Book 17

The level of this shit can't get faded. watching mine as always like I'm supposed to do. this is my little world that I have created in this time that I have on this earth. thank you for listening to me and a big shout out to my family for sticking this out with me. I'm so proud of us I just want you to know there's not a day that goes by that I'm not thinking of you. my mind is at its best when I leave here people will remember me. when you play this game yes your taking the hard way out. if you go to school that's the easy way out. learning believe me it's better.

Respect is giving when you give respect. due as to others as you want other to due unto you. everything's has to be set as a goal in your life. you do not have to speed up the process to get what you want out of life. people will work with you on what it is you are trying to accomplish trust me. ask people for help ask people to help you make good decisions out here. so I'm 41years old and I'm trying to change my life for the better. so that way I can grow to  the best of my ability. growing yes it mean leaving all of the negative bull shit alone but who wouldn't want to do that.

Trying your best that's really all you can do. you never give up also think about a plan before you try to jump right into something. that's why i play the back and learn the business and made sure I have the skills to run a corporation before putting my all into something or someone meaning investment. people will try to use you and the same people you see when your up you will see when your down. so you should be nice to everyone even if you are doing excellent or doing not so good but if your at your worse and people don't help you their not your friends from the beginning, stand you ground and make things happen for yourself.

From the first time she told me she was blank. the only thing I could think is she mines but the question still remain how. like the others was blank right. from that point on I did everything that I could do. I got calls every time she had an appointment. giving all that I got to make sure she have the best life. I understand that I have to stop the bull shit and get on point taking care of her. there's nothing I wouldn't do for her. she named her after my little cousin. the question is for what. maybe she's letting me know that there's a connection there.

I'm going back in time when everything was at its best. baby you take so much out of me. I'm putting my heart in your hands. can you see the plan that I'm planning. late night in the studio is hard but the hardest part is being away from you. the thoughts that I have in this mind when I think about are you cheating on me. when it all comes down to it I'm going to find out the truth. how hard is it to say yes to the one that's been there for you since day one. I never looked like I did anything when I was away from you out of town yes I learned so much and the most important thing was being faithful to you.

So my brother heard me when I said Pete I'm reaching and he came through like a big brother, S.M.M until the day I die. I'm trying to change my life because that's what my brother would've wanted from me. I can hear him now telling me to keep my head up. all of this is just writings yeah it's hell on earth you are all alone in this world. the question is why and he answered with I will. from simlack to rollack if you don't feel that. biggie said 16 floor check it why is that your date of Birthday sex. you are my queen and I will do anything for you believe me when I say ninjas did cross me please excuse me status.

As days go by we learn more about our partners. I'm all for the love that you have for me if it's for me and nobody else. connection names and other sort of stuff let's me know that these are my children. that's what I'm hoping for, nevertheless if not I have to go on with my life right and leave all of the ladies that I thought was in my life alone right. okay coming together as a family helps so much because we will have one another back at all times right. that's a sign of us sticking together right. letting nothing happen to each other right. whether it's you or me we have to take care of our responsibilities right.

Catch me in the drop top riding around with my ninjas. hustling get money when we at the top we still won't rest feel me. gangsters lay down how many shots ninjas can take. fuck what ninjas think hold mines down. re up always who got more pounds then my ninjas. yeah we got bricks to in the house chopping dimes up too. it's the way we live our life in the streets. looking over our shoulders from 12. gambling always on them corners. watching ninjas that's trying to get at us. you see me low a little bent but my ninjas stay high feel me. when you put money up who's money bigger. leaving this mic on fire hot like fire ninjas level shit up.

How about the game ninjas changed the game. I'm going to find me one that I can lay back with. one that knows her place holding me down. I'm not in these streets. I'm home working my business moves. that's all I want to do is keep my business at its best. I can't stop making hits. I have to keep my game where it needs to be and that's in the front and at the top. no days off work all day everyday fall back if you don't want to be one of them ninjas on the hit list. getting deep in these streets that's what NYC ninjas do all of the time. shout out to all my ninjas that love getting money.

You must stand strong through all of the bull shit, yes this life that I love you can't walk a mile in my shoes feel me, you and your ninjas don't cross each other, a lot of ninjas cross one another all of time, when do the rules apply to everyone, people talking about how many bodies they got, ninjas talking about all of the drugs they sell, this shit ain't knew to me, the best words I have is keep to your business to yourself, never let ninjas know your next move accept for your friends if they are really your friends, you are in this game until the day you die feel me.

