BOOK 1-2

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I remember with my male cousin at the grocery store and I got in the shopping cart, when we went to pay for the food there two sisters was paying for their food and their mother was with them, rap it's others and I mean down south, teflon hi are you and your friend doing, do I miss y'all the answer is yes because you showed me love when I was out of town, lemon when we were in class you looked at me like you wanted me to talk to you, when school was out you walked passed me and I asked you for your number and you said give me yours, I had a beeper and I gave you my contact.

Sitting right there with your sexy ass body, baby you listening to my brother because you thinking about his little brother right, I know all of your life you never saw me and the only way is by pictures and that is the way I see you, think about if your mines you never had sex before but you have two kids, this is how you know Jesus was born from the Holy Spirit, her man never had sex with her until after I was born, that's why kiss said my kids was born out of sin because I went under murder and came back to life for our children.

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I know you put your all into me, this is the gift you get when you let me lead, I'm not going to let y'all down, this shit is hard but I'm fighting for our family can't you see that, I want someone special, this is not going to get easier feel me, the fight was hard and now the battle begins, so put your all into me, at the end of the road you will see that I'm the prefect one for y'all, how do you come to a man at this age he do not know what you been through, so his guard is up for a reason, how can I trust you when I left the other side was popping.

Aaliyah said letters better be taking care of, and for show said it today and it's taken cared of, what's the next move we are going to make the numbers go up, I want your body on mines, thank you for hitting me this morning you are well aware that I'm looking at you, one day lets get side by side and you riding on me, tell me do you like it from the back or do you prefer me looking in your eyes, you should know I will never hold anything over your head, unless I'm releasing all over your face it you are mines.

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Seeing you today as I wait for the bus, you getting off the train baby you are one in a million, this is how you show me that you love me, I can't man handle you because a women need to be treated like a lady, times may get hard baby that was in the past even then you never missed out on a meal, I kept you dressed right a roof over your head right and food in your tummy, you have my full attention baby all I ask for is for you to have my back because it's wolves out here and I'm trying to maintain out here for us baby. 

This goes to show how strong y'all are as a women, I'm so sorry for making y'all cry this is held over my head everyday, this is why I got out there and handled the business that's at hand, please don't get it missed construed, the faith is in us as a couple right, so we shouldn't let ourself down, the plan I had goes this way are you willing to ride with me, God made it hard for me to get back in your life, I'm old and I still can't just throw our life together, he said if ghetto stay in the studio long enough things will go right and that's what I did.

TRACK 1,877

Don't get picked off blanking with this old head, yeah it feels good to make it to this age, I need young chicks to keep me young, I need the older females to keep my mind on the right path, guns do pop but who will get hit not me and if that do happen God bless the cross, the dot will play out of the baby nine, the Bible in my hand so what you want to do, God bless the child that can hold his own, follow nobody in this life of mines, the game shit yeah it's hard but you can't tell because that's the street code but I guess it don't apply.

When you play hard things may play a big part of your life, creep ninjas want the kid hit up and I'm not talking about gang gang, what I mean you can be a friend and still want the kid hit up, when shit came out that people close to me was aiming for me to get hit, when you know you can't trust ninjas and females out and about with ninjas that you don't trust blank them, let's get this money CO always told me to hold my head, this is the conversation we talked about in the car, never let a ninja or a hitch take you off your grind for real.

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Look me in my eyes and tell me you didn't cross me, not many can do that and if you can do it, you been around people that wanted the kid alive right, what's wrong with the world a man that want to help people and over and over again people turned their backs on me, why because people couldn't let me lead the pack but was willing to let others lead the pack, when people say why you not clubbing with us or smoking with us or staying out late with us, if you want your business to succeed you have to work even when you don't want to work, the grind don't stop.

When I was slipping people laughed at me, now me getting back on my feet people look at me like why me because I put the hard work in it, from the first time I started I knew if I put my all into this game the game will put it's all into me, the tears I cry is from my uncle not being here, when I was the last one to see him, he know I will never give up, the streets ain't what it use to be because a'lot people is telling this shit been going on, people praise the ninjas that die but not the shooter, y'all ninjas will never know how a real ninja feel.

