BOOK 1-2

She say she want to ride it like a bike, I said won't you ride it like a surf board, she said whatever you want you know you get because you're my man, I said thank you I saw this lady today and she's having a baby, I know her she is connected to blood shed, so the chances it's mines is like 99% so this makes me feel good, this other lady said she's having a baby, the last time she said that she was just playing, I wonder if this time is different because I would be glad for us, I remember this other girl from down south called me to meet her sister, from that time on I having had sex with anyone tutti.

I remember pulling up to her house, I'm thinking we are about to spend time with her, she was dressed when me and friends got to door, her sister boyfriend we knew, altogether it was three sisters they go out and party feel her, we got so high after that we left and we driving home high and drunk, that's when my life was moving but I had my children on my mind as you can see, tell me if you see something I don't see remember me for being with you, so did you move on let me guess I just have to find out in the future, trust me I will feel me.

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So as I walk off of the block she's looking out of the window, I'm walking closer to the edge of the block, like when I come in will you scream and make my present felt, you know you haven't had sex in 26years and as for me 20years, if this is true I can't wait to hear you huh while I'm putting my man inside of you, when that time happens I know it will be the best feeling in the world, you are so sexy and this is why Aaliyah came inside of me, so she can feel all of y'all body, I'm pretty sure when I get inside of you her body goes inside of you dubs.

Sexing two people in one, yeah I can live with that, if my vibration be felt over you when I'm inside of you, what about the slashes coming down your temple when I'm inside of you, what about the cross moving around in a circle and me moving up and down and side to side, dam this here talking about it is getting me hot as a matter a fact I'm on fire, just because you lasted 7days are you trying to make a statement with me because of what you did, you sick I'm sick we both have a cold, stay o50 for me, imagine me pulling up on you or you playing me close on a car between my legs.

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Yo I remember meeting this girl down south but she was from nyc queens to be exact, I hollered at her and she give me her number, the first time I went to her house, she lived in center field, that was the best part of Birmingham to live in, me and my team riding there in a old car, my cuz had the gun on him, when we pulled up I got out and walked to the door, walking all over the grass, she met me half way and came to the car and got in, so we can drive back to Grasselli park, when we started riding she pulled out the cutest 25 shit small pocket size.

When I came home to visit this girl was with two boys and her friend was coming out of the building she gave me a hug but she got in the car with them boys, they could've been their boyfriends who knows, if girls that's supposed to be with me, mess with people from the side that say they want war with me, I'm not sexing any of them, so you can but before matter a fact, I want them too do it so I can get the money that they're using, leave the credit cards bank books and leave with everything you came with.

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Dodo what are you up too, I remember you in my house and you say you are not that pretty and I said I don't mine, now look at you so sexy, flawless you know shit will go down when it's 100's of Trillion in our life, that's what Aaliyah said so I think you should have her back, putting pieces together she said make it back in one piece right, I need this girl in my life for real in real life, she got DR in her, body sit stacked looking at her makes me want her more, I'm on my way so get ready for me to pull up, you better have your hat on before I send you a four page letter.

She said try again so when y'all say not now, yeah I get mad but I know it's worth it, so I'm in it until everything's completed feel me, she said she woke up like this, I'm saying I'm trying to see what it hit for can you throw it back, when I was out of town I played basket ball on the court, she went in the bathroom to change, you know I went in the females bathroom with her, looking at that ass it's fat I knew I can hit it from that point on, guess what I did so why left eye passed away 4 Aaliyah passed away 8, you think that would cut the wood in half.  

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Everyone in nyc always say we are this and that, what about all of the telling people is doing, other states is looking at us like yeah them guys use to have it but no more because I let clowns take over what we was building, what happened to the stand up men, I remember when females was with me from place to place people didn't like that, ok y'all females gas them guys up right and look at Harlem, all of this talk about how much money we got and we are the flyest people on earth, let's be real people are struggling in Harlem, so lets keep it real.

Y'all have and for the females that was okay with them saying they had the kid on the run, I don't care if you are friends with their boyfriends, since you turned y'all back on me move on, a'lot of people is signing to my label but if y'all didn't need my company you know when it happened, y'all was saying blank the kid but was still coping work from the kid, if someone say it was not true when I came home things changed right, when people ask why I'm not hanging with people because I'm trying to stay in the streets longer for my family, so if you mess with people that was giving me their blank to kiss back to y'all.

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Should I let go because I can't take this anymore, I want to know what we are going to do in this relationship, you keep telling me that you want me more then I want you, you can't believe that haven't I showed you the love I have for you, in the past I played myself but everything was in house, if you ask me how many girls I kiss, I will tell you about 7 in 26years, you want this and I mean the truth, this is what I'm giving you so be here, I'm telling you how this went wrong but I kept my composure threw it all.

Y'all still haven't said one thing that y'all have did, this must mean I was the only one out and about, I know some people were out and about, I'm not thinking about them, it was the right thing to do at that time, I'm changing my mind because I'm one with myself, I got this under control, I know I said I want all of the females that's in my life to come without having sex with know one but me, I'm a firm believer of that, what should I do if y'all come touched, I'm trying my best to pick the ones that didn't change up on me, I want people that stood by myself.

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I remember when the old Harlem was getting money, you couldn't stop us yeah people got killed but it was all part of the game, my uncle was one of the people that lost their life, this is why I'm the way I am today, I can't forget it, we from Harlem uptown baby we make bos, when I was in the south they showed this young man respect, how many people can say they did their thing in the south, if ninjas run their mouth right we in it just like everyone else, people telling me to fall back but I can't because this is me thinking about if my uncle was here.

