BOOK 1-2

This has nothing to do with me losing my cool but I’m chilling in my space, so nobody can say I’m in their business, I want to be handling what’s here for me, you share so much time with me and I adore you for that, silence is what I am because the one showing off usually don’t have it all but the one that’s quiet has a lot, the saying goes you can lead a horse to the water but you can’t make it drink, you spend so much time into building this life for yourself, you can’t let someone come and take it from you, so your glad that everything has turned out this way.

I’m not taking away from anything that you did for me, I think you can do so much more if you put your mind to it, I’m looking for this women that I have in my mind, if you take a good look at it, the new year it will be 21years since I have had any connection to any females in New York and it’s 19years in the whole world that no one can say they had any connection with me, if that’s not standing up for your lady I don’t know what is, I dedicate my life to make yours right, I stand by my word and I will do whatever else I have to do to build your trust.

TRACK 4

I’m right here for my family, let’s never back track keeping up with this pace, this shit is painful it’s out of the ordinary but the fight will prove that the love is right here even when we go to Heaven our connection will light up with eternal life, so yes we will come back to earth, so are y’all with me walking with me, I promise nothing is ever going to go wrong with us, building a relationship from ground up is a hard job but when you put the work in, the benefits is much more greater, the path having this oath on my hand.

Simlack must live before God take me, I’m ready to settle down with someone that's into me, I know I can’t make anyone love me, if I treat her right and give her everything that she want, biggie said it’s 546 in the morning and I’m on 179.546 thousand dollars already spent, I know money isn’t everything but it helped the both of us survive, let’s put the martial things aside and focus on the love, if you want a man to care for you but you also have to let me no are you feeling me? Yes us growing up and becoming this power couple, that can’t be stopped.

TRACK 5

I thought I was going to go today without writing a verse but when it’s in your blood to write everyday, I can’t deny what God want me to express, putting this in words that feel so real to me, baby you know you mean the world and more to me, I know you have had it hard but it’s better days now, thanks to me you can have the life that you deserve, finding myself in a world where everyone try to be like one another is so hard to find yourself, from a young in my mother told me I will be different from the rest and now I see why she said that.

Here it is the past coming to an end, I feel so relieved I can now be with the ones that love me, I’m a good man to any women that want a king in their life, I’m fixing this right now so we don’t have to go further with this, there’s talks about us getting back together, you know I willing to do whatever it is to get back on good terms, the crazy part about it is I love you, this king need a queen in his life is that you, we can’t go on fighting smoking mirrors, I tried my best to move forward, one thing I can say you didn’t give up on me.

TRACK 1

You make me out to be the bad person, when you are the family that I want, when I was young I did things like playing games with other females but now that I look back on it, I’m manning up and taking responsibility for my actions, I understand if you never want to speak to me again, you moved on and I’m moving on but this relationship that I’m in is with this female that’s in Heaven, she has showed me what taking my time mean and trust me, she has led me in the right direction and I will be forever in debt to you because you made me the man I am today.

You have let me explore your body mind and soul and it feels wonderful, what I have learn she want a man not a little boy because she’s a women, I’m putting all of my time into her because she’s a beautiful person inside and outside, when she ask me for something she always receives it, letting her be the leader because a women makes a man a man, she’s the one that hold the house hold down and being a business women, she’s able to do both with no questions asked, where would I be if it wasn’t for this women giving me her blessings.

TRACK 2

Your understanding isn’t always my understanding, so we have to look for the problem to fix things, expectations come when you believe in someone and that person that I believe in is you, please live up to high standards, please do not take no for an answer, I wonder if my children was nice all year and if so give them everything that they want, this is why I work hard so my children do not have to go without, I will never put you down and make you feel belittled, please tell me if there anything else I can do for you.

Releasing my thoughts into the world so people can read what I’m thinking, so you can have an understanding on what my life about, you have to straighten up and get your act together and that’s what I did, she wanted me to stop smoking and I did just that, I haven’t smoked in 12years, I went cold turkey there wasn’t no doubt in my mind that I couldn’t do it, you have to fix your priorities and figure out what’s important to you and a course that was my family, I knew I couldn’t let them down.

TRACK 3

If it rain on me will you protect me, yes there’s things that I need to straighten up before it get out of hand but you have showed me know matter what you will be there for me, after all I did to you, how can I say sorry to you, she said I think you know how and I said yes I do and then I started making it up to you, when you are going through what I was going through, yes you can lose your mind but focus on my family, I knew putting my mind back together was the easy part, if people think one thing I can get away with it and nobody would want to talk to me.

When I was young I was fighting for the devil doing things that can hurt other people, as time passed I gave myself to God asking him to save me and guess what he put me in a position to live life the righteous way, people say why do I stay in his book because you get nothing out of the streets, you can’t take none of that shit with you, bringing this person in my life, so I can teach that person the right way and if your not living the right way excuse yourself from my life, thank you for uplifting me and taking care of me.

TRACK 4

Baby I’m thinking you are walking out on me, you did your thing trust me I know, you always out with other men, playing me like I’m a game, you sexting other men, I have to man up and walk out, so I can have a women that’s for me, I’m so lost for words but I’m a person that can be with a women that want me, why you keep throwing shade at me, when it’s sunny outside you can see all of the beautiful ladies, you find yourself seeing sexy females and you want to appreciate the good whether, I remember her asking me who’s is it and I’m saying yours.

