my shit, playing the field fuck that I need one girlfriend or a lot of girls that understand each other and all of them know about one another, you have to take care of all of them baby yes it's the hardest part of my life, I realize that it's not easy for you taking care of our children, I know I can't walk in your shoes and you can't walk in my shoes, let's meet half way and help each other out with what we need to do for our family, I'm living for this moment when we come together and be one.

Ninjas want to sign to my label but we don't need you, when I came back home the first thing he said was I need to get down or lay down, then I took the to the head and didn't shake hands with any of them, ninjas wasn't speaking to me but always ran to the spot to cop work from the spot that we was running and if anybody say different, ninjas know the truth why ride another man coat tail when you suppose to be getting to your bag out here, my label is building the strongest team out here cornering the market.

 

The level of this shit can't get faded, watching mines as always like I'm supposed to do, this is my little world that I have created in this time that I have on this earth, thank you for listening to me and a big shout out to my family for sticking this out with me, I'm so proud of us I just want you to know there's not a day that goes by that I'm not thinking of you, my mind is at its best when I leave here people will remember me, when you play this game yes your taking the hard way out, if you go to school that's the easy way out, learning believe me it's better.

Respect is giving when you give respect, due as to others as you want other to due unto you, everything's has to be set as a goal in your life, you do not have to speed up the process to get what you want out of life, people will work with you on what it is you are trying to accomplish trust me, ask people for help ask people to help you make good decisions out here, so I'm 34years old and I'm trying to change my life for the better, so that way I can grow to  the best of my ability, growing yes it mean leaving all of the negative bull shit alone but who wouldn't want to do that.

Trying your best that's really all you can do, you never give up also think about a plan before you try to jump right into something, that's why i play the back and learn the business and made sure I have the skills to run a corporation before putting my all into something or someone meaning investment, people will try to use you and the same people you see when your up you will see when your down, so you should be nice to everyone even if you are doing excellent or doing not so good but if your at your worse and people don't help you their not your friends from the beginning, stand you ground and make things happen for yourself.

From the first time she told me she was blank, the only thing I could think is she mines but the question still remain how, like the others was blank right, from that point on I did everything that I could do, I got calls every time she had an appointment, giving all that I got to make sure she have the best life, I understand that I have to stop the bull shit and get on point taking care of her, there's nothing I wouldn't do for her, she named her after my little cousin, the question is for what, maybe she's letting me know that there's a connection there.

I'm going back in time when everything was at its best, baby you take so much out of me, I'm putting my heart in your hands, can you see the plan that I'm planning, late night in the studio is hard but the hardest part is being away from you, the thoughts that I have in this mind when I think about are you cheating on me, when it all comes down to it I'm going to find out the truth, how hard is it to say yes to the one that's been there for you since day one, I never looked like I did anything when I was away from you, out of town yes I learned so much and the most important thing was being faithful to you.

 

So my brother heard me when I said Pete I'm reaching and he came through like a big brother, S.M.M until the day I die, I'm trying to change my life because that's what my brother would've wanted from me, I can hear him now telling me to keep my head up, all of this is just writings, yeah it's hell on earth you are all alone in this world, the question is why and he answered with I will, from simlack to rollack if you don't feel that, biggie said 16teen floor check it why is that your date of Birthday sex, you are my queen and I will do anything for you believe me when I say ninjas did cross me please excuse me status.

As days goes by we learn more about our partners, I'm all for the love that you have for me if it's for me and nobody else, connection names and other sort of stuff let's me know that these are my children, that's what I'm hoping for, nevertheless if not I have to go on with my life right and leave all of the ladies that I thought was in my life alone right, okay coming together as a family helps so much because we will have one another back at all times right, that's a sign of us sticking together right, letting nothing happen to each other right, whether it's you or me we have to take care of our responsibilities right.

Catch me in the drop top riding around with my ninjas, hustling get money when we at the top we still won't rest feel me, gangsters lay down how many shots ninjas can take, fuck what ninjas think hold mines down, re up always who got more pounds then my ninjas, yeah we got bricks to in the house chopping dimes up too, it's the way we live our life in the streets, looking over our shoulders from 12, gambling always on them corners, watching ninjas that's trying to get at us, you see me low a little bent but my ninjas stay high feel me, when you put money up who's money bigger, leaving this mic on fire hot like fire ninjas level shit up.

How about the game ninjas changed the game, I'm going to find me one that I can lay back with, one that knows her place holding me down, I'm not in these streets, I'm home working my business moves, that's all I want to do is keep my business at its best, I can't stop making hits, I have to keep my game where it needs to be and that's in the front and at the top, no days off work all day everyday fall back if you don't want to be one of them ninjas on the hit list, getting deep in these streets that's what NYC ninjas do all of the time, shout out to all my ninjas that love getting money.

You must stand strong through all of the bull shit, yes this life that I love you can't walk a mile in my shoes feel me, you and your ninjas don't cross each other, a lot of ninjas cross one another all of time, when do the rules apply to everyone, people talking about how many bodies they got, ninjas talking about all of the drugs they sell, this shit ain't knew to me, the best words I have is keep to your business to yourself, never let ninjas know your next move accept for your friends if they are really your friends, you are in this game until the day you die feel me.

 

Let's be friends if you help me out, I'm going to help you out, yes we can be more in time what's your status are you single, yes I'm single let's face it who care about your boyfriend unless that's me holding you close feel me, how come you deserve this love I'm giving you all of me to make you happy, that's all I want to do to you, ghost what's popping everything you want is yours, who would've thought this Junk town ninja would fuck with a girl from ghost town, let's keep getting this money follow the rules to this game, undressing you with my mind followed by sexing you.

This the shit that gets me hyped up, when you in my bedroom taking off your clothes getting naked with nothing but heels on, she started lighten up to get high but a course i'm drinking, yes she's more faded then me, I'm climbing on top of her, so do I have to tell you what else happened use your imagination, I'm all for getting mines as well as she's getting hers, she's the one and only one I want in this lifetime, I'm talking to you how many females is the question, I want all that I can sleep with if she's okay with it, we can all be friends, I promise to take care of all of you're let's experience the life that I have for you.

You always here for me, that's what I like to see from you, my love may find you in your heart, I appreciate what she's doing for me, the love of my life accept anyone trying to enter my heart, first we can start by talking  in the mind that's how I undress you, it ain't about sex in fact that's the last thing you need in a relationship baby, the time away from you is hard, helping me mean a lot to me, you feeding me means a lot to me, taking care of you is all I want to do for you, you said I was the one for you, we can't separate us from one another never and I mean that.