Get your mind right. I'm trying to ball until I can't ball anymore. how are you going to get to this money by getting deep in these streets? you can't talk that much that's what I learned. I saw a lot of shit in these streets. the Harlem streets ain't nothing to be fuck with. I saw a lot of bodies that just made me aware of my surroundings. control what happens in your life makes you a man feel me. when I came back home on 3/9/05 biggie's death and Bow Wow birthday. I left the courtroom with probation. yes back to the street for 2years I couldn't get in trouble.

Mother everything is going well. I'm keeping l's up working. what you need to do is keep status sleep. you see what Status did when he had the mic. he is the point-blank person that I remember more than ever. remember when he ran the streets. every pass-off was more than 59thousand dollars every move. when he tries to overpower me, I turn it back in one piece and he's not stronger because I'm older. but his little self has strength. if we mix both of us or come to an understanding we ain't nothing to be fuck with feel me.

It's not what you do with your time. it's more like how are you spending your time. do you spend it with family members? do you spend it writing and taking care of your businesses as for me I like to write a lot and I mean a lot. my mind stays on coming up with new ideas on how to make my company successful. putting words together and making them into sentences feels so good. overcoming what people thought I couldn't overcome feels great to me. understanding work is the best feeling in the world that one can have. putting your all into what you are trying to accomplish.

Undergoing all of the ins and outs. this that calls for all my ninjas to stand up and handle things the right way feel me. you have to start somewhere in life and don't take your life for granted. drive people crazy for what because I can never drop my guard. mix hands with other people to get more money. if you and your team take time to brainstorm you and your team can come up with something important trust me. grind until you can't grind anymore. keep your head in this book at all times, reading and writing are fundamental.

Twenty-one gun salute. getting back on my feet I'm not going to say people didn't help me. as long as the people say I helped them too. it was a two-way streak. I'm only a human being the dot on my hand says it all for me. getting down people tell me if it wasn't for my father a lot of people wouldn't be who they are. I no longer miss him because he's in our life. if my brothers hear me one day all of us will come together. follow my path in these streets. yes, I'm watching the streets carefully I'm proud to say I learned a lot from these streets and I take what I have learned and apply it to my everyday life.

Playing with females can get you in trouble. I had to learn that way. I'm showing you that you are the only one for me. I'm making my way to a better life. life is hard for me where's Shorty let's talk about life and what it means to us as one. never cross me my fault let's use status. This is the shit that ninjas are not ready for. how many people signed to my team yes I'm buying everything up. The Boss Folk Life 410. that's for the geeks that know what's popping. my ninjas in the south know what that means. building a brand takes a lot out of you feel me.

As I sit here wondering what's my next move. I hope all of the females that are supposed to be in my life stay in my life. yes, there are others out there but when you want the ones that's been down with you from day one. you will do anything to stay with that lady. if there's no trust the relationship is going to be hard on the both of you. taking care of children is the best feeling in the world. I'm not in my children's life but I'm writing every day to let them know how I feel and what I'm going through. hopefully, my children understand why and that I love them with all of my heart to my unborn children.

Why does a black man need a faithful woman? you can't find that anywhere I'm going to take my time on who I love. you are supposed to be in this position for all of the good reasons. I want stand-up women who know how to take care of their black men. I need one that spends time with me, one that loves me and cares for me. one that I can hold all night and every morning. One that respects me one that knows how to treat me. all of these drugs are killing us. that's what they want us to do so we don't have a clear vision.

I see what's going on in this world. the only thing I can do is make my family life better. I know words don't mean anything I have to show and tell what happened on my way to this bag. yes make moves as I should never forget it's a war outside ain't know man safe but when you are protected by the baby nine. things look different from everybody else. I can't let my family down times get hard so I work through it. I'm almost at my peak. when you put everything on the table and just take the good with the bad like Big Meech said your team becomes stronger and winner.

Living happily with you is all I want. going out to eat or to see a movie with you. how hard it is to get back on my shit. playing the field fuck that I need one girlfriend or a lot of girls that understand each other and all of them know about one another. you have to take care of all of them baby yes it's the hardest part of my life. I realize that it's not easy for you to take care of our children. I know I can't walk in your shoes and you can't walk in my shoes. let's meet halfway and help each other out with what we need to do for our family. I'm living for this moment when we come together and be one.