If ninjas want to get down and dirty, I just hope the dot that I have contain the rain, so yeah it might fall and if it do it will fall for eternal life, people don't want to put the guns down, I know I have to move careful if I want to last in this game, there's cameras everywhere on these streets, so why would people do crimes and can't get away with it, make sure when you hustle you watch your back because the jack boys be out, I let one loose to show I'm not that person to play with because this is the old Harlem.

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Do you want me because I want you, what's its going to be, the love rushes to my head, I know I have to control both heads because a women might cross me, so I'm taking care of me until it's over and you give that love to me, you want me to splurge on you because you are my lady and you should get whatever you want out of me, yeah I'm trying to hold my head out here, forgive me if I look at you like I love you looking in my eyes and you see this love look like, how will we come together and have sexual contact, yes I'm waiting because I know the females in my life will love me much more better.

For the first time in along time, there's some females in my life that should be faithful and haven't had sex with anyone all of their life's, you have to make up your mind, is this somewhere you want to be at, thank you if I haven't said it enough because I love the way you take care of me, growing up with y'all is so wonderful to me, I feel it in my heart, why are you setting out our women, you shouldn't want to share the women you have sex with because other men it's no telling where they have been, this is why I need the ladies in my life to come loyal.

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I can feel it in the air, when you out of town and get sick, you play it off as if that's why you are acting the way you act, so people wouldn't want to get close to you, the females that was down there wouldn't want to talk to me, for the ones that stayed down with me from down south thank you, I had to play like I was crazy because I had to make it seem like the sickest that I had was bad and I couldn't tame myself, people was dying everyday out there, I knew I had to be on the same page as the people that was out there.

Smoking drinking and hanging out was a everyday and night thing, I never had sex and I ought to say why because I knew I had to come back home to y'all, if I would've came back home used family will be looking at me different right, I knew I couldn't have that right, just imagine that happening I would be messed up right, looking at everyone I'm with mad at me, I couldn't feel that type of pain in my life, so coming home like this clean helped me be in my family life, I never want to let y'all go anywhere, y'all are the love of my life and I will never have to go through that again feel me.

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What is your women worth baby why ask that question, when you know I think the world of you, the time I was away you felt lonely and I understand but if you were with me, when I was a child you know what type of kids I was, all of the blood I shedded out of my body, the plan was for me to get my wings but you couldn't see that, don't tell me that you didn't know that, all of the signs to the music you listened too said what I was going through right, I left signs up until I went out and handled my business right.

The same signs I left she's leaving me now, so I have to pay attention to them, if she say that she want me, she better come to me without the cheating because I can't take that and I know what she said about I'm the only one she has in her corner, dawg good when it rains people get wet, how much we are talking about, she said she want it all and I'm going to make sure it happen while I'm here on this earth, you build with her show her things that she never saw before, she will love you more if you keep her first in your life, this goes out to all of y'all I'm just saying it as one because we are all one with one another.

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I want to take care of my kids because this is what a man do, as long as I'm able to take care of them, even if I fall you won't because I have set this up for you to have so don't worry about anything, when I looked in your eyes I see the future and you know where I am at, mother said one day you will have to come to me and I'm waiting on that day, I promise God, Jesus if he bring women's in my life, I will be obedient and listen to what you have to say, I want more for y'all so stick around and let me work and handle this business, that's on the table so you will be cared for, your wish is my command.

The heart want what the heart want and that's y'all for real, I know it's looking up but we have to keep praying for better day, don't let me go on without you walking by my side, when I saw you today walking in front of you, I had to cross the street because you were behind me and my back was pointed to you, I knew crossing the street you will be on the side of me, even if it's cross the street and when you get to your destination, you will walk threw me because I just was walking straight and you will be walking down the block. 

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I went down south because my grandmother passed away, it was alright but I'm a city kid, so after that my mother stayed down south and I went back to the city, saw this girl she came into the park and this other girl came inside of the park, biggie said you on the bench and that's where I was at with her and I laid down and lifted up, saying Aaliyah but shorty didn't catch it, so after that I moved down south, people started knowing me for playing basketball, this one kid my sister let him in my house and he took my playstation then found out it was mines and gave it back.

We use to be out at night my little cousin warren always wanted to hold the burner, when we use to walk back to the house, I guess he felt protected, so I let him carry it on him, I remember one time I went and cop a ounce for blank, the Jake pulled up in the park because my friends was smoking, they made them put the blunt out but I didn't move because I had the ounce in my back pocket, my mother was up this little hill in the park watching me like saying don't move and I didn't, after the Jake left I went to her and gave her the ounce sweat.

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I remember me telling you I'm going to mess with this cat for 2months, you said why and I said because I have to give us time to wait for one another, 2months came and I'm walking down the block and in my mind, I heard you say it's 2months and I quickly ran to the house and picked up the phone and called you, you answered the phone and we talked, you said you had to paint with many colors, me knowing when I first saw you the both of us was wearing red, what do this mean baby we were a match in heaven.

I remember when I was on the train with Mel and E-low, my cousin was on the train it was a girl cousin and I start cursing, why because I wanted my cousin to say why are you cumsi, when we got off the train all of us got off on 145st, she called me over to her and said I'm telling your mother that you curse, that's my little undercover joke for you to let you know I'm good, I will handle this for our family, I'm finding my way back and now I'm here, when I was in the south my older cousin was down south because she live there, her sister and our child yes she's a girl, called me and said no more sex.