As I get close to you I'm wondering how that body feel, you remember when I had you a long time ago now it's about the joint that I had when I was younger and it's about the knew females that's with me, you stay on my mind baby this is the feeling that you give me when you on top, I'm the one that do for you so why would you cross me, I'm on the bottom of you watching you riding the d got me open trust me, I'm watching your body move side to side and up and down, when this here is over yes I'm going to call you, she's asking me don't treat me like one of these chicks you play.

You always talking about what you are going to do to me, I can't wait until the day you do something to me, everybody want a girl that's faithful to him not one that's for everyone, I'm watching you out the corner of my eyes, I'm watching you grow into a young lady here let me help you become a women, she want a ninja that don't talk about who they hit in others words had sex with, you showing your true feeling I ain't touching anyone, that's why a lot of females that's not in these streets want a man like me, let's come to terms that you want me, people thinking I'm tricking no I'm just investing mines in a women that knows what she want.

When you see this young ninja getting money maybe the baby is his, whatever it is there here let me fix this if not I'm like 100 feet away from you, you made your bed now lay in it, fast money ain't always good money, nowadays you need slow money stack up nice and easy, when you on the move hustling means you getting bigger ninjas can't fill your shoes, I might have to let my lady handing the baby nine, yeah it's hell in NYC the devil is evil look what the takeaway got us, grinding like know other, when you are a baby pit with a red nose feel me bite strong half of key will put me right where I'm supposed to be.

 

Live your life to the fullest understand me, what you don't know won't hurt you, but if she is doing things behind your back that's someone you can't trust, trust me what's in the dark comes to light, I'm doing this to let people know how hard it is to trust a female, if I have to watch everything you do that's not a happy relationship and if you have to watch what I do mean you don't trust me ether, I have business to attend to so watching you only going to make me lose money and I'm not letting that happen feel me.

If you know me then you know I'm one of the best rappers out here, I'm building this company that can't be stop, I'm showing true talent feel me, I'm not giving up on my dreams you can't take from me and expect me to do nothing, ninjas will remember me for getting this money the company that I own is the top of all top companies, it take time to write how much I have written or should I say wrote, my head staying in this book so my family have nothing to worry about, what do you want a man that hustle hard because I'm looking for a women that hustle hard in fact I want a women that work harder then me hold you down.

I love you, you put me where I need to be, these other girls mean nothing to me, money spend on you because the way you connect with me, I'm digging deep in my heart and guess what I found out, you are the one for me, taking care of you but I can't help but to wonder if you are using me for money, if not girl the world is in your hands, the growing with you and you loving me while I love you, this is a mission impossible let's prove them wrong, I'm doing my best in this relationship, the way you look like you the only one with me.

Get with the movement and don't be know follower feel me, keep your mind on what it is you are trying to do, stay to yourself girls out here having sex with a lot of people, please don't get it fucked up, if a man have sex with a lot of females he's a player but if she have sex with a lot of men she's a you know what, please keep mines to me and yourself, I don't need ninjas to be talking about my shorty sleep with everyone out here, you know what you signed up for yeah I'm faithful, as a matter fact get money please don't worry about what a female is doing.

Catch up ninjas I'm doing big things in my life, blood get shit popping feel me, hustle for real like know other, when you find the outcome of the game, you part yourself from that game, a' lot of females don't want a ninja with a job, I'm playing the game which ever way you get your money make sure you keep your money to yourself, hustle for yourself having this life you can't find a ninja like me in these streets, the grind don't stop because you got locked up, yeah I miss my dog for real, I'm getting out of my feelings, trying to remain sane.

When you feel the pressure, let me keep mines to me and I mean it this time, you have to move like you out here by yourself feel me, stop and don't do things for nobody anymore feel me, why the calls I think it's just to use me but guess what I got all of my blessing, I'm not pressing anybody to be with me, my female is up in heaven and that's where I'm going later feel me, I can't wait but until I'm there I'm taking care of my daughter, baby daddy love you the work I'm putting in this game, trust me everything has it's ups and downs, it's how you handle it.

Everybody has their chance to do something super in their life, mines happen to be writing stories and I'm proud of myself you going all the way with this and not giving up on it, write until you can't write anymore feel me, when it's all or nothing you will do your best and watch the outcome be super, you can't hold back my mind is telling me to keep growing up and be a man out here, make smart moves that's what a lady that has her life set is looking for, one that can do for herself and want you to bring something to the table feel me, somebody she can grow with.

I'm telling you right now the way things are going to go in a relationship with me, we are equal partners I know you feel that way more can I say, getting down at anytime a strong women but can get nasty at times, one that keep her level up gangster, this is a match made in heaven feel me, yes I'm causing havoc in this game, you are the definition of a gangster, making sure I'm okay I'm making sure you are okay that's what your partner do for you, even when you feel down I'm here to pick you back up and make sure you get back on your grind.

I'm in the streets, when you play in these streets, you better know life can go either way, a' lot of people died from this game or they go to black justice, I can't end up in those situation, yeah I'm in the house working, I see people in and out of black justice, my daughter could never take me in jail, I have to talk to her everyday of her life to let her know it's okay, planning for her to be great she mean so much to me, there's nothing I wouldn't do for her, this is why I'm building this empire so she never have to work a day in her life feel me, my grind shows all she know is daddy this daddy that your mother miss the both of us.

 

910 Trillion - Yo when will you learn everybody ain't here for you but one thing you have to win, what the fuck you look like trusting these females, keeping my head dead in the book, yes I'm counting my blessing from the man up stairs, when you have him sitting on the left side of your hand anything is possible feel me, I got to stay focus on what it is I'm trying to do, life is to short ninjas will use you for money, I'm in these streets, ain't nobody saying anything about that, until you put yourself in that situation.

920 Trillion - The way I miss you, I promise to never let anybody take your place, the way you use to handle my business out here on these streets, I remember the conversation we had when you said go handle your business and I'm going to handle mine, kissing your lips felt so good, looking out of the window seeing the stars and the moon at night knowing you are watching over me, like you are my angel I know why God needed you close to him because you are a reflection of me and taking me at that time wasn't in his plans.