Ninjas want to sign to my label but we don't need you. when I came back home the first thing he said was I need to get down or lay down. then I took them to the head and didn't shake hands with any of them. ninjas weren't speaking to me but always ran to the spot to cop work from the spot that we were running and if anybody said differently. Do ninjas know the truth why ride another man's coat tail when you're supposed to be getting to your bag out here? my label is building the strongest team out here cornering the market.

The level of this shit can't get faded. watching mine as always like I'm supposed to do. this is the little world that I have created in this time that I have on this earth. thank you for listening to me and a big shout out to my family for sticking this out with me. I'm so proud of us I just want you to know there's not a day that goes by that I'm not thinking of you. my mind is at its best when I leave here people will remember me. when you play this game yes you're taking the hard way out. if you go to school that's the easy way out. learning believe me it's better.

Respect is giving when you give respect. due to others as you want others to do unto you. everything has to be set as a goal in your life. you do not have to speed up the process to get what you want out of life. people will work with you on what it is you are trying to accomplish trust me. ask people for help ask people to help you make good decisions out here. so I'm 41 years old and I'm trying to change my life for the better. so that way I can grow to the best of my ability. growing yes it means leaving all of the negative bullshit alone but who wouldn't want to do that.

Trying your best that's all you can do. you never give up also think about a plan before you try to jump right into something. that's why I play the back and learn the business and made sure I have the skills to run a corporation before putting my all into something or someone meaning investment. people will try to use you and the same people you see when you up you will see when you down. so you should be nice to everyone even if you are doing excellent or not so good but if you are at your worst and people don't help you they're not your friends from the beginning, stand your ground and make things happen for yourself.

From the first time, she told me she was blank. the only thing I could think was that she mines but the question remains how. like the others were blank right? From that point on I did everything that I could do. I got calls every time she had an appointment. giving all that I had to make sure she had the best life. I understand that I have to stop the bull shit and get on point taking care of her. there's nothing I wouldn't do for her. She named her after my little cousin. the question is for what? maybe she's letting me know that there's a connection there.

I'm going back in time when everything was at its best. Baby you take so much out of me. I'm putting my heart in your hands. can you see the plan that I'm planning? late night in the studio is hard but the hardest part is being away from you. the thoughts that I have in my mind when I think about whether are you cheating on me. when it all comes down to it I'm going to find out the truth. how hard is it to say yes to the one that's been there for you since day one? I never looked like I did anything when I was away from you out of town yes I learned so much and the most important thing was being faithful to you.

So my brother heard me when I said Pete I'm reaching and he came through like a big brother, S.M.M until the day I die. I'm trying to change my life because that's what my brother would've wanted from me. I can hear him now telling me to keep my head up. all of this is just writing yeah it's hell on earth you are all alone in this world. the question is why and he answered with I will. From Simlack to Rollack if you don't feel that. biggie said 16 floors check it why is that your date of Birthday sex? you are my queen and I will do anything for you believe me when I say ninjas did cross me please excuse me status.

As days go by we learn more about our partners. I'm all for the love that you have for me if it's for me and nobody else. connection names and other sort of stuff let me know that these are my children. that's what I'm hoping for, nevertheless if not I have to go on with my life right and leave all of the ladies that I thought were in my life alone right? okay coming together as a family helps so much because we will have one another's back at all times right? that's a sign of us sticking together right? letting nothing happen to each other right? whether it's you or me we have to take care of our responsibilities right.

Catch me in the drop-top riding around with my ninjas. hustling to get money when we are at the top we still won't rest feel me. gangsters lay down how many shots ninjas can take. fuck what ninjas think hold mine down. Re-up always who got more pounds than my ninjas. yeah, we got bricks to in the house chopping dimes up too. it's the way we live our lives in the streets. looking over our shoulders from 12. gambling is always on their corner. watching ninjas that are trying to get at us. you see me low a little bent but my ninjas stay high feel me. when you put money up who's money bigger? leaving this mic on fire hot like fire ninjas level shit up.

How about the game Ninjas changed the game? I'm going to find me one that I can lay back with. one that knows her place holding me down. I'm not in these streets. I'm home working on my business moves. that's all I want to do keep my business at its best. I can't stop making hits. I have to keep my game where it needs to be and that's in the front and at the top. no days off work all day every day fallback if you don't want to be one of them ninjas on the hit list. getting deep in these streets that's what NYC ninjas do all of the time. shout out to all my ninjas who love getting money.