I’m only here to perform as an equal in this relationship, I had a lot of ladies chasing me back in the days, I’m glad I don’t have to worry about any of that anymore, running around nyc being the ladies man, people might say I fell off but I think I’m interested in a women that love me for me, I can imagine how females feel about men all over them all of the time, yes I made mistakes but fixing it is apart of growing, even though you gave me the okay to go out and receive my wings, baby as you can see I didn’t let you down didn’t I keep my word, that should mean something right.

TRACK 5

If December 25 is one month, nine months is August 25 this is another born day, you are changing your life into her, the mother of Jesus God bless you, I told you yes it add up, you are supposed to play your position before someone take it from you, I’m asking what’s the math I just threw at you, this is what you were thinking, trust me I’m on it not only because of you but because showing you is better then just telling you, I rather show you with actions and not just words, this way you can believe me, I’m never letting you down.

I hope that I can continue writing more songs, so you can feel the pain that’s inside of my heart, yes I miss her if the person that were born through your rib comes inside of you because you are going through hard times and then you slashed her so her body and soul can go inside of another women, I pray you are watching over me and looking me right in my eyes, the purpose of writing these songs is to express my love for you, yes I want the whole world to understand that you are the lady for me, letting her go is a no no because Noah loves you.

TRACK 1here

So shorty want to take shots at the king of petty, oh know she didn’t where the money you get and who it come from, I straight want what I just showed you and not with the p with the b feel me, you can’t have nothing so stop dreaming on my down fall because I won’t trick on you and this hitch bet not call tomorrow, grow the hell up and get a job before you get the best clothes and shoes, hitches want to be in furs with my money, you better think twice before coming for my head unless you giving neck didn’t you just chirp like a pigeon.

If I get lost for words how can you blame me, when you look so dam good, I have to keep my head to the stars and the sky, watching the sunset and the moon replacing it, these are all apart of the creation that God did our body is only flesh and bones, you have to keep a good spirit and soul, if you plan on making your way to Heaven, yes the fight is on by good and evil but who will win, good will always come out on top, if all we want to do is live the bad life where is all of the good people at.

TRACK 2

Things might not happen for me right now but I’m thinking long term, this is why I’m putting everything I have into this company, my family will receive the benefits after it’s all said and done trust me, the grind I have had since returning home has been down right amazing on my part, people might not see it but my family see it, this is all from patient, you have to put your all in what you want and believe it will come true, think about all of the time I spent writing these stories and songs, you have to pay attention to what God chooses for you.

Saving a women mean she’s damaged, you ought to save that special part of your body for the man that you seek, you can’t handle being a women fighting for life with a man that respect you, if all you see is good and I’m not talking about with me, what about him I’m only speaking from God point of view, in order for you to grow you need to do things that a women do and that’s stopping some of the things you do because know man want a female that be in club lounges is okay, any real man don’t want his women partying with other men because he party, there other options of females.

TRACK 3

You should care for the women that you want to be with and treat her the right way, if you see something wrong with what’s going on in her life help her out, listening to your inner soul and be the caring person that your mother made you, you have to understand her goals is your goals, planning a future with the person you can see yourself with until the end of time, putting us in this position that we will win, you have to understand it’s all or nothing and this is how we are going to be until the day we rest together.

Fulfill the women heart by any mean necessary, this is how I want you to look at me like there’s know other man in the world, being this person that have to watch out for people that’s after what I can do for them and I’m not talking about putting them in a position to be positive, you can’t come into the house with an attitude, you should always be grateful for what you have, if you are my wife I vow to take care of this responsibility that you laid out and put my best always, I don’t want you to cry or tear up at know time or any cost.

TRACK 4

The great thing about starting a family is you will start to have children, keep your mind on your job even if your not with me, a women always have to take care of her children because that’s what she’s supposed to do, I’m not trying to get in your pants more like learning your mind and how is the chemistry and are we compatible go with your guts and be a wonderful mother, a man is supposed to be there for his child, the women is the one that can be left by her self raising a child in most cases.

You share everything with this one special lady, you want everything to go right, so you go over board to show her that she’s the one, I don’t want my family to think about the past but be grateful for our future, when times get hard we have to fight together, that’s the only way we can resolve the situation, if we see know evil we hear know evil, yes God is good if jay z kids was born on 7/18/2017 and two young ladies one was born on 7/7 and the other one 7/11, it add up to 7/11 right so are Gershom and Eliezer in threes now.

TRACK 5

You pretend that you don’t want this person and then she moves on and find someone else to be with, exchanging life from my life to your life, you are my baby for life and I’m in it to look out for you, you did me wrong why you keep bringing this up, she said how can I forget, if you didn’t forgive me you wouldn’t came inside of me, trust me this time around I’m going to make it up to you, I will walk through whatever it is I have to walk through to get to you, it doesn’t matter if it’s a storm let it rain on me, the person that do the most for you really love you.

The love we share we can compromise it with the truth, I never wanted to lie to you, seeing you and you asked me what was I doing down here and I look you right in your eyes because I wasn’t doing so good, you walking across the street and I’m guiding traffic for a sell, I saw the hurt in your eyes but our family have to eat, I know we are good now why can’t we start a business or something, this is what I am doing now are you proud of me, I need to know because I’m proud of myself, together we have been doing the right thing baby.