930 Trillion - You mean everything to me, I know money isn't everything and being there is better then the money, but your mother got me working hard to give you the best life that you could ever want baby I love you, I miss you so much I miss holding you in my arms, I remember the first time I seen you I was walking up the block at a block party and your mother and her friend was talking to one of her male friend and I kept walking she came up to me and said that's your daughter and I said I know, after the block party was over we walked together to my house and you and your mother stay over night at my house.

940 Trillion - The hustle don't stop keep getting your money, watch your back feel me, I had to come to a understand that the world move on and on, you have to be on your grind, pass work off to who buy from the game, mean while I have the connects that ninjas want but I'm not giving up on myself, miss me with the bull shit plan carefully never let them get the upper hand on me and if so I bet the baby nine isn't playing know game with know one, as hard as it is you have to be a man and stand up.

950 Trillion - The more you do the more he want to fall back, can't makeup my mind about you, yes the misses is you and our life has to move forward because there's nothing more to do for you, the life we have let's share this time together and make sure it last forever, I'm humble let's see how far this is going to go, I'm at the last straw in this relationship, you need that need this playful vibes, I promise to make our relationship last the words you told me.

960 Trillion - When you work hard I don't want to end up in court or go to black justice, the game there's a' lot of people that be telling on each other, I can't understand how ninjas go to jail and be out quicker then a mother fucker or if it's along time and the time get cut in half or little to nothing, ninja if you get the time you have to do it, if you get out early I guess that's what they call early behavior, I just don't get it, people say mase left because of who I asked him S.M.M feel me.

970 Trillion - I hope I can get this raps to the end of time, I'm working hard for you and you know that right baby, loving that body you coming out of the shower, when I'm at your house for what is it game you running on me, calling you and she respond in a voice that I never heard before, it sounds like this baby I love you, tell me if I'm taking it to far or is this going to work out for the best of me, yes I have a 1on1 feel me and I love her with all of my soul.

980 Trillion - What the fuck I have to go through to stay focus, only Lord knows how hard I worked on this, the pace mean everything to me, the satisfaction of knowing you did it means a' lot to me, the hustle the grind the wait period you take to get where you want to be at, it seems like it never ends work I mean, planning your moves that you going to make, when you own the company you been working so hard for, the time you put into your writing at night and in the day time and afternoon.

990 Trillion - The sweat the pain the worries the death the life, whatever you are involved with just hold your head up, keep pushing through life, look God right in his eyes and ask for what you want, trust me he will give you what you asked for in due time, that's what you call a prayer and you pray with your hands together, that's the way he hear your thoughts, it's up to him rather you deserve his blessing feel me, you do good by others and good will come to you.

150 Zillion - Fall back and let me handle this, the way a real man handle his business out here, let go never get upset never yell at you never baby, I'm taking care of you for the rest of your life, we pretend nothing is wrong with what we see, yeah people single me out and now look people asking for my help hope all is well, the reason we in this place is because we grind for this spot, everybody was asking me why and I said because I had money in it.

151 Zillion - Get down and dirty a man want a female like that no, I want one that respect herself all of the time, one that got an education one that have businesses one that's getting to her bag but also respect herself, one that know when to tell another man no, if he tries to get her number, one that's faithful one that look out for her man even if I'm not there, one that has my back, that's a' lot to ask but if she's a Godly women that's where she stand.

3 - When you been grinding since 1992 a year after my uncle pass away, my heart has been cold from that day forward and can't anyone tell me differently, the hustle don't stop watching what's coming in from overseas, when the drugs and money add up there's know way you can be mad at who work for you or the connect that's sending the work overseas, patience is a must and the most important part that you have to have when you in these streets, yes I have so much coming overseas and I cannot let 12 lock me up because if 12 do, I might not never come home.

4 - What's the plan you might ask well here it is playing both sides can get people miss leading you, you can take a horse to the water but can you make it drink, I'm not calling people out a lot of shit happened to us, when I mean us I mean loo loo and coo coo and Jamie o, who did the killing well I guess I will never know, it's a Harlem thing, sometimes I think about what I know and if you wasn't there you can't talk about it, these others say big up to them, the war been on since before my time, dam dot let it loose the rain happened one time.

5 - Meanwhile I'm sipping on something to drink, she in the cut smoking a blunt getting high as ever, you know me I'm on my way to see if I can get me a dance, she in the club partying like there's know tomorrow, so as I pull up she saw the eye contact, she started moving toward me, we met half way shorty bad as fuck, I'm thinking this is one that I want to take home with me, then I asked her what's her name and she said my name is sexy, I said that's the part of the set that I'm in, she said for real.

6 - I know you think about me and I think about you, she said age ain't nothing but a number, that's why I hold you so close to me, I can wait until you are ready to love me, yes she's my world my heart beat, I remember when we was kids, we did everything together, this is the reason I'm missing you, I want to tell you our daughter is okay, what more can I do for you in this day in age, keep looking down on me or are you right her on earth, I'm trying to figure it out, the congress wrote me a letter and three days was on there, maybe there's some truth to that.

7 - You the soul owner of my heart, baby make up your mind, I'm telling you the one that you think you want to be with have different ideas about you and her relationship, so you playing all of these games right, let me get out of my feelings, you better turn on that player card and lay up with all of these chick that you can lay with, the one I want is playing hard to get and she is the one that I have to see when I get to heaven, first off you follow the rules of a relationship before you find yourself by yourself and I can't have that happening to me.

1 - When the bloods started in 93, yes it was hell in New York City, everybody running around with the ox on them, ready and willing to handle their business feel me, it was all apart of the game that we were in, buck fifty was one of the ways that you can get down or 031, either way you have to go through one or the other, back then everyone wanted to be down with it, streets turning up and one thing females couldn't denied dog unless you had a 101, as for me my 101 was handling her business apart from me and best believe she attached herself to me, where she can never leave me again.

2 - When you know the street life isn't working, you have to get a job to provide for your family, being in these streets isn't all what it crack up to be, running from 12 and you never know when 12 coming with that indictment, I'm not trying to go to black justice know time soon, when the connect say you can't get out because we making so much money, you try your best to stay out of the way, when the exchanges is going on, when there's money and drugs ninjas get greedy, what do you tell a ninjas that's eating to much stop being greedy.