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Good seeing you today baby girl, the way I miss you without ever being with you, that's love and I hold you close to my heart, when you first saw me you was looking at my green beads right, from that point on you had your eyes open for me, let me say this I had my eyes open for you too baby, if you think I'm going to cheat change your mind because that's not going to happen, you never know what you are going to get until you get it, we can sit here and play the blame game and who did what, you know I never crossed you because you are the ones that this grown man want.

You want to ask me a question but that ponytail is crazy long but it looks good on you, you are so cute and your body looks wonderful, I can't wait until you let me get next to you, thank you for being here if not I'm not saying that to say this I will promise to love you, this game we played back in the days, guess what them days are over only eight days out of 28years, if that ain't faithful baby I don't know what is, I said ante up and you dress in beige, so I know that's a go from here on, I will respect you I'm trying to keep you happy.

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The question you should ask yourself is how long we been faithful to one another, that there should hold a'lot of weight, when I can't be in the bed next to you, the only thing I have is talking in our mind, females is more emotional men is less emotional, so you can control your feelings more, when it comes to having sex, trust me I don't want to let you go, even when I have to work I always talk to you at this time of night, I do this because I want to fulfill whatever your heart desire.

Putting this life back together, the only thing you have to do is say you are ready and I'm ready when you are, you want me to take the hard way and finish owning everything about our company, I dam sure miss being next to you, think about it I never saw you but the love we have for one another, let know man take this from me and I promise not to let another women take me from you, I'm deep in thought because your love show me so much, this time I will love you hard with every breath in my body trust the process, your love is so sweet.

TRACK 1,882

You can't make me feel like this is my doing, okay yes this is by far the worst feeling in the world, let me say enlighten things, whoever with me thank you and didn't use me for money, I can not do this anymore, if y'all say that I'm the one y'all want, I have to man up and move on, yo this doesn't make me mad I'm working that is what's important to me, you will be mad when you know that I'm never coming back, if you helped me thank you if you didn't or went with other men blank you.

What if you see me what will you do, I might say hi to you because I think you are cute, we been talking in the mind for along time, if not that's on me for real, when I feel like laying down with someone trust me I will but for now I'm working to make my company the best company in the world, you shouldn't let me down and if I let you down my fault, who cares about your feelings, this goes out to females that use a man for what he can give you, you not a stand up females you get down different and I mean that.

Being here for this long feel so wonderful to me, my life has been the same for this long, I want you in my life, at night I’m holding my pillow tight wishing it was you, I can’t wait until we break one another body in, how much longer am I going to wait baby until you say you are ready to make love to me, you are my queen you know that right, I’m big on family so stick with me, I can’t express how much I love you.

I get it when you used the blow dryer to blow dry the bottom part of my body, yes I want to go down on you too, I can’t wait until that day come, I’m doing everything in my power to make that happen, you are the queen that I was talking about when I said you love me like I love you, she said yes sure baby that’s what I like to hear, I want to undress you and I promise to take care of you for the rest of your life, as long as I’m able baby, this is why I’m fighting for our family to be more better baby okay.

Past time by doing something that you like out here, trusting a female is hard for me, you like this and like that what more can I do for you, battling thoughts in my mind feel me, the grind don’t stop so keep pushing on, write this is what I like to do, remember when you had females but they went on about their business, so if I try to talk to another female it shouldn’t be a problem right, if you talk to a girl and she do not want to talk to you and then go out with other men dub her right or she dub you keep getting money.

You have made it this far without people, so keep grinding and making things happen for yourself, pay attention to what’s going on in life, if you do not want to look back to the ones that went on about their business, you do not have to understand, people will try to talk to your girl if you are hitting other ninjas girls don’t be mad if another ninja hit your girl, what if but you are worrying about another man girl your girl might be out here sexing another ninja so be careful.

 

The reason I’m upset is not because I’m mad It’s Just Because I did this shit without help, writing everyday and every night, I worked my Blank off To get where I’m at right now, you say these are my shooter as an og you sending your young men to jail, instead of helping them out and giving them the game, you are poisoning these young men, if you don’t respect that you don’t respect anything, teach them the game different from what you had to go through, they want money and want the girls you trying to live through them.

One Fourth you get in this game to make money and the game could be you handle handling business the right way, you do not all ways have to put yourself in bad situations out here, you stand y’all and fight for what you believe in, there’s so many ways to get money, when you are close to 40years old you do not want to get locked up, the devil is a lie you listen to God and Follow his son Jesus, you made your bed now you have to lay in it.