3 - Ninjas have to understand that you handle business with your friends, if everyone handle their business, everything will move smoothly nobody want to go to black justice, my friend and I trying to get out of the game and get into this rap shit, all my ninjas nice with this microphone, we all put that work in, you do not always have to be a street ninja, street ninjas trying to get out of the streets, let me tell you one thing we have to take our time with this rap shit, trust and believe it's coming to us feel me.

4 - Now you know I'm not the type to be played with, moving on don't worry I have no feelings, my heart is blank after my shorty passed away that's why I'm not hanging around ninjas, who set me up maybe I can forgive but it's hard to forget, young ninjas getting all of this money, watching ninjas close feel me, when you rest up it's more that's in your corner why not love me when I'm here, the battle is a must and there's nowhere to run, it's deeper then rap with me, yes I started off with nothing and now I'm at my best.

5 - You should always know your place in these streets, everybody trying to be a boss nowadays, you should know right from wrong while you in this game, strip ninjas with know problem, all of this gangster shit that's going on in these streets but when them folks come please do not start telling, you should always stay in line and mind your business, when street shit happens you keep your mouth close, you should already understand the street codes, if you do not know them you better learn quick.

6 - When you balling can't nobody stop you, you need to stop acting out all of the time, what's the difference from a ninjas that get money and got money, no I'm not chasing the paper, I'm laying back when it's all over we will see who has the bigger pockets, you have to know how to manage your money, you have to stack and save what you make, just in case you don't know wherever the money coming from, you never bite the hand that feed you, you control what you want and do not let anyone tell you different.

1 - Something just don't feel right, maybe she's in another man arms, how can I get over this, when she promise me the best life if I wait for her, you told me so much and now I'm wondering is it true about what I hear about you, she's my pride and joy, I'm sorry but there's know way we can be together because who's cheating on me, my heart is at a stand still with these thoughts that run through my mind, I had enough I want to walk out and start over, only God knows how I feel, dear Lord I'm sending my blessings to you.

2 - I only want one thing out of life and that's to take care of my family. She's telling me look at the bigger picture, I like when you give your all in a bad situation, she brings out the best in me, you make all of my dreams come true, tell me are you feeling me cause I'm feeling you, let's take the next step and that's getting closer to each other, I think about you all the time, I'm trying to give you all of the things that my lady wants, I'm less worried because you are cared for and I'm never giving up on this life.

3 - If what you are doing is true keep moving on, I'm not here to watch what you are doing out here on these streets, if you want to be with someone else be my guess, she is telling me to com down ain't nothing happening, am I suppose to believe her, loyalty is hard to come by so if you have someone that you trust take care of them, it's nothing more you can ask for then a women that do not lie to you, her word is trust worthy yes that's all I ask for, doing that will get you whatever you want, time will only tell if she's the one for me.

4 - It's like you want to bring the worst out of me, I'm trying to keep a level head, when she move the way she move and you know she's cheating, phone calls at night and she's telling me it's her friend in the back of my mind maybe it's my fault, you take my kindness for a weakness, I'm about to get up and find the strength to move on, tomorrow you want me to see your child, I can't figure this out one minute it's this and the next minute it's that, I'm happy to see her but the thought of knowing makes me feel good like yes I know the answers.

5 - When times get hard you stayed by my side, I promise to take care of you, from this day forward trust me, please do not let me down, what do you want or should I say what can I do for you, the love of my life, you the only one I see with good intentions, take my hand let's walk down the block smiling at the same time tears are in our eyes, the world is hard but if we pray we will get through it, the heart wants what the heart wants and that's you, follow my lead and I will not lead you down the wrong path trust me.

6 - Anything is possible when you put your all into what you are doing, when I was out of town, I lost 2 of my friends down there, yes we was turned up, a lot of people was repping boss stomp, ninjas had a price on my head, ninjas that had money on my head isn't here anymore, walking with this ground beneath me, my brother telling me to handle my business, I'm trying to make all of us proud of what we do, running in these streets, ninjas know the call ball you, that's a calling that we use when we was out of town.

7 - Come back like Jordan wearing the 45, ninjas play to much you never had her, when she got on the plane it was seven females like the seven sisters in the Ten Commandments, she knew the calling was to come inside of me asap, and she did just that with no questions asked, shorty gave me life and with her I can do anything in this world I put my mind too, walking from a distance down south got to the beauty shop and barber shop, guess who walks in the door lay lay as she walks pass I got right up and walks into the room love at first sight.

All I can say is do your best, stay out of the way and please do not hustle backwards, know you at your best, going out all fucking night know I'm just playing, what's on my mind is these writing that's the way I hustle, yes you can say what you want to say about me, I'm never changing up my ninjas will stay my ninjas, I can't wait until this is over, my ninjas stay rolling deep in these streets, S.M.M. at the end of the day we are a money gang feel me, if you ain't about getting money stay out of my way.

When you dealing with people that you get money with it makes the trust better and stronger, staying in this game yes it's hard but the grind is what I love about it, you stand up and make what you have the best  that you have and never let anyone take that from you, showing off to the people that love you the most, always looking out for you and you looking out for me, you the best thing that ever happened to me, you are my strength the way we talk every night is a blessing, yes we can move at your pace, I'm never rushing you.

Let's not make this harder then it has to be, ninjas in this drug game yeah I know you want to fall back but you can't, you have to stay on your job to get your money, yes knowing black justice is there and yes you can get picked up, I know what you mean when you say jake are always on our back but guess what we handling business as we are supposed too, the game isn't going to change up fuck jake, you know the hustle is real when jake are always on your back, why fall off when you have so much more to do out here.

Thank you been by my side since I came home, the only thing on my mind has she moved on and left me behind, just in case you didn't know the love I have for my family, nobody know how hard it is to be in a relationship with a man like me, I see you the heart is talking to you, please do not let my love go anywhere, keeping you in my prayers that this life we have last forever, yes I see your sexy body if only I can touch you right now, one of my senses tells me that you are for me, let's take this one day at a time, getting to know one another.

Hold me tell me you are my queen, looking for one takes time but I'm looking everywhere, if I find the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with cumsi, this is the half of me are you locked and loaded, yes you are walking down the block, my heart scared as you getting closer to me, seeing my daughter made me feel better and this is the way it's supposed to be, you always knows how to tell me keep my head up and a course I'm listening to you, the body is a temple the slashes that I have on my temple. 

You want to understand the way you do what you do to get out of a situation, the time you have on this earth you have to make it better, by doing things that the world can understand, plan your moves carefully at all times, when you get put in a position that the world looks at you, the passion of you and what you love to do is the best blessing that you can ever want out of life, growing take stages the first part is the controlling part of your life, do good always by showing the world that you can uplift yourself at anytime.

You always make thing right by me, all I know is you helped me travel through hard times, understanding your mind is so hard, I'm your care taker and I love being there for you, know matter the ups and downs you are always in my corner, this is the life that God has set for us, holding you close to me, it's all up to you on the way you want to go, buying your heart you can't pay for sex, I'm waiting for the one that completely understands me, I know that I have this calling do you believe me.

You took everything, you spent everything, I know I did you wrong my bad baby, when you walked out of my life, I gave up on life but then I looked up and saw a vision of you in my mind telling me everything's going to be okay, that's what I live by it's been along time 17teen years and I'm still faithful to you, yes I'm upset but I don't show it at all, when your depressed about losing someone, it hurts yes the pain is real for me, looking at this knew life I have with you, it's because of you I'm able to be standing here now being the man that you deserve.

There's nothing wrong with growing up, everybody putting our black queens down because they think that when they get in a relationship with them, the only thing they want is money and the only thing they do is party at clubs, I'm here to tell you their are some black women that want a man to help them become successful in life, the only thing we have to do is give them a little push and watch what a black women can do, a lot of the time men treat them as if they are only good for having sex with and not for making them wifey.

 

There's a lot of changes going on in the world today, men not being manly and females not being lady like, where do I see myself in five years, let's see still working hopefully, but on a real note everyday people die from HIV, you can't have sex just to be having sex, men sleeping with men and females sleeping with females in the future numbers may rise to 1 out of 5 have HIV, this disease is killing people and until we educate ourselves on it, it will continue to rise and grow in numbers.

Meet the parents, Me if this world wasn't designed to destroy black families, how hard is it to go out and hustle for your family, it looks like the world is coming to a end, the people that design your clothes play for the other side and it's okay by us, our black men use to be strong men but that's changing before my eyes, if you can't get this picture you falling behind in life, okay sell your soul, yeah I run the illuminati, the dot on my hand follow the rules six shot into his ken out of the gun ninjas be a father you killing your sons.

Just in case you didn't know you are my queen, I'm letting you know this, so you do not have to worry about another female, you hold this special place in my life, let's do this the right way, lets stay connected so we never part and if we part we have to remain friends, tell me what you want from me, I'm trying to give you the world but the world is on my shoulders, I have to be a strong man to still be here standing up with my head held high, you the only one that look out for me and I know that now.

When you get in this game ninjas get picked off everyday, the question is what are you going to do about it, making moves like you always make your moves, you call ninjas your friends but are they really your friends, friends has one another back it doesn't matter what happened, you ride or die with me until the wheels fall off, the gangsters always going to black justice I can't see myself going there, if you don't want to go there you have to stay out of the streets, handle yours to the max, S.M.M you know what this is called for, go all out or don't go out at all.

Things seem like it isn't right, know matter what I try to do for you, I'm trying my best baby can't you tell, the way the world is designed a man like me have to work harder for what I want, you talking about you miss me, I'm handling business for me and you, so we can be straight in the future, you always looking over my shoulders telling me to work harder, you can't see this is what I am doing from morning tonight, the game isn't like it use to be, I'm getting older and business is doing its best, I accomplished so much in this lifetime.

Thinking about what's mines can only mean one thing, it's not really mines at all, things have to change for the better as a community, there's know one man that can make all of this happen, times is only getting harder for us, we need to stand together as a people and stop killing one another, the more we unite the better our chances is starting a knew beginning, yes have faith strive for what you believe in, never let anyone tell you different, we need to stand together as one unit and stop letting people separate us, let's get back to loving each other as a family.

When friends turned foe and I'm not talking about my ninjas, as I get deep in this movement that's going on, lord please bless me some more, I know I didn't do everything right as you wanted but I'm here to make up for my mistakes, should I or should I not trust a female, I have a daughter to teach what's right I can't afford to make a mistake ever again, you bring me so much joy this life wouldn't be the same without you here on earth, yes it was hard but I overcame the life that I used to live and fuck the world until I'm gone.

The thought of me and you raising our children together, there's nothing in the world I wouldn't want to do but be there for you and my family, I know it's all or nothing, she's telling me enough is enough, God's watching over me and the lady that controls this life that I'm in, the way she looks at me tells me she want what's best for me, spending time together that's all she want from me and who am I not to give it to her, eye contact is a must undressing each other mind now that's what I'm working on.

 

Who you know better then me, let's get something straight the game fell off, what is people hustling for sneakers and clothes, lets see who can build an empire, let's see who's getting to this money, yeah everything change but guess what I'm changing with it, so there's going to be a problem out here on these streets and for those that get money with me, let's keep stacking this paper, I'm never looking back my uncle always told me look forward to the future, ninjas made the game water down but I'm going to keep it real.

Prices on my head, ninjas talking about why I changed I changed for the better feel me, the street life made me think about what if I died who would've gave a fuck, I know these young bulls ain't playing, the rain on the dot lord the location is on my hand, guess what if the rain pour who can stop it, the plague in the Ten Commandments seven days of sins, this that shit that happens when you dealing with a person like me, I can't look back salt from dust to dawn, the world follows what the man upstairs have to say.

This blood shit ninjas think that they on the books, it took 101status spreading blood out of my body for this bulls shit, 5 still popping how many ninjas really put work in, I been in this U.B.N. since I was 15teen years old, what you don't know about this gang everybody want in, there's rules to this game never fall under one nation, this nation must understand the rules, yes I miss rollack but simlack know he's looking through the eyes of his set, ninjas get in where they fit in and please stop set tripping.

What's pressure the thought of you haven't ate, that's where the gun play come from, robbing people with no remorse being in this game yes problems happens, it's all about what you do when the pressure is on, knowing she wants a baller not a man that works for his the right way, it isn't a enough money in this game, you have to be a kingpin that gets more then 70 kilograms flying by planes or by trains or by buses or by boats traveling and the shipment coming over to the U.S.A. the only thing I'm telling myself handle that time if I get caught.

Not a day goes by that I do not think of you, you are the rock of this family, letting the kid know that you care about me and that's what I love about you, trust me you make my day go by smooth, wherever you at it doesn't matter what time you call I'm there, how come when I write something you tell me what I'm talking about or should I correct what I am saying, letting me know that you are reading what I am writing makes me feel good, it's times like this that I need a women touch, you know you the only one for me, my shorty different I brag different.

Si when you listen to that 2pac shit, you feel like you imitated the other side, whoever not with you move on, the way I move bomb first we can never do business together, you have to make your moves so you can take care of what your future has in it, the bitches will always be there and I'm not taking shots, I'm quoting a line from New Jack City, I can remember on July 4 me and big tab in the car with my uncle Clyde and driving down the 155 bridge, my uncle stop and then hangs a man over the bridge then we drive to 8ave uncle lights a firework under the car we almost blew up bonafide hustler.

You get to this money know matter what's the case, my ninjas telling me let's do the dam thing, I'm telling them I'm falling back and stacking this paper, you in the mix with this street life, that's because I'm handling my business for real, you have to be a stand up man that the streets respect feel me, whatever you do, do it to the max, you might lose sometimes, you might fall down but you get right back up and stand on your two feet, that's what I man do, the game don't change just keep handling the tasks that's thrown at you.

I built this empire, I can't let them get involved with what I am doing, if you want to do business with them go head, no fucking way I'm getting money with people that set me up, connection heard that call and got it to me asap and I'm addicted to getting this money, I'm not mad tell others get their money, as long as my shorty straight building a company so she shouldn't have to worry about anything, it's a double take flashes flash cross my mind and its tells me, people ain't to be trusted, where do we go from here, I know where I'm going and that's to the top.

 

When you actually get to 126 zillion dollars, that's all I wanted, I worked as a doctor for 10years 8 of the those years,  every paycheck was 20 trillion dollars getting pay for times a week added up to 122.880 zillion dollars and 2years was 40 trillion dollars a month added up to 7.680 zillion dollars, = 130.560 zillion dollars, being born on 3/17 every years was a zillion up to 26, so that additional 156.560 zillion dollars, I got 16 copyright paper already and 5 on its way, that's 177.560 I did my taxes one time that add up to 179 zillion dollars plus 25 verses that hasn't been copyrighted added up to 204 zillion.

Dealing with a drug empire is hard and it takes a lot out of you, you have to make sure the money is sent to who's supposed to get it, you have to make sure you get the shipment, you have to get it to everyone in the inner cities, you have to make sure you have a strong team that won't brack when 12 come looking, you can't tell on your friends, you have to stand tall at all times, this drug dealer said you can't use force, you have to use brains because when bodies start disappearing, that when 12 dig deep in try to bring an indictment on you and your friends.

When shit gets hot you get the burner and handle business, ride around looking for who you got beef with, fuck what ninjas think get this money, you better be willing to go all out in this game, the only way to go is to the top, you better get your shit together out here, when the money low rob and steal become apart of your everyday living, you will do anything to put food on your plate right, mask on with the baby nine full clip and one in the chamber, this is how real ninjas get down when their back is to the wall never forget that, everything looks easy from the man that has nothing point of view, he's always down when it comes to doing anything for the money.

What do it take for a street ninja to get out of the streets, you have to plan yeah first it was the drug game, dealing 24/7 1st ave to 7ave, you know when your name is popping when the streets and jails talk about you, tell me what the fuck ninjas want from a ninja like me, yeah I walk around with that dot on my hand, damu get this money and stop worrying about what ninjas think about you, keep your head on getting this money, I was never the type that talk about all of the cars and clothes and jewels I got because I don't have that, I'm from the mud where when it rains ninjas get wet, so never cross me when you speak to me about crossing me use status.

When your in a gang they expect you to be down for whatever, there's some gang members that get money, as for me I put in work when I was a young solider and now I'm calling shots, there's a' lot of Sex Money Murder that do positive things, take me for example I'm giving back the knowledge that was giving to me, nobody want to die at a young age, the game can and I'm going to say this again you can die from the game, you have to be head strong with two bullets one on each arm in the form of the cross, the left arm in and the right one out and people wonder why I don't give a fuck, play with God and Jesus if you want, in the come of seven days.

The dark man X we did business in these streets, whoever say its not true ask kiss why he said the dog can't beat it sin, who the one that put all of your favorite rappers in this game, I ain't playing my money was put into all of these black record labels, what I has bless myself with let know man take that from us, shit get hot yeah I'm rolling with the punches that the world has thrown at me, the game don't change ninjas change it the same shit just a different day, getting down at any cost out here you have to pay attention to what's going on, if one of your friends die you are supposed to strike back right, if ninjas tell that's what they call telling and I couldn't go out like that.

The moves ninjas make can get you in trouble, you have grind until the day you die, looking in my eyes you see a person that will do anything to stay on top, what are you doing on these streets and selling drugs hustling everyday and night, trying your best to play strong if you are trying to stay in this game, when the last days come you will know it, you never let yourself down, try to keep yourself happy maintain everything that goes on in your life, buying clothes and cars and houses yeah it's fun but when them people come you better have bell money or else you'll going to black justice and nobody want to be there, so stay positive and handle yours to the max.

When everybody come together to get this money everybody can eat, it's good to see people putting their difference aside to grow together, everybody need help in this game, do your thing bro can't knock the hustle, build and plan help people become more wiser in this game, it help the people in need to become more faithful to the code that anyone can get money together, you take what you see and help others see what you see, HW to BK is a good look that's what I been saying all this time, ninjas got to put their pride to the side and learn from one another it's enough money out here for everybody you just have to be willing to get it.

Murder put your hard hat on before you step to me, yeah we running the streets don't get put in the body bag for real, ninjas think I'm playing this that gangster call right, fuck the money it's about whose real in these streets, you made your bed now lay in it, I'm laying down with know remorse feel me, take care of all of that gangster shit you talk about, we got young ninjas ready to ride, sex money murder continue to get this money, that's all I see and trust me when I get on or should I say when I open up my company a'lot of people is going to be good, ghost what it hit for peeping eye sight, laid it down and the baby nine let loose at anytime.

The older kids from the block was about 15teen years old and older, the younger kids from the block was 13teen years old and younger, so it started out with us going to house parties, that led to the skate key, it was about 15 older kids and like 12 younger kids, so the first time I went was with day day and we had so much fun there, when easter came around the year was 1996, a couple of my friends went to skate key, skate key had a'lot of girls there, so as we walked in a'lot of girls was looking at us, like we was the knew kids in there, about 8:00clock the dance floor open up and me and my friends started dancing, we all spread it out, you know that first day we was popping.

So everything was going good, until this one girl came up to me on the dance floor, yeah I dance with her and we exchange phone numbers, going back to the block we went to my friend house and feel asleep, the next day we got up, we use to play up the block verses down the block in basketball, so we did that, the younger kids use to fuck with about what set we in, the block was real live back in the days, ninjas just be hanging out, fighting with the young kids that lived on the block, the young kids was growing up real fast, half of us went to the school IS90, having beef with different races up there but you know we hold our down.

Shit got hot for us, we going everywhere not giving a fuck about what ninjas think, my guess ninjas single me out because I was getting girls for a reason that I undressed in all of my stories, my friends and I was leaving school early to go to my other friends school to pick them up and we was cutting school to hang out with girls, some of us started smoking weed at a young age, then the blood came to New York City in full effect in 97 everybody was turning blood, bloods was all over the city, meanwhile back on the block I had a couple of girls there but the girls was hanging out to, going to parties and skate key, the girls was dancing with ninjas to, girls was messing with my friends also.

In the back of my mind I had a family that I was handling business for, its been about 20years since I slept with anyone from New York City and its been 17years since I slept with anyone in this whole wide world, ninjas was in their feelings was it about a girl no it was about money, we got to stay friends blood in blood out, people rolling up on me and friends wanting to fight us, we not scared but where did the hate come from, so something happen to one of the girls and a close friends I thought was a friend did it, then we got to run up on some young kid and knock him out, I told him tell your friends to come holler at us.

Later on that day they came uptown with like 75 people we in the park and they wanted to fight, so me and my friends walked out of the park and walked down the block and told 151 everybody ran up the block, we caught up to them cops came and everybody went home and we is hot as fish grease, the kid move down south, fast forward to 2005, I came back home got on the phone with my bros and told him 142 he said he can handle that okay, it's a'lot work that's going to be coming in, so we started up light couple of o's everybody started knowing we had it, money started coming in, we moved from o's to pounds quick.

My ninjas started rapping Mobvill and Baz Set, what's better then handling drug business and rapping, we had everybody in Harlem coping from us, I was doing my thing to writing stories, soon we will have the market fucked up, our crew got next, money coming in fast drugs going out fast, every week like 30thousand, ninjas couldn't tell my ninjas nothing, meanwhile I'm at home coming out in the day time, my ninjas handling the night side of things, we had shit locked down, block was lit at that time, everybody like brothers ninjas fight but we get right back together, up and down the block people running in and out of the block to cop work.

The person that I'm willing to spend the rest of my life with have to be a women, that knows what she want out of life, listen do not cross me because in the long run you will need me again, karma didn't come back to me because I did nothing wrong when I left my home, my kids was on my mind all of the time and you know that because I'm always saying my kids mean everything to me, I hope my kids understand why daddy isn't there, trust me it's not because I didn't want to be there for you, it's because God and Jesus gave me this located on my hand and I had to follow what they had in store for me and I'm thankful for our life together.

Things don't make to much sense when I think about it, yeah I'm in the move for you to come see me, showing is believing that's what people say, I'm doing everything that I can do for you, yes it's hard taking care of you, she don't want me in these streets anymore and I'm not going to be in these streets anymore, opening up a company is what she want, how are our children going to eat in the future, can't you see I'm trying my best baby, the work gets me tired sometimes and I'm up for now handling business for us until the day I die, I'm making up for all the wrong that I did so trust me and I'm going to trust you.

How can you pace back and forth, please tell me what you want, I'm only one man and this man has the world on his shoulders, I hope I'm touching the people that I need to touch, I need you to tell me if this is something that you want, baby what do this mean that you are trying to find yourself, didn't I do everything to keep this relationship on point and focus, tell me what did I do and don't tell me, it's because cheating is okay, I know that wasn't right, you asked me to put souls together and that's what I did, baby do you know how hard that was, shedding all of this blood off of my body.

Let's have makeup sex people say that's the best sex, If we ever get mad at each other, let's yell and scream at one another, having fights gets me upset but the loving after it's over, from the time I walked in the house you started telling me about all of these girls that I'm supposed to be sleeping with, meanwhile I'm telling you it's not true why don't you believe me, you the only one I have in my heart and mind and soul and body feel me, being away from you for a little time hurts me, when you vow to be with someone you love that person.

What's so true about our relationship is we understand one another, people say when times get rough, you will probably leave me by myself, it takes a strong women to stick around and wait until something good comes out of it, one that's always holding me up and never letting me go, bring your sexy ass here and let's talk about our friendship, baby I'm calling out to you do you hear me, show and tell I'm showing you and I'm never telling what we went through, let's keep it to ourselves and never talk about what goes on in the house, let's keep what we talk about only for our ears baby.

What if I was thinking about helping someone with what they want to do, how important it is putting someone in position to do better, so I'm this writer that want to see someone grow but what if they do nothing for you, theirs so many other girls, if another guy can help them then why I can't help another female accomplish their goals, my feelings go back and forth but soon I'm willing to get over the pass, wishing me a happy birthday giving me a card, they never did but everything they want who take care of it, I know someone would appreciate me, giving me something never was the plan.

When we ride on the people that set me up, I'm in peace now but I still have to watch my back, the gangsters turned friends you know how the streets do, when you on top they running with you but when you at the bottom they will leave you, what do you want me to do going out partying no why there's money on the table, eat the whole plate you and your ninjas, you don't want to bring to much pressure from the 12, look what Harlem turned too, when you dry snitching on shit that was going on.

When you stay in blood bath, who's sending shots at me even the closet faded make me think was it about money, I pray to God it wasn't that, fuck the other side it's west side until the day I damu one die on the hand as you can see, the body the temple the mind all of that could've been taking from me, when I was going into murder, so being scared isn't a problem of death when you know what it feel like, the more the game change the more these people claiming blood and for what, south side get down together miss you brother.

You telling me to dig deep inside of my soul and bring out the good in me, the wait is over here I go again back on my bull shit, yeah I was hoping the drug spot don't get ran in it, after it happened ma left  nothing found in it, put what happened in a book so ninjas know what a young ninja was down for, the stronger the more pain I'm going through it, bomb first before they bomb on you, classes yeah get the business straight before you die and I better go out by God or the dot let loose, if the rain starts let the 40 days and 40 nights happened, what if it never stop.

Pump fake get you nowhere nowadays, stand on your 2 feet never let know one take that from you, the game yeah it's hard to play by the rules, don't ever tell the 12 before you do knowledge that the streets ain't fucking with you anymore, this the rules that I a by by, I was a young ninja friends didn't know what I was into in these streets, just because you don't touch work doesn't mean you don't have work, if I could've live a straight life I would've, but what ninjas don't know won't hurt them and for those that know and if you didn't know, I guess now you know, my goal is to get wealthy not rich that's where I'm at right now.

Make your mark in this game so people will remember you and don't take shit follow the rules feel me, it's another world that's the business world that's what I'm trying to get into, yeah it's hard to get in but when you own the biggest company in the industry, I'm not giving up yet the pressure that was put on me, I'm trying my best to contain it, when the world is watching you attend to carry yourself different, yes you ride for what you believe in never take no for an answer feel me, keep grinding until the day you die don't forget it's one in the chamber and sixteen in the clip.

In this game of life you can't let anything or anyone get to you, you take the good with the bad and the bad with the good, standing here not knowing what you want to do is a no no, you have to figure out what it is that you want to do, right now I know for one I'm not thinking about what anyone is doing but me, female or male unless I trust you, trust is a strong word I just don't throw that word around just like that, I take my time with everything I want to do even if it mean finding a female, my mind is on my company and taking care of what need to be taking care of out here.

You have know wins when it comes to the streets, this world is not to played with, I been in this game since 82, you not ready for a person like me on your mind, keep it up that's what my ninjas say keep pushing, in the mist of it all the street life isn't what it use to be, I can't get over this shit if you get caught do your time, I know the feds watching but I'm not scared at all, if it goes down it goes down, I'm able to rise over this bull shit, keeping my com should be one of the things, that a young man learn in these streets, who want war feel me.

What goes up must come down, you try to remove yourself from the bull shit but guess what it keep surfacing, you know my model keep the paper on the mind, ninjas get cash everywhere stay on top, I'm not know hater first and foremost form a team that's loyal, if you can't trust your ninjas then who can you trust, if you still doing the same thing you was doing when you was a teenager it's time to grow up, know shade thrown I'm laughing at what's taking place, this is for all my real ninjas in New York City getting to that bag.

Outlaws watching the path that you take, can be so hard watch your soul before you leave anything unanswered, keep moving fuck the drama can't stand me then ride, yeah it's the pen that continues to get busy, I'm not letting ninjas knock me off, I'm thankful God and Jesus watch over me, the bottom line when it all falls down pick it up and you smile even if you can't take it, never let them see you sweat, I'm from the battle grounds, where we want to see our people win the battle that we are facing feel me never let up.

The most highest power what do you have for me, we better be talking big money, you always fighting with your feelings, yeah at sixteen I went to a place that there's a'lot of folks yeah I threw it up and they also threw it up, traveling back home was a reminder the block is going to lose one of his soldiers, yes I miss you the connection between you and your family lives forever, who said it was the emotional roller coaster losing you, I know you watching over the mobvill family, this is why I'm going to continue to hold my head up.

When you have a strong friendship with God who can take the blesses he has for you away nobody that's who, be one with yourself and never follow I was taught always to be a leader, you have to know what you want in life or else nothing will get done in your life, set goals follow those goals until you achieve them, people will try to tell you can't do it, but you have to keep pushing the mind state that you in will become something like I am in and that's the zone, work hard and be considered about others who want to help you accomplish your dreams.

It's always a lesson to be learn in this life, so that's where we stand never seeing you again it's fine with me, my mind is on these  raps the conversation we had talked about being half in this game with you being my manager yes if that's what you want you got it, the next time we bump heads yes I will say something to you trust that, whoever ride with me still watching my back and who stand on the side of me, I love the people that pull for me, I can see everything that's in the front of me, I'm never letting them take me without a fight trust and believe that.

When that day come that I have to let my children take over the company, it will be well planned out, so not that much work have to be applied to the company, everything will be running smooth as it could move growing as time pass by, you think I'm working this hard so my company can fail never failure, I'm going to grind so hard that the non believer believes in what I'm doing, I got to stay focus on what I'm doing out here, knowing that you are still alive that's all I needed to know and want forever, God hears my prayers that's why I talk to him everyday and this is the blesses he has send me.

This goes out to the ones that has my back, you learn something knew everyday, this here is for 2pac and Biggie, this is how storytelling tell there story, who would've give a fuck if I was shot, I see everything like people with people that set the gang up but it's a blazer world, hot like fire yes I was 5007 for along time, fighting to get back to the east side, when I left his house I started having flash back of ninjas wanting to murder me, yeah he was with me traveling to let him know ninjas tried once and I be dam if it happens again, treetop green soul color our death, five what's popping east side all the time.

What's in this world takes place for what you do in this world, never looking back moving forward, staying grounded at all time, being focus staying true to yourself through the ups and downs, having someone to depend on having someone that has your back, making up for lost time, it is said that the smartest people has less friends because people can't understand where I'm going with this, you strive for what you believe instead of non believing, take everything one day at a time, the outcome will determine how strong you are.

Being connected to your soulmate only mean one thing you will ride or die for her, it's nothing to think about you do what you have to do, this rap shit ain't for everyone, only a few last in this game, trust I'm not worrying about another ninja, the time waits for know man so make this life the best life that you can, if you fall out with your friends never cross them even if you're not speaking, I'm in a place where I got to eat, what do you tell a ninja that's eating to much stop being greedy, it dark when the dog bark yeah I'm the one you have to worry about.

When it's big enough for the world to see, you become a target but as long as I got this dot on my trigger finger, you better calm down yellow back stay on my back, mr freeze with one girl and that's the girl that's inside of me, how's my blood drop doing lay lay daddy moving, I'm going to continue to keep my feet on these ninjas neck, let's see who can last the longest in this rap game, common sense let's play cards who got the joker, if it's true I do what's on my mind and that's this money, actions speaks louder then words, don't lose yourself in the mist of what you are doing.

So we had a talk in the bed at night wake and you told me that I had to handle business, so when I get older everybody will be taking care of, dropping me off out of the car and me telling you spin the block five time, walking up the block saw an opp and asked him walk down the steps and he said are you going to murder me and I said come down, I told him to walk up the block and then the dot let off 17teen out of the wire, I'm leaving to walk up the block and I got to the building and I'm under the stairs wake comes